How my gut health was the direct cause of depression and anxiety
Most of you who have been following me for a while know I took a break from Social Media between August – November last year. I promised I would share my story, what I experienced and how I overcame it, so here it is!
This is actually very difficult for me to share. I’ve contemplated deleting this blog post numerous times and I’ve held onto it for months debating on whether or not I should even post it! I do believe its an important message to share and I’m hoping by doing so it helps anyone else suffering from depression and anxiety that they are not alone and it’s something you can totally overcome without the use of antidepressants!
I’m generally a happy person and you will always find me smiling. I tend to be extroverted, but I admit sometimes it’s exhausting (so I’m not sure if that makes me a closet introvert?!) But I’m a confident person and in my career I’m highly driven (typical type A personality) and have always been able to balance the stress of work and my everyday life very well. Until there was a time I couldn’t.
First off, I want to preface this with this was my experience and I’m writing this from my point of view. I did things that worked for me, but may not work for others. This post is meant to help you disseminate if there are similarities between what I experienced and what you could be experiencing or have experienced.
So why is gut health so important and how is it tied to depression and anxiety anyway?
Most people don’t realize that 80% of your immune system is found in your gut and your gut health has a direct link to your mental health! Your gut has trillions of microbes that work to keep your body in harmony. When your gut balance is thrown off or compromised, it can cause havoc to your body both physically and mentally. Eg. Nutritional deficiencies, hormonal imbalance, inflammation conditions and yes, depression and anxiety.
Last summer I started have serious gut health issues and it took me over 3 months to figure out what was causing it. Throughout this discovering process, I suffered from severe anxiety, to the point I was having full blown panic attacks. And I’m talking about every day, all day long to the point it was waking me out of my sleep. Now, I’m a logical person, I knew there was no reason to panic but I couldn’t control it no matter how hard I tried. If anyone has suffered from panic attacks knows, it’s hard to cope. I felt like I was drowning and couldn’t come up for air. I could no longer function normally anymore and it got to the point I could barely get out of bed in the morning.
And the shocking part was all of that was tied to the bacteria in my gut being unbalanced.
So what causes the bacteria in your gut to go unbalanced? It could be a variety of things, from chronic illness, to a bacterial infection, to a major life altering stressful event, to food poisoning, to something simple like taking antibiotics or just picking up a foreign bacteria while travelling. What happens is the bad bacteria start to multiple (by living off, you got it! bad process foods – i.e. sugar!) and it slowly takes over your good bacteria. By time you start to feel the effects of this it’s usually in the form of anxiety, depression, digestive issues or nausea (like IBS).
So how did I overcome the depression and anxiety? I first focused on re- balancing my gut bacteria. The moment I got this under control, the panic attacks slowed down, the anxiety subsided, and the depression slowly dissipated. It didn’t happen overnight, but within a few months I was able to get back to my normal life.
Here was my journey to healing (without taking medication/antidepressants):
1. I was relentless in my endeavor to overcome what I was feeling! I refused to accept this as a ‘new normal’. First thing I did was pushed for my doctor to get to the root cause, I didn’t accept their diagnosis at face value, and if I wasn’t happy with the results, I went for a second opinion. I didn’t take medications without understanding the side effects. For example, acid blockers were prescribed to me however they cause heart palpitations which in turn triggered my panic attacks. So be relentless!
2. I found a Gastrologist who understood gut health and helped me get to the root cause of my gut health issues. Remember depression and anxiety are just symptoms of an underlying issue!
3. I eliminated sugar immediately. Anyone who has followed me for a while knows I do periodic sugar detoxes. I am trying to gear myself to get to a point that I can eliminate processed sugar completely from my diet because it really feeds the bad bacteria in your gut and causes all sorts of problems (you can see a previous blog post on the effects processed sugar has on your body)
4. I took probiotics daily! Even though I was already taking probiotics when all this started, the type of probiotics I was using wasn’t the right base formula for me. After seeing a 2nd Gastrologist he helped me understand that I was using ‘foreign’ good bacteria which only die off after a couple of weeks. I ended up switching to a probiotics that contain Lactobacillus and Acidophilus which help build up your natural colony of good bacteria.
5. I drank organic chicken bone broth multiple times a day. Bone broth has natural properties that improve digestive and gut issues like unbalanced or leaky gut. It contains collagen and gelatin that are rich in amino acids which help reduce inflammation.
6. I gave up caffeine! This was a hard one, but I pretty much had to avoid any foods that raised my heart rate.
7. I drank herbal teas. Ginger, ginger and more ginger! It was my savior! At least for the hour or two after I drank that tea, I was able to feel somewhat calm and it allowed me to eat small quantities of food.
8. I started to do yoga every day. I’m an avid runner and because I was so weak, I couldn’t run, and I started to lose muscle very quickly! I started doing Yoga, which helped with breathing and blood flow and allowed my body to relax and it really helped subside the panic attacks. There are actually poses that help with different ailments, so I focused on poses that helped with my gut issues and anxiety.
9. This was a hard one, but I talked to someone. I’ll be honest, I felt helpless at times, frustrated beyond belief and quite honestly just sad that I couldn’t get this under control quickly. Sharing doesn’t add to the burden, it truly lessens it so please share and talk to someone, family/friends or a health care professional when you are experiencing any form of anxiety or depression!
10. I started reading books, for me this helped not focus on my anxiety. Bottom line is find a hobby that works for you to help get your mind off what you are feeling.
11. I ate foods that didn’t cause digestive problems. I basically limited my diet to soup broth, plain white rice, bananas and a lot of herbal tea. I did take B12 and iron supplements, along with magnesium oil and vitamin D. All of these help to ensure you are still absorbing nutrients, which is super important when you are trying to heal your gut!
12. Instead of antibiotics, I tried oil of oregano pills, which have natural antibiotic properties that helps kill bad bacteria. These did help me but I will caution they were still pretty strong and they did upset my stomach so make sure you take them with food.
Well there you have it! It’s a long list but after a few months I was able to get back to my normal self and I’m happy to say I did it naturally, without taking antidepressants!
I hope in sharing this, it helps anyone who may be experiencing anxiety and depression or who is suffering from panic attacks to look into their gut health and push to get to the root of what’s causing it. You are not alone, it can happen to anyone! I’m happy to answer any questions you may have about my experience!
Thank you for allowing me to share my journey!