And even this...

I'm single. I want to help Kristen Stewart. I go by Sydney Jaded. You may call me either. Or just SJ. Broken brain. Fractured heart. Killer smile. Wicked sense of humor. In the face of the beautiful-awful-tragic-absurd-mundane-heartbreaking-impossible-wonderful, all I can think to say is: and even this... “I record my life, sifting and trying to separate what is real from what I’ve dreamed. I have decided not to tell you what is fact versus what is unfact primarily because (a) I am giving you a portrait of the essence of me, and (b) because, living where I do, living in the chasm that cuts through thought, it is lonely… come with me, reader. I am toying with you, yes, but for a real reason. I am asking you to enter the confusion with me, to give up the ground with me, because sometimes that frightening floaty place is really the truest of all. Kierkegaard says, 'The greatest lie of all is the feeling of firmness beneath our feet. We are most honest when we are lost.' Enter that lostness with me. Live in the place I am, where the view is murky, where the connecting bridges and orienting maps have been surgically stripped away.” — Lauren Slater “I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own.”

[andeventhis]

It’s December 20 and my newest follower is a pornbot.

[raesputin]

[avant-gardevoir-old-deactivated]

who has the image where it says albert einstein lived in a house made of cheese and failed the driving test 8000 times

[headkicker-ii-the-final-kick-de]

[andeventhis]

Feel old yet?

[untamedunwanted]

“Listen to me, girl, you have castles inside your bones, coronets in your heart, if he threatens you with battle, you raise him a whole war, the last time I checked, Queens cower before no man.”

— Nikita Gill

[arandomthot]

[pettycentral]

[teamnowalls-deactivated20180918]

earth sign antics

[andeventhis]

NOT ALL HEROES EAT STEAKS

But some do. 

[saltyseabrine]

Sometimes???? Filmmakers really need to look at a cast and ask themselves: are there too many men here??? How many men do we really need????? Why are there so many men

[acciodanvers]

Sometimes???? Filmmakers really need to look at a cast and ask themselves: are there too many white people here??? How many white people do we really need????? Why are there so many white people

[andeventhis]

[ahsteria]

how to achieve your goals

start

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[berniesrevolution]

@isi_kbreen

[parlezvousladybug]

Anyone working at these camps is a fucking Nazi. Anyone in government not saying this is wrong is a Nazi. You cannot work in ICE and say you are a decent person.

[s4wdust]

My petty ass when someone skinny buys something XXXL from a thrift store to ~transform~ it into a cute tailored cocktail dress: how about you leave the XXXL section alone so poor fat women out there can retain some sense of variety out of the 7 things that actually fit them in the god damn goodwill

[s4wdust]

Just to be clear I’m not talking about “I bought something a couple sizes larger than me and I’m taking it in” 

I’m very specifically talking about THIS SORT OF THING

[maryburgers]

ugh the top and bottom ones make me especially furious because she removed the interesting part of the dress! those would both look adorable on me as is. 

she could make an ugly black dress like that herself without chopping up a cool vintage dress in a rare larger size

[a-lames-adventure]

@maryburgers would you have gone to that specific theft store to buy that specific vintage dress? If you would have never gotten it then why would you degrade her for doing cute and interesting to a dress that probably would have just sat at the thrift store forever.

[maryburgers]

Hey you know what’s actually degrading? Making a habit, and by that I mean an entire blog, where you buy all the plus size clothes in a thrift store and then take pictures of yourself contrasting your tiny body against the IMPLLLAAAUSIBLY OUTRAGEOUSLY HUUUUGE clothing. That is degrading.

[themanicpixiedreamgrrrl]

Also like, fat people live everywhere SOMEONE would have gone to that specific store and fit into those dresses as is and loved them, there are so little options for fat people everywhere, none of the alterations they made are special or unique, like they could easily find something similar in a thrift store at the same price point.

[renaissanceenby]

plus size clothes DON’T sit at the thrift store forever. general size clothes do. our donated clothes last maybe a few weeks tops at a thrift store because there’s a larger demand for them than supply, that’s why the sections are so damn small despite the average us woman being a size 14, because they’re picked over constantly by people who need clothes. i was not expecting to do this but i’m gonna go into deep detail so you understand why exactly this is fucked up.

poor people are more likely to be plus size because of lack of access to healthy food, which is the target demographic of a damn thrift store in the first place. thrift shopping is trendy now, which is fine, except when you buy clothes for projects like this that are in high demand but low supply: maternity clothes, plus size clothes, pajamas, etc. if you need clothing, buy it. but you can make any of these projects from clothes without poaching from low supply areas and taking comical pictures that mock fat bodies.

now here’s why there’s a ridiculously low supply of plus size clothes: fat people don’t have as many places to buy clothes and all of them have poor selection so we don’t buy a lot of them to begin with. the shopping pattern of a plus size person is very different from that of a straight size person as well. i know this from working in plus size retail. overwhelmingly, we shop when we desperately need clothes. and i mean desperately like hole the size of a basketball in the thigh of your jeans desperately. wearing a bra from 1998 desperately. work blazer held together with scotch tape and safety pins desperately. we can’t donate our clothes because we wear them until the point where we physically cannot anymore.

we also don’t cycle through trends as much as smaller sizes because a) shopping is a huge ordeal for a plus size person and b) our clothes cost WAY MORE so we can’t afford to wear an article of clothing once and then give it to goodwill. then on top of that none of the places that give you money for clothes EVER want your fatass clothes. skinny people can pop over to any secondhand clothing store that pays for donations and get some of that investment back. we can’t do that EVEN THOUGH our clothes cost way more than straight sizes. oh, and we get paid less than thinner women btw :) that’s always great.

