✱ 𝖭𝖤𝖮𝖭 / 𝖦𝖮𝖣

Just take a deep breath and open your mind explosions of colour like atoms collide. let it go just a little bit, oh just a little bit. we're coming up now to breathe again. a million lights shining on my skin cause we'll breathe again and we'll breathe again a sky full of colour, keep us alight burning it up as we lose our minds

[analusilvaa]

𝐀𝐍𝐀-𝐋𝐔𝐈𝐙𝐀 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐎 𝐃𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐀 ⁑ original character created for nightrestrp penned by moon!

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[ isis valverde, cis woman, she/her ] - was that ANA-LUIZA SEVERO DA SILVA i saw by the lighthouse today? i heard that the THIRTY-ONE year old who has been in nightrest for TWO MONTHS and works  as a TRAVEL AGENT has a reputation of being CURIOUS, but also UNPREDICTABLE. they reside in ASHMORE & people in town usually associate them with OVERFILLED PASSPORTS, COLLECTIONS OF STASHED AWAY PHOTOS, FORGOTTEN DREAMS. let’s hope the killer doesn’t go after them next.

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𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒 …

𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄:  ana-luiza severo da silva

𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄(𝐒):  analu; lizi

𝐀𝐆𝐄:  thirty-one years old

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑:  cis woman

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒:  she/her

𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍:  bisexual

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘…

she was born in nightrest to a big family, two girls and two boys made for a lively and very loud household. they were happy, healthy and that's what mattered the most. the siblings were close and spend a good portion of their time together even when they had the choice of being with somebody else.

when analu was fourteen the dynamic in the family shifted. her parents weren't getting along and it was obvious to the kids. what shattered their hearts though was the moment they announced their divorce and their mother's decision to move back to brazil. her siblings didn't want to leave their father, and although analu didn't want to see her family fall apart she chose their mother and went with her.

junior year of high school analu came back to nightrest. her siblings had grown colder to her, their father tried everything to fix what was broken, but it was impossible.

the second ana-luiza graduated high school she left nightrest for college, but her plans changed and instead received opportunity to travel.

through the years she came back to nightrest several times, making it her permanent residence two months ago when word came her father was sick and someone had to look after him.

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒…

somehow analu scored the jackpot when she uploaded a video to youtube and it received quite a bit of traction. that's when she left college and turned her attention to full time travel vlogging.

about two years ago she uploaded her last video on youtube, focusing more on her instagram, but she doesn't do any vlogging these days.

to earn her own keep analu started working as a travel agent when she came back two months ago.

𝐀 𝐅𝐄𝐖 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐒…

i'd be more than happy if anyone decides on a silva sibling! there's her baby sister, analu and her two older brothers.

throw me some angst with a relationship from town, or honestly anywhere because she travelled a lot, that completely failed, because she's very unpredictable sometimes, and especially when she was vlogging, she didn't stick to one place too long.

also friendships that could of gone cold for the same reason!

one night stands, fwb, exes good and bad terms.

maybe an old relationship with rekindling feelings, who knows?

give me everything

best friend/ride or die

maybe your muse tagged to one of her adventures!

[analusilvaa]

jacoboh​:

“I don’t know, maybe,” he lets out a sigh, glancing in Analu’s direction before taking a look around the ballroom that stood still and on edge. It doesn’t make sense as to why the police would keep them in here, if they even seemed to know what they were doing at this point. “It can’t be legal, to keep us all in here until they figure it out,” Jake adds, glancing over to where the chief stood, loudly speaking with a few other officers before shaking his head. He’d gotten another drink, something to calm him down even though the night was practically ruined.

In what world did any of this make sense? It wasn't like anyone would come forward and confess to multiple murders when they were getting away with it just fine. And she doubts they'll let anyone who saw what happened to Lucia live to tell the story. "Yeah good luck reaching your lawyer right now," he was probably right, but it wasn't like they'd let any of them in or out. "Guess we should have known someone will try to ruin the whole night," she sighed before taking a sip from her glass, "I swear this town doesn't want to see anyone happy."

[analusilvaa]

zehraxaydin​:

she knew coming here wouldn’t have been a good idea. she just knew it. it was this that had caused her to be on edge too.  who ever had done this was truly sick in the head. hugging her back, she was silent for a few moments. unable to really speak. the shock of how the night was turning out still settling in.  "i just want to get out of here. but they won’t even let us leave.“

she should have known better, but how was she to stay home when she had to show up and support levi. the thought of him alone made her shudder, the knowledge he was just another person she had to watch get buried making her feel sick to her stomach. "they're making us stay here, but they can't even protect us." she can't believe even with a hotel packed with people and police they were still confident enough to act, but then again they still got away with it. "god, i really hope they snuck out of here for our own sake."

