Ana's Sweet Abyss

Welcome to my greatest torture and sweetest bliss. Just here to lose some weight. Pro Acceptance. Last updated 8/2021 // Current Weight: 133.0 // Goal Weight: 115

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[guitarplayermrs]

[cottaegecore]

you are not a machine. you are more like a garden. you need different things on different days. a little sun today, a little less water tomorrow. you have fallow and fruitful seasons. it is not a design flaw. it is wiser than perpetual sameness. what does your garden need today?

[anxietyproblem]

[sparcky]

me, looking back on it all:

[your-racist-grandma-is-a-slut]

ed tumblr? you mean

[vergeofinsanity]

rb if you are about to lose your shit, have already lost your shit, or support people who lose their shit

[saltyteenagecocktail]

Tbh I can’t tell if this is disordered eating, an eating disorder, or if I’m dieting and just being dramatic.

[the-moon-whisperer]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[corpsebridebaby]

“Oh my god she lost so much weight..”

Wait for it.

[anassweetabyss]

SOS

Does anyone have tips for dealing with anxiety, especially around food? My initial instinct is to eat for comfort, but y'all know with that other voice in your head that makes everything worse. So what do I do?? I try breathing or music or distractions but nothing seems to help that feeling rolling over me.

[violentbeginnings-violentends]

You won’t remember it

That extra slice of bread or something fried or sugary bubble tea that you really want? You could get it, you could eat it, and it would be delicious, but a few hours later, a day later, a week later? You won’t remember it.

[thins-br0-blog]

[fucking-voices-kill-me]

Stop the voices

[konoko]

[epamietnik]