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Andrew?

Hey..

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[Gus hugged hum tightly, hiding his face in his chest. He hated that he would have to choose between the two of them and part of him already knew how his heart was going to go and he hated himself for it.] I-I’m s-so sorry, Andy… [He sobbed softly, not wanting to let go.] I don’t want to hurt you or break your heart, I didn’t mean too… I’m so, so, sorry…

andrewblakemd

[Holding Gus tightly he didn't want to let him go. He needed Gus in his life.] Shh... Stop apologizing.. Shh.. [He could hear him sobbing and wanted to do anything he could to stop Gus from crying.]

#ignore pheobe

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I’m sorry, Andrew, please don’t hate me… I-I— he was. And I hate myself for it because you’re so amazing to me but he was the first person to actually want me in their life even if we met because I was addicted to stupid drugs and because I was a fuck up. He actually wanted me despite all my problems. I-I tried to forget him when I came here because I thought I’d never see him again… [Gus bit his lip, trying to hold back a sob.] I don’t deserve your love, Andrew, I’m such a terrible person and I’m so, so sorry…

andrewblakemd

[Listening to Gus talk, he kept his face expressionless. He was heartbroken but when he spoke, he knew it.] Gus.. [he spoke before seeing him bite his lip before grabbing his wrist to pull him into his arms.] I can't make you choose between him or me.. Only you can.. And I'm not going to let go of you until you do..

#pretend that's gus

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I… I’m not sure. I can’t make that decision because I want to be with both of you. I-I can’t just… Forget Jack. I tried too when I came here and it worked for a while but seeing him again just… Made everything come flooding back. And what I have with you is so amazing… I know I’m being selfish but I can’t help it. [Gus rubbed his face, sighing heavily.]

andrewblakemd

He.. He was your first love.. Wasn't he? [He asked knowing the answer but he wanted to hear him say it.] I love you..

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So…

andrewblakemd

Do you want to be with him? If you do I won't stand in the way.. I can't make you stay with me if you want him.. But Gus.. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone.. And it would break me if... if you did.. Want him.. Over me..

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Hi…

andrewblakemd

Hi..

#wrose starter #closed starter #for gus

christian-avery

Christian was a very different person when it came to this subject.. still he understood Andrew’s position..

"Tell me Andrew.. did he kiss someone else or did someone else kiss him and he kissed back? There’s a bit of a difference from a submissive standpoint… especially a former love role.. ?"

andrewblakemd

Looking over at Christian he sighed. "Both.. They made out.. I just.. I have never felt the way I feel about Gus before.. And now.. I feel like a fool.."

christian-avery

"why? what happened?" Christian took a sip of his own drink…

andrewblakemd

He looked over at the man hanging his head. "Gus kissed someone else.. His former love who I think he wants to be with now that he's back.."

christian-avery

Christian was there drinking..”Pull up a chair if you want…”

andrewblakemd

He pulled up a chair next to Christian. "Thanks.. I feel like such a fool.." He spoke as he ordered a shot of whiskey.

#he's at a bar #wrose starter

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#photo

#he's in his office laying on the couch #wrose starter

trisha-delecroy

He was so far quite perfect.. it was like they just got each other.. she sipped her iced tea and also watched the ocean with him.. quite happy not to talk at all and just enjoy the quiet shared moment with someone who wanted the same… she found it refreshing…

andrewblakemd

He was glad he didn't have to talk. He wasn't sure if he could talk to anyone. About this.. But he was glad that the blonde was there just to sit and watch the waves.