Andy's Endeavours

Andy, 20, from the UK. Lover of Photography, Interstellar Space and clever lyricism. Skeleton Clique |-/

[andysendeavours]

Can not wait for these next 5 weeks to be over. I can’t stand the toxic environment that has developed within my university house over the past 2 years. In 5 weeks I will be living with one of my best friends as well as my ultimate partner in crime. There will be no more petty fights between the 7 housemates I used to live with. There’s 5 weeks left, why does there have to be issues created out of thin air and why can’t we enjoy the last few weeks of university life like any other person?

[andysendeavours]

I’m always worried looking at the future, it’s scary being in the dark and not knowing what’s going to come next, but there is one thing I’m 100% certain of and that’s you. You’re always there when I think of the future, you’re never missing from the picture. 

When I think and worry about getting a house and a mortgage in this shitty economy, I’m quickly distracted by the thought of us sprawled out on that couch in front of our TV, with a dog on either side of us, enjoying our free weekend off. The petty worries always subside and living in the moment is far more important than worrying about the future.

In a perfect world, we will be partners in crime 24/7. Batman and Robin, except Robin because he’s shit, so, Batman and Batman... Sounds like a gay porno tbh but we’d make it work :’)

I love you Morgan, try not to worry about the future like I do, leave that to me and live in the moment like you used to <3 

[andysendeavours]

I feel like I’ve just took the best ever thing that happened to me for granted and fucked it all up 😞

[andysendeavours]

Absolutely fuming that an ex friend of mine has undercut me for a post grad workplace opportunity and using projects I did 90% of the work in on his show reel and passing them off as his own work without crediting me!

This industry is a competition, and I’m going to win.

[andysendeavours]

Please don’t you ever doubt yourself! You’re the most amazing person I know and am proud to have known you for over two years now <3 Stay beautiful

[andysendeavours]

Watching your project take shape and slowly develop into a final piece is a pretty cool feeling.

I’m so nit picky so it’ll never be perfect sadly but it’s all for the grade 👌🏻

[andysendeavours]

Spent the past 7 hours fixing an issue in After Effects. I swear if I knew how to do it straight off the bat I’d be so much further ahead already.

Starting to realise this industry is 90% problem solving, 9% creativity and 1% breakdowns.

Definitely underestimating how many times I’ve almost launched my laptop across the room 😅

[andysendeavours]

Other than the immense amount of work I have to do within the next week and a half, everything is going well and I’m happy about that!

Firstly my second body piece tattoo session went much smoother than the last, only hit a 7/10 on the pain scale (10/10 being the first session).

Secondly, I feel like I’m out of my rutt and I’ve got my creative juices flowing again. Super excited to finish my Motion Graphics module on my Uni course. MoGraph is my shit so if I don’t get a good mark I’ll be pissed!

Finally, my best friend and I are planing our future properly, and not just in a wishing sense. I mean we’re actually thinking about we’re to live together and what houses/ flats to get in what area. Even the thought of her moving in with me by the end of the year is actually amazing and I can’t believe I’m this lucky!

Obviously this is a best case scenario and I understand leaving her doggos for long periods of time is going to be tough asf but if baby steps is what it takes, I have all the patience in the world. I mean, c’mon, we have the rest of our life’s together so why rush into something when we can wean our way into our new life.

Other than that stuff, I went for a meeting recently with a studio that contacted me about my “talent” (their words) and they seemed super interested in hiring me as a Jr Animator when I graduate! If this means staying in this city I’ve come to love so much, and being closer to my bestest friend in the entire world, rather than having to move back to Somerset, I can’t imagine a better thing for us!

I hope to earn enough to support us both whilst she finds her next thing, whether that be a new job in a different city, transferring jobs to a new city or going back into education. I’ll do anything for her to find her passion and as my fave lecturer calls it your “heard”. It really means finding a place to work where you love being there and around everyone every second of it, no matter how shit or good the pay is!

Not sure why I’m rambling so much but I thought I’d just do a life update and say how much I appreciate everything that’s come to me and everything to come.

[andysendeavours]

I only ever really post on tumblr when I get emotionally overwhelmed, good and bad but tonight has been an extremely stressful endeavour... I’ll never be going back to that Indian takeaway again, the ring sting is actually unbearable! This takes the word throbbing to a whole other level 😓

[whilesheslept]

2 years ago today i was supposed to get on a train to Leeds to go to a Don Broco gig with my then best friend and a friend of hers. Little did i know that her then friend would start talking to me over facebook a few months before then and make me fall head over heels for him without ever meeting him. Listening to my heart and coming to Leeds 2 months earlier than the gig to ‘visit my friend’ was the best thing i could have ever done; from the moment you met me in that train station I knew you were the one. I’m so thankful that i did everything in my power that i could to make the trip so much earlier because i’ve been able to spend two extra months with the love of my life, Andy❤️ In the last 2 and a bit years we’ve shared so many perfect memories together and it makes me happier beyond belief knowing that i’ve been lucky enough to spend those extra 2 months with you instead of waiting around for the real date to finally come. You make me the happiest girl alive and i’m so lucky to not only call you my boyfriend, but my bestfriend and love of my life, I love you @andysendeavours ❤️❄️

[andysendeavours]

I love you so much 😍❤️❄️

[andysendeavours]

I fucking hate that I get in such a state to deal with the fact that I’m in a rutt. Worked my arse off all summer and probably wasted one of the best free few months of my life waiting for people to join me. Now I’m burnt out and hating everything I do at Uni and as freelance. Can we just skip to the part where we’re both in stable jobs and happy and comfortable and have a house, a dog and a nerdy man cave we can just retreat to and be happy forever? My girl is the only constant in my life and I swear to the high heavens I’m never letting that masterpiece go. She does so much for me, stuff she probably doesn’t realise she does because she’s just such an amazing partner in crime. Stay beautiful ❄️

[thecommonchick]

Can we skip to the part where I’m wearing my husbands tshirt flipping pancakes in a pretty house with a good job and two big dogs

[whilesheslept]

@andysendeavours

[andysendeavours]

I’m so lucky.

What I feel for you in actually indescribable... No one can possibly compare to you, despite what you think of yourself. What we have is a connection that not many people get to experience. We’ve managed to find each other in such a huge world despite how small it seems to be sometimes with the mutual, mutual friends. I’m beyond proud to call your my girlfriend and I’m extremely lucky to also class you as my best friend, because that’s truly what you are. My partner in crime, for as long as I can comprehend time itself ❤️❄️

[andysendeavours]

Sometimes I wish my mind could just be read because somehow when I speak it comes out sounding like shit.

[the-silence-of-time]

I have noticed even people who claim everything is predestined, and that we can do nothing to change it, look before they cross the road.

Stephen Hawking (via the-silence-of-time)

[naturaekos]

While there is life, there is hope.

The Theory of Everything (via naturaekos)

[thewriterkb]

One, remember to look up at the stars and not down at your feet. Two, never give up work. Work gives you meaning and purpose and life is empty without it. Three, if you are lucky enough to find love, remember it is there and don’t throw it away.

Stephen Hawking, A Brief History of Time (via blunt-science)