kai☀️ @androgynousballoonnightmare - Tumblr Blog

crossfaded somewhere between "there has to be more to life than this" and "every mundane thing is beautiful when you're with people you love"

I have been nothing but elusive and difficult to you and this is how you treat me

t-shirt that says i watched i saw the tv glow and all i got was this ache in my chest from an emotion i cant put the name to

bitches say they're fine and then scream the "I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all" in bohemian rhapsody louder than everyone else

It's me I'm bitches

sorry i was passionate & intense & insane. it will happen again

sorry I was born with so much love inside me and a terrible need to give it to anyone

Mary Oliver, “Thirst.” Thirst

In another life I would have loved to poison the abusive husbands of the women in my village

some of y'all weren't suicidal at 12 and it shows

THE VAMPIRE LESTAT 03.07 | "The Failures"

genuinely if someone doesn't kiss me soon i'm going to set the entire earth on fire

genuinely find a twisted joy in confusing the people around because YES i am asexual

HOWEVER

i am going to out flirt you AND find a way to one up the freak level you bring to the table

(especially if you're my friend and you started the flirting because you thought it would be funny to flirt with me)

just need a drink. or a cigarette. or perhaps even a sledgehammer to the back of the head

THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING!!! ALWAYS SOMETHINGGG

they should invent putting on sunscreen that doesn't feel like putting on sunscreen

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

kai☀️