the one they always leave
i’m the one who breaks first and still fucking stays. the one who loves loud, bleeds harder, and gets silence in return. they take and take and take until there’s nothing left but a hollowed-out scream. i tear muscle from bone trying to matter, and they walk away like i was easy to forget. i’m sick of begging the world to see me, to fucking stay. sick of carrying everyone just to be left in the dirt again. if this is what life is. this endless betrayal, this never being enough. then fuck it. dig the grave. i’m done being the one no one keeps.
-grcmliin