[analusilvaa]

santiagosilva​:

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Santi couldn’t stop the laugh that escaped past his lips at her words. It was rich that she was putting this on him, when he had absolutely no reason to be the one to call the other in the first place. “That’s pretty funny because I manage to do that just fine,” he said, the unsaid words resting heavily between them. That he could pick up a phone just fine, but the fact that he didn’t showed that maybe she was someone he didn’t care about– and Santi wasn’t completely sure if that was a lie. “We’re bringing the Santiago out now?” He asked, letting out another laugh, though no joy can be found in it. “You don’t get to fucking talk to me about being a grown up when you’ve been anything but, and you don’t get to talk to me about my ‘behavior’ and holding things against you when you’re the one who left. I didn’t. You fucking did,” Santi said, bitterness coating his words, remembering how betrayed he felt. How the hurt from their mother leaving them mixed in with the betrayal he felt that Analu went with her. “You know what, I will hold this against you, and you don’t get to say shit about it, because you don’t really get a say in anything in my life anymore,” he said, eyes narrowing. “Hell, you lost the right to call me irmão the second you made your choice so you fucking leave me out of the fucking mess that is your life, because I sure as hell am trying my best to make sure you’re out of mine.”

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“I wanted my mom!” She countered, taking in a deep breath to hold herself against raising her voice any further. “I was fourteen and I needed her,” she tried to justify herself, but she guessed he wouldn’t understand or won’t try to, maybe if it was somebody else standing in front of him he’d do it. “And I came back and I tried everything to fucking fix it! But who cares, right? Someone makes one mistake and they’re out for you. Or does that apply to me only?” She sighed, placing a hand on the back of her neck. “You haven’t been part of my life for eighteen years.” She mumbled, the realization of how long ago it happened crushing her. It’s been so many years of Analu watching her brother’s life through social media and her TV. She didn’t want to fight him anymore, she wanted to find a way to communicate like a family, but it was clear he didn’t see her as part of it. And Analu still had a long way before she learns how to back down. “Maybe you’ll luck out and whoever’s been targeting this stupid town will get me out of your hair forever.” She knew it was childish to storm off, but she couldn’t deal with this tonight.

  𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 ...

She was back at the bar ordering herself another drink hoping it’d help dull a small part of the pain she felt when they announced Levi was dead. This was supposed to be one of the many happy nights to come for him and it became his last. She downed the liquid inside the glass, signaling the bartender for another. She brought the new drink to her lips, going for a long sip and that’s when she saw her brother again. “Don’t worry, I’ll be out of your sight in a minute.” She wasn’t finished with her drink, but she ordered a third one to take back at one of the tables.

[applekiraz]

𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆  

𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆  

“One more,” Analu mumbled, ordering herself drink number unknown after finding about Levi, Mei and Iris. She thought the worst of the night was over, that somehow they were going to find out who was behind everything and everyone can be on their merry way, but it turned out that even in a hotel full of people, full of police this nightmare continued. She didn’t know what else to do besides drink her sorrow away, her silent tears unstoppable when her mind replays images she didn’t want to be picturing right now. “We’re just supposed to stay in this fucking ballroom and pretend we’re safe,” she turned to Apple, the façade she wasn’t as scared completely fallen to the ground.

[analusilvaa]

dancewithiris​:

“I absolutely think they’re going to try something,” Iris said, with a shrug. “They could snatch people who are smoking on the balcony or taking a bathroom break. Anyone who decides to leave early… the more people there are the easier it is to go under the radar.” 

“For my own sake, I hope you’re wrong,” it was foolish of her to pretend it wasn’t a possibility, but just like any day she wanted to allow herself a sliver of hope to hold onto. “Levi and Mei deserve to celebrate without anyone getting in their way.”

[analusilvaa]

veracalma​:

“You fucking better because I’d do it for you,” Vera said, letting out a soft laugh at the mere thought of it but thankfully for them, it didn’t seem to be in the cards for any of them tonight. But the mention of her brother has her smile immediately faltering—eyebrows knitting together, confused. “Wait—your brother is back? Which one?” Once the question came out, she immediately waved her hand as if to wipe it from the air. “You don’t have to talk about him if you don’t want to. You’re right, we’re here to have fun and I don’t want you thinking about that right now. We can avoid him together if you want,” she offered, attempting to make the mode lighter once again.

