anamylove

Sw: 87.5 Cw: 85,4 Gw: 50 Ugw: 40

[anamylovee]

I'm at 90.8 kg now. I'm at a point where I wanna cry so bad.

I tried to recover but it just made me gain over 15kg what makes me feel more worse then before.

[anamylovee]

I want it all.

I wanna be skinny, sick and pretty.

[kunterbuntes-schwarz-deactivate]

Sometimes it feels like this.

[anamylovee]

Im giving tutoring rn and the child is eating biscuits. The only thing I ate today, are two protein bars.

But yes, hot girls drink water and gum for lunch 💪🏻

[anamylovee]

Her mom gave me biscuits and coffee but I dont know the calories and what's in the coffee 😭😭😭

It makes me so nervous. If I dont drink/eat than it seems disrespectful. If I do, I'll cry tonight.

[anamylovee]

Im giving tutoring rn and the child is eating biscuits. The only thing I ate today, are two protein bars.

But yes, hot girls drink water and gum for lunch 💪🏻

[w4nnab3sk1nnyb1tch]

i made a meme guys😱

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“You’ll likely end up disappointed if you think people will care for you the way you care for them. Not everyone has your heart.”

— Unknown

[sk1nn14summer]

Seeing th1nsp0 irl hits so much harder than any picture

[anamylovee]

I thought fat is okay too but no it's not. I've seen a girl and she looks so pretty like she's probably one of us. Her body is just so perfect. Hopefully my body soon.

[anamylovee]

Hell yes!!

I didnt eat anything yesterday.

Today I'll eat something under 200 cals / nothing.

I'm so proud, it's such a good start

[anamylovee]

I love being a Guinea pig mom but it's so exhausting.

I'm so exhausted

[anamylovee]

Recovering from sh is just so exhausting.

Send help

[anamylovee]

oh fck, I just realised that school starts in one week and I didnt lose any weight💀💀

Help???

[anamylovee]

I wanna cut again. The urge is so strong atm.

[anamylovee]

I'm so motivated since yesterday. And I start today.

I planned to keep my self busy with cleaning and sleeping today.

[anamylovee]

♡ Some quotes that motivate me ♡

Eat for the body that you want, not the body that you have.

It is better so resist than it is to regret.

Is this going to make me feel good?

A second on your lips, forever on your hips.

You're not hungry, you're just bored.

I love to drink water.

I can and I will.

I feel focused.

When nothing looks good, you're not hungry.

What you eat in private you wear in public.

I hate food, I dont need food.

Make them regret the day they called you fat.

Do it for the ,,holy shit, how did you lose all that weight?"

Dont listen to your inner fatty.

One you I'll reach my goal weight and will be happy that I haven't ate this shit.

you can eat when you're skinny.

You wanna reach your gw? Than do something for it.

3 months from now, you will thank yourself.

Dear fat, get the fuck out of my body.

Whatever your problem is, the solution isnt food.

Losing weight is hard but being fat is hard too. Choose YOUR hard.

It sadly doesn't happen over night, keep going

I hope they motivate you too. Keep going and you'll reach your gw. ♡

[anamylovee]

My order from shein arrived today. And guess what, most of the clothes are to small for me. I'm about to cry.

My motivation now for fasting is that hopefully the clothes will fit me soon 😭