so if we can’t regain any of our investment, we’re just gonna put up with clothes we don’t like until we can’t wear them anymore or we give them away in the case of weight loss (when ur fat you know a lot of other fatties, and if ur a queer/trans fatty someone is always having a clothing swap you can give to).

all of this adds up to make it so that thrift stores are in low supply of plus size clothes that more and more people need because us fatties? if we don’t look good we don’t get jobs. you cannot look even the slightest bit unkempt or you come off as lazy or bitchy, and if you have a family to support you can’t spend weeks looking for a job where they won’t judge your competence based upon whether your clothes are trendy or not. when you’re not plus size and you take away these clothes from needy women you are in small part enabling their suffering.

it shouldn’t be that way. women should have access to affordable, well fitting, professional clothing regardless of size. but that’s not the world we live in so you can’t just cover your ears and pretend that it is.

[themanicpixiedreamgrrrl]

@a-lames-adventure please fucking read all the replies on this and get the fuck @ me

[lady-feral]

Perspective.

[deansregeneratingrogue-deactiva]

I understand both sides of this issue, but the majority of the replies are the ethically sound side.

[hogna-lenta-deactivated20160930]

Having gone from a size 4 to a size 14 due to weight gain from medication, I can tell you that there is absolutely NO NEED to destroy plus-size clothing in order to get cute cocktail dresses or whatever in a thrift store. There are TONS of adorable petite cocktail dresses, formal dresses, etc, for smaller women. And there is a huge lack of cute dresses for anyone larger than a 10. I’m not even considered ‘plus size’, and I still struggle to find dresses that don’t make me look like the Goodyear blimp, because I’m pretty sure designers give up once you get beyond a certain size and intentionally make the dresses as ugly as possible.

If you want to make your own dress, buy the fucking fabric and do it from a pattern. You can even make it from a ~*~vintage~*~ pattern if you want extra Twee Points. Don’t buy, cut up, and ruin a perfectly good plus-size dress, while taking mocking pictures of how OMGHUGE it is, in order to make a rather bland cocktail dress. There’s literally no need to do that other than that you’re unimaginative, selfish, and don’t care about plus-size women.

[justasillynerd]

This time x1000 Do you know how infuriating it is to try and find maternity clothes at a thrift store, find nothing, have to rely on you mom to spend $200 for 5 fucking items, and then go on pintrest and see some girl who would fit 90% of the clothes at the thrift store cutting up a maternity dress to make a blouse that looks like one you can by at urban Forever 21?

[supportnotlflcatlon]

Always hates this trend, bless the replies on this post

[somecutething]

[melancholycool-deactivated20181]

this was the best.

[amuseoffyre]

Just had a thought for an action hero thing: 30-something woman hero is doing her ass-kicking thing. One day, her boss shows up at her door, and tells her she has to stand down, or there will be consequences. “Honey, it’s not that you’re too old. It’s just the public don’t like to see a woman of your age saving the day. It feels emasculating”.

So woman is stripped of her support team, fellow agents, and is pretty much put on the shelf. She tries to do heroing, but keeps getting cockblocked by younger women or superhero men she used to work alongside.

Just when she’s hitting rock bottom (and sitting in her house wearing pyjamas and eating ice cream), there’s a knock at the door. Judi Dench is standing there, and our heroine assumes it’s a charity collection.

“Oh no, dear,” Dench says, smiling. “We’ve come to recruit you.”

“Recruit me? For what?”

“To do what we do best: save the bloody world.”

And all at once she’s part of a covert ops team made of all the older women who have been retired and who currently are holding the reins of managing the world.

[squirrelswithmakeup]

pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase

[barefootdramaturg]

I am here for this plan.

[ocean-watcher]

Oh, yes.

[wombatking]

Of course, a few older women heroes and vigilantes don’t take the offer. Some are too embittered by the rejection they’ve faced and decide to show the world exactly why they’re still to be feared. 

Enter Judi Dench’s arch-nemesis, Dame Helen Mirren.

[p1ratew3nch]

I need this like air

[writlargefic]

Look - here’s your casting call:

Sigourney Weaver - 67

Pam Grier - 67

Lynda Carter - 65

Linda Hamilton - 60 

Angela Basset - 58 

Michele Yeoh - 54

Ming-na Wen - 53

Famke Janssen - 52 

Halle Berry - 50

Tia Carrere - 50

Carrie-Anne Moss - 49

Lucy Lawless - 49

Lucy Liu - 48

Uma Thurman - 47

Angelina Jolie - 41

Milla Jovovich  - 41

Sarah Michelle Gellar - 40

The Recruit:

Jessica Alba - 36

Emily Blunt - 34

[allthingshyper]

I want it directed by the people who did Wonder Woman and Black Panther

[andeventhis]

PUT IT IN MY EYEBALLS

[trailerparkofmydreams-deactivat]

[nasfera2]

One of the many reasons I respected Anthony Bourdain was because that man never went to the 5 star restaurants and all that bougie shit. Wherever he went, he made a beeline straight for the hood, sat down with them folks and never judged or thought of himself as better. He had a genuine love and admiration for everyday people and I respected the ever living fuck outta that. R.I.P.

[andeventhis]

If you haven’t cried silently in a bed while lying next to someone who doesn’t have a clue, do you even have depression?

[agrownupgeekgirl]

To be honest.. if more children were shown from birth that they are loved, cared for, and listened no matter their gender we might not have some of the problems we have now.  

[alphalewolf]