"Santiago,” she replied, his name followed by a groan. She was tired of constantly apologizing and giving reasons why she left, truth was she was just a fourteen year old girl at the time that really needed her mom. And she thought one day he’d be able to forgive her, one day they’d be able to talk like they used to, but that never comes. “I don’t even know how to deal with him. It’s been more than ten years and we’re still stuck in the same spot.” Losing her relationship with Santi hurt the most, they used to be so close and one day everything stopped. “We’re definitely avoiding him together. Should be easy.” She downed the rest of her drink, ordering a new one before she even placed her empty glass on top of the bar. “Tell me something, is there anything new with you? Some juicy gossip? Anything.”

[analusilvaa]

jacoboh​:

He clears his throat at the question, smiling sheepishly in Analu’s direction. “It was a one time thing, trust me.” It wasn’t as if he’d ever had a violent streak before, the amount of fights he’d been in during the entirety of his life something he could count on his hand. His bruises had really been a result of being at the wrong place, at the wrong time, and provoked by the wrong person. “Gets everyone’s minds off everything at least. An engagement party is a lot better than the other times this town has come together.”

𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆

She rested her elbow on top of the table and propped her head on top of her hand. This night was supposed to be about love and new beginnings, now it was nothing more but the same nightmare they’ve been living in for months. Analu just wanted to go home and lay down, but that wasn’t going to happen any time soon apparently. “Are we all suspects? Is that why they’re keeping us here?” She finally spoke, letting out one of the many questions that were running through her mind.  

[analusilvaa]

zehraxaydin​:

efe was the love of her life. the one guy she loved more than anything. and now he was gone. taken too soon.  if felt as if there was a hole in her heart now. one that wouldn’t be filled.  she knew though she would have to learn to live with it. and move on if she could. though she knew that would take a while.  she couldn’t just get over his death just like that. “pretty sure they’ll all love you.”

𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆

after they questioned her, analu hurried to find zehra among the groups of people and when she finally did she wrapped her hands around her, her hug tight as if she’d disappear. “god, i’m so sorry for dragging you out here,” she said when she pulled away, feeling horrible she was the one to bring her here with promises of a fun night only for it to go the opposite direction. “are you okay?”

[analusilvaa]

dancewithiris​:

“I guess you could be right, or people could be here because everyone in town is here and if something bad happens everyone wants an alibi. Can’t exactly be like ‘I wasn’t at the party because I was alone watching Netflix when mary sue was murdered at the open bar,’” Iris said, with a shrug. “Maybe it is rushed in a romantic way, like, I don’t know if we will be alive tomorrow so lets do this today.”

“You think someone would be stupid enough to try anything in a ballroom packed with people?” They’d be a lot more reckless than Analu thought, but then they’ve also hit the accelerator, dropping bodies quicker. “And they say romance is dead,” she mused, bringing her glass up for a long sip. “At the end of the day if they’re happy together that’s all that matters.” 

[analusilvaa]

𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 — @applekiraz​

location — pearl hotel

“Hey there, doc,” she greets Apple with a smile as she leaned on the bar ordering herself her favorite drink. “Feeling the love in the air tonight?” she asked with a chuckle, giving the bartender a thank you when he placed the glass in front of her.

[analusilvaa]

She laughed at her words, though chances are she wasn't far off, but at least this time around people can get themselves an actual room away from everyone. "I definitely meant the couple, that's what we're here for, no?" she raised a brow, taking a sip from her drink. "Did you come here alone?"

[analusilvaa]

dancewithiris​:

“Is vile untrue,” Iris said, with a shrug. “People are dying left and right at this point. I can’t imagine assuming someone is walking me down the isle until the murderer is caught. Plus, even if that wasn’t the problem, you’re assuming all of the people involved in your super happy day aren’t mourning or won’t be mourning by the time that day comes. Sounds selfish.”

“This town has been grieving for months,” she pointed out, people lost a lot, and somehow they were still standing despite everything, despite the efforts of few individuals to break them completely. “There’s no such thing as the right moment for anything, you can’t put everything on hold just because someone doesn’t feel like celebrating. But look around, there’s a whole lot of people tonight and I can assure you some of them have lost way too much.”

