2015 is here and this will be my last post.
Things are different now than I thought they would be. You can project and plan as much as you want, but things change. I have had to face aspects of myself this year that are downright ugly. But I will not be that person forever. During one of the last fights we had, my ex and I held each other, and through tears I said, "I'm gonna miss you." "I'm gonna miss you too", she said. "Not having you is going to remind me to be a nicer person", I told her. And it will. And it has. She is 3000 miles away now. Where she went is where I wanted to go. Hopefully when I make decisions regarding where I want to end up I won't care anymore. I am done with this particular corner of the internet. I can't figure out how to erase this because I am inept like that, so I guess it will just stay, but inactive. This just isn't good for me. Work, snowboarding, shows, my band, hiking: these all are good for me. Bye tumblr. I'll figure out how to erase you soon enough.










