Hope it gives you hell

I can take so much 'til I've had enough 21, PL

[peachy-blackk]

Not mine ✨

I dont wanna feel 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰☄️

[reginashorror]

Me: I think about food all the time.

Thin friend: I never think about food

Me:

[kerraelas]

me: *plans to only weigh myself on mondays so i don't obsess over it again*

me, not even 2 weeks later:

[green-eyed-tea]

happy to announce i’m back on my bullshit. very excited to see where this will go.

[strawberrypet]

soft pink thinspo//not mine🍒

[mrss-grscm]

Bulimia

I decided to eat my first meal in weeks without purging this time.

My father looks at me and says: Be careful, you seem to be getting off track with your diet

Me 5 minutes later, after finishing the meal kneeling on my bathroom floor: fuck my life.

[skinandbones-cigarettesandcoke]

Friend: Yeah I used to have an eating disorder too, I wasn’t hungry just like you, I don’t know why I just never felt hungry

Me, who was relishing in the euphoria of an aching stomach: yeah i gotcha i know exactly how that feels haha

Friend: And like I lost weight so fast, like I always drop weight so quickly and I dropped even more because I was only eating like a piece of chicken and a sandwich and cereal every day, and I just dropped so much weight so easily I don’t get it

Me, reaching up to touch my collar bone for comfort: ah haha yeah i gotcha (‘: i get it haha (‘:

Friend after going on about how quick she loses weight for five more minutes: I’m not making you sad by talking about my eating disorder from last year am I ):

Me, eye twitching and fingers wrapped around my wrist: no no! i’m okay!! i promise, you can talk to me any time!! ahhh i’m just gonna head to the bathroom real quick, okay?

[amethystpeonies]

tfw ur on ur merry way to ed tumblr and

[moonlightprlncess]

Me, weighing myself in the evening after drinking 2L of water, with my clothes on: ...

Scale: +5lbs

Me: wow, how rude. *has a mental breakdown*

[i-w-ant-t-o-be-fre-e-deactivate]

Top 5 worst things my ed has made me do (TW) ;

5. I made myself throw up (in a field) after running for an hour because I didn’t feel that my run has burned a sufficient amount of calories.

4. I ate things like soap, shampoo, expired milk, raw egg etc. in order to feel nauseous (none worked lol)

3. I shoved my hand down a toilet that I had clogged by flushing food because I couldn’t ask my mum for the toilet plunger as she’d see my un eaten dinner in the loo.

2. i took an od on some pill that’s a pain killer but that makes you throw up if you take too many purely so I could vomit shit tons

1. i purposely swallowed some of my vomit so Id feel nauseous enough to throw up a second time.

An eating disorder is not something you want. I promise.

 if anyone wants to add on to this, feel free :)

[cockroachmotherfucker10]

If recovering from your eating disorder means that you “lose control” then

[dietcherrycola]

♡my currently favourite thinspo♡

[imminentannihilation]

there’s just something about waking up late, drinking ice cold water and having an excuse not to eat

[karkatmeat]

thinking bout cream cheese

[inki-bby]

me: haha don't worry ill recover as soon as im skinny!

inner me: you know if you continue your binging and restricting cycle you'll never get to be "skinny" and youll be trapped in this hell until you die

me:

[oriebenejwhwhw]

me after skipping 1 {one} meal

[off-to-wonderland23]

Supersized vs. Superskinny be like

“Tony eats 1200 calories a day of energy drinks and chocolates and weighs in at 6 stone”

Me: *eating 500 calories a day of protein and veggies and gaining weight*