[firstprinced]

fave ilya looks in S1 (10/x)

[andreauxminyard]

constipated in my friend's bathroom. this is punishment for something

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ok I am gonna try to have a good day today

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this worked the end of the day looked up a little

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I gossiped with my colleague and feel better that I am not the only one feeling crazy at work. she's just less autistic so isn't internalizing it as a core issue with her as a person. unlike. moi.

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ok I am gonna try to have a good day today

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I just keep hoping if I tell the universe I'm sad it'll fix itself

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im just so tired and sad

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work just got worse lol

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like idk havent I worked hard enough and tried hard enough for the universe to work things out for me just a little bit. :(

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I just truly feel so like exhausted and beaten down and helpless lol. ugh.

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which is why I need my wife to get this job not because I can quit my job I don't want to but because then I'll feel like my job sucks less so I could just focus on my job and not worry about everything else. crying etc

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doing my best not to have a full on breakdown crash out screaming crying hysterical fit at my desk lol. work just sucks so bad its sucked all year and I miss when I loved my job and it's not like there's much I can do to make it suck less. I only have so much control over how much it sucks and it really does feel like bleeding my soul dry a little knowing that there's nothing I can do.

[all4vans]

[nawiedzona]

Matt and Dan loves Neil!

[andreauxminyard]

am I crazy or did they not already make something called avengers doomsday wtf

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sorry that was endgame. it's all stupid and look stupid

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am I crazy or did they not already make something called avengers doomsday wtf

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the job my wife applied for that pays 20k more than I make emailed her to confirm they got her application that they'll be reaching out to applicants for first round interviews this week..... EVERYONE KEEP HOPING AND PRAYING AND VIBING!!!!