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nyx | he/doll/it/star | 18 | married to @kekozume | 🍉 |

[mayoiayasep]

bluesky acc: @/moonlightdxsco

(info below :))

- nyx/elli/elliot

- black aroace lesbian 🫶🏾 dont ask what my gender is🫶🏾🫶🏾

- he/doll/it/star

- 18!! yippee

- i try my best to do image descriptions!

- you can ask me to tag stuff but i usually dont tag swearing

- Interests: animanga, rhythm games, whatever artists I just got recommended

- current fixation: revue starlight, a little bit of bandori/pjsk, mairuma, horimiya, paradox live, wind breaker (manga), UTDR/ISAT,

- if you ship anything with pedophilia or incest stay away from me please‼️‼️

- married to @/kekozume <3

[krasnoarmeyets]

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

[ytskai]

i know you hate me

[gumi-megpoidd]

girl who begs for attention but the second she receives any she gets scared

[gumi-megpoidd]

girl who wants attention but also had a fear of being watched

[gumi-megpoidd]

so guess who figured out she probably has paranoia

[gumi-megpoidd]

so sorry to everyone

[gumi-megpoidd]

girlies this is not a good thing

[storyweavingspider]

Is the header picture in your Build Your Own Survival article (or more specifically, the sticker on it) one that you own? It's kind of sitting with me as someone who's struggling with her mobility as of late, and I've thought about buying one for myself but always felt weird about it (for a number of reasons but. being as young as I am i guess has wormed the idea that I shouldn't need one into my head but i know that's kind of awful to think. this got rambly. i don't really know where i'm going with this. um. thank you for the article.

Yup! It’s an old one of mine. It’s a shitty collapsible cane that is curved now because it wasn’t strong enough to bear my full weight over years without bending. It has two more stickers that read “questions $5” and “disability doesn’t discriminate”

I started using a cane in 2019, despite a lot of internalized ableism on my part, because I started dating someone else disabled and they told me they thought a cane might help me. It has, so so fucking much. I’ve used a cane, walker, and wheelchair, but I mainly use canes.

If a mobility aid would help you, you can use it. People will be weird because the average person is ableist but you shouldn’t let that keep you from using something that would help you no matter what age you are. The fact that I’m younger and attractive but use a cane has constantly gotten me the exact phrase “oh is your cane a statement piece?” Literally dozens of times. I don’t know where they all get that exact wording.

If you think a mobility aid would help you, whether a cane, walker, rollator, crutches, forearm crutches, or a manual or electric wheelchair, please use it no matter what age you are or what you think people might say.

Not sponsored, but I get most of mine from canesgalore.com because they cut to size, have tall/hefty canes (up to 550lbs tolerance for my main black cane iirc), and have decent priced good ones not just fancy and expensive or shitty and cheap.

To accurately size your canes, use this:

[shahdgazza]

🚑 Farah Is in Intensive Care—She Needs Us Now

💔 Farah is fighting through unbearable pain every day😭

A severe potassium deficiency and the lack of proper treatment have left Farah in intensive care. Kidney failure is weakening her body and paralyzing her muscles, while doctors fear for the health of her fragile heart.

Her suffering does not end there. Her skin is covered with painful wounds, inflammation, and ulcers, adding even more agony to her daily struggle.🥹

🥀 Farah's Silent Fight for Life

Farah urgently needs your support before it is too late. Your donation could help save her life and give her a chance to keep fighting. 🤲💔🤲

Urgent appeal: kidney failure and autism threaten Farah

Note: if you would prefer to pay via paypal, you can do so here.

[mosabfamily]

MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN FROM CRYING. I CAN'T SAVE MY WIFE.

Every day I watch her struggle without the urgent treatment she needs. Fear and helplessness overwhelm me, and I don’t know how much longer we can endure this.

My daughters, Alma, Lama, and Lina, ask about their mother and cling to me in fear. I try to stay strong for them, but it gets harder every day.

At the same time, we struggle to meet our basic needs. Food, clean water, medicine, and daily essentials cost more than $200 every day, and we cannot afford this on our own.

Every day donations stop, my fear grows even more. Without your support, we cannot survive, and my family’s future becomes more at risk.

Please, if you are able, donate today. Even the smallest amount can make a real difference for my wife and my children.

If you cannot donate, please share this post. A single share might reach someone who can help.

Please do not leave us to face this alone.

Vetted by #520

[fellshish]

@ fic authors what do you personally consider a successful fic? What’s the bar?

[sherl-grey]

actually writing the fic down

[mayoiayasep]

ok since paralive covers are on the menu for august im putting 10 dollars down for bae covering any GIGA song or CRASH THE PARTY

[mayoiayasep]

dope show day1 on bilibili

thank you for this announcement my guardian angel….

[nobinary]

imagine u have a friend, ur third friend ever, after years of loneliness and mistreatment. and this friend is a bit of a trickster, kind of mean, but hes kind and he understands u like no one else does and u feel like u really connect with him. hes loyal and hes ur strategist, u can rely on him and trust him to watch ur back and u know he will be there to see u make it to the top. and then he just leaves. no message no call and then u find out he was never going to stay to begin with, that he always belonged somewhere else. can anybody hear me!!!

[nobinary]

#not only that but he was also the one pushing you to rely on him the whole time (@goatedgreen)

NOT ONLY THAT BUT HE WAS THE ONE PUSHING U TO RELY ON HIM!!! ENCOURAGING U TO OPEN UP!!! but he never does it himself, never shared anything personal. god they make me sick

[goatedgreen]

actually this newest chapter really has solidified in my mind that suo did not want to leave furin and will return to them in the end bc i just do not believe he would be cruel enough to make himself into sakura's support system only to leave of his own accord. SOMETHINGS UP

[wolfinink]

this one's from last year but i still quite like it!! and it seemed...appropriate...to post it now

[amberhimiko]

WBK 218 Spoilers

This reaction is pure HORROR

Traumatised

[ecstaticasusual]

Яesonance

[robinminustherichard]

My blog is unsafe for anyone thinking of watching the fucking Harry Potter show btw

[save-the-child-qais]

I hesitated for a long time before writing this. Not because I had nothing to say, but because I was ashamed my life had become a story of fear, loss, and constant pleading.

[save-the-child-qais]

Yes, I never imagined I would lose so much of my dignity. Yet here I am, asking strangers for help because survival has become harder than anything I ever faced before.

[save-the-child-qais]

I am not asking for miracles or luxury. I am only asking for a chance to protect my children and rebuild our lives. If you can help, please become part of our hope.

Please donate now Gofundme