[analusilvaa]

santiagosilva​:

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“You’re right. I don’t,” Santi curtly said, resisting the urge to roll his eyes at her. As harsh as it was, in his head, they were siblings on paper only. He clearly didn’t trust her as much as he trusted his other siblings and it shouldn’t be normalized to feel angry as soon as he spotted someone who was his own blood. “Imagine that. You staying friends with somebody. He okay with you up and leaving all the time?” Santi asked, eyes narrowing slightly before he shrugged at her question. “Three days ago. Should I have hit you up and told you I was back? Texted you so I could pop on over, open a cold one with you? Would you have thrown a party for me, irmã?” The word itself making him feel even angrier. “My bad,” he said, sarcasm dripping from his words. 

“Of course he is, unlike some people he knows how to pick up a phone and talk to people he cares about.” She hated how the whole narrative has twisted to the point she was entirely to blame for the strain of their relationship. She did leave when their family fell apart, she was the one that took the first step that led to this, but it wasn’t like he was an innocent bystander. He never wanted to meet her in the middle and once she was old enough to leave on her own, she did. What was the point of staying in Nightrest when one of the people she cared the most for didn’t want her here? No, she wants to answer, I would of told you to stay far away from this place. But those words don’t leave her lips, instead she scoffs and rolls her eyes. “For God’s sake Santiago, you know what, yeah maybe a couple of cold ones would help you talk like an actual grown up. This behavior made sense when I was sixteen, but we’re over thirty now, are you going to hold this against me until we’re dead?”

[analusilvaa]

zehraxaydin​:

she was doing her best to put a smile on her face. and be happy too. but it was hard. the news still being fresh. to her, it didn’t feel right being there. not when it seemed as it hell was breaking loose.  the last thing though she wanted to do was to say no to coming. especially to her best friend.  hearing her speak, she nodded her head.   “not really. i don’t think i’ll be feeling any better for a while.” she replied as she took one of the drinks. “i was thinking about going to germany for a few weeks. you can come with me, if you want.”

her heart went out to zehra, and she knew there wasn’t a way to ease her pain even though she’d give everything to carry half of it. the only thing she can do is be there for her and make sure she doesn’t stay locked at home. “i understand,” she gave her a nod, the corner of her lips slightly curving with a sad smile. “i don’t know about a few weeks, but i can tag along for at least one week. meet all those cute military men you talk about.” she joked, nudging zehra’s shoulder with her own trying to lighten them up.

[analusilvaa]

veracalma​:

“So do you. You look so good in blue, Analu,” returning the compliment with a genuine one of her own. Despite the chaos that surrounded Nightrest, the brunette was determined to have a good night. For the soon-to-be husband and wife, for herself. The killers had already taken enough from her, from everyone, that she was determined to make sure she had a good night. Refusing to let the fear that came along with it stop her. “Of course. There’s an open bar and honestly, that’s all I need. And if I don’t wind up on the bathroom floor tonight, it’ll be a miracle.” Remembering the last time she drank like this, her night ended with a broken heel and waiting around for someone to save her from that horror. “What about you? How’s your night going?”

Lately she didn’t allow herself to let go when she was out, shaken up by everything, afraid it will leave her in a vulnerable position she won’t be able to get out of. However, she did intend on having enough to get tipsy. “I’ll be there to hold your hair back,” she chuckled, at least she can be somewhat useful. “Good — when I pretend this party isn’t the first time I’ve seen my brother since.. I don’t even know how long. But we are here to have fun, so I won’t be focusing on that right now.”

[analusilvaa]

jacoboh​:

There was a slight bruise left behind from his fight with Dominic, wishing he could forget the night in its entirety. He offers Analu a smile, nodding his head. “I’m okay, or at least that’s what I’ve been telling myself. The open bar helps, that’s for sure,” he answers with a small chuckle. “What about you? Are you having fun? They went all out for this party,” he added glancing around, feeling slightly as though it was deja vu, remembering the gala only months prior.

"That I can agree on," wishing she didn't have to continue witnessing people's lives going upside down. "The open bar won't land you in another fight though, right?" she motioned to the healing bruise on his face, aware of who it came from, but she avoided mentioning his name. "It's nice, it feels good to celebrate something, and what's a better reason than love and people's future together? My night though? Could be better, but as you said I'm sure the alcohol will fix that eventually."

[analusilvaa]

dancewithiris​:

Iris gave a small shrug and a laugh. “I feel like everyone wants to be engaged but noone wants to actually do the married part,” she said, with a sip of her drink. “Although the real question is if they will cancel the wedding if someone in the party dies or if they will just swap out the still warm dress.” 

"It sure is a commitment, half the time it goes up in flames." Her biggest example was her own parents' marriage, two people who were seemingly in love that let a whole family fall apart. "I uh - that's a little vile, don't you think?" Analu shook her head and took a long sip of her drink.