Home that I never had
I'm biting my tongue
Just lost a home that I never had
Just missing a home that I don't have
Just thinking about the home that I won't have
Just lost a home that I never had
Just lost something with cracked walls
Water sipping through its floors
Maybe you have lived the days
Your cracked walls
Maybe you were in breaking too
You heard me laughing
Saw me crying
You knew my deepest secrets
Even though I told you nothing
Never called you a home
But left part of me
In your creeks and crevices
Saw my summer tears
And
Winter fears
Saw the girl in the corner crying
Saw my vulnerability
Gave you a girl
You gave me a woman
Never said the last goodbye
Because it hurts
So just walked away with my back facing you
Never called you a home
And God knows still looking for a one
But you will always be the home that I never had.