Perfect Weapon

The name's Andy Biersack. I'm a tattoo artist, and I model on the side. I promise I won't bite too hard. 22 | polyamorous | Switch (mostly looking for Masters) | aim: rocknrollnrockstar R/S: My Man Want a tattoo? Check out the ink I've done. |RP BLOG. Typist is 18+, and there will be NSFW posts|

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“#”

Last thing I lied about:

When I told my boyfriend I was okay with him having kids with his pets.

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put a “<3” and i’ll tell you about someone i care about, without any names.

put a “>:” and i’ll tell you something i dislike about myself.

put a “<:” and i’ll tell you something i like about myself.

Put a “>:c” and i’ll tell you something that pissed me off.

Put a “#” and i’ll tell you the last thing i lied about.

Put a “*” and i’ll tell you a secret

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Update.

I struggle with my place in his life. I struggle with feeling second-best, never first. I have given up most of my visions of the future, simply because I love him that much. We can't get married for personal reasons, but he has given me a promise-ring of sorts. Promising we'll be together forever. And though I struggle with that...I am finally happy again.

I love you sm-tora .

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♡ SURPRISE BEAUTIFUL PERSON! ♡ ONCE YOU GET THIS, YOU MUST PUT IT INTO AT LEAST 8 PEOPLE’S ASKS WHO DESERVE IT. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, NOTHING WILL HAPPEN, BUT ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE THINKS YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. YOU DESERVE IT!

Ahhhh...thank you. This mans a lot...

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Come back...

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May or may not be drunk. Okay yes I'm extremely drunk eheheheh. Romi smells funny.m

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Feel like shit and cant stop crying. Or drinking. Great.

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A small package arrived, carried by one of the nurses assigned to monitor his condition. He of course didn’t see, but the woman smiled as she opened it. “It seems you have a little friend who wants you around for a long while Mr. Biersack.” She pulled out a handmade doll made to look like a little girl and neatly folded stationary. 'Uncle Andy, please get better. My mommy Sohee wants to hang out with you more and I want to get a tattoo from you when I'm older. Daddy won't want me to, but I won't care cause Mommy said you're the best and that she'll get one too! That won't be for a while yet; I still have about 4 months to go until I'm born, so you better be around for it and be around for my 22nd birthday when I get one! Mommy says she loves you and thinks about you every day while you're sick. We'll be there to visit soon, I promise. You won't be able to see me just yet - even with your eyes open - but I'll be there in Mommy and in the night sky watching over you.

- A little star that’s thankful to shine down on you,

Lee Eunbyul’

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Andy is in critical condition. The doctor says the only thing that will keep him alive is his will to be alive. Gifts or visits welcomed.

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It's very clear now who cares and who doesn't. Who I can cut out of my life. I'm not sorry to see you go.

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At 12:19 pm on October 23 Andrew Biersack is raced to the hospital after a drug overdose. He is in critical condition.

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Once upon a time there was a boy named Andy. Andy was adopted, by a family who seemed pretty nice. Andy had a nice room and a nice bed and food and did well in school. When Andy turned twelve he found his adopted father waiting for him in his bedroom. Andy screamed but it made no difference. Andy's father was in his bedroom every night until at age sixteen, Andy ran away. Andy had no money or friends, and so became a prostitute. He hated it, but it earned him money and warm beds to sleep in. Eventually Andy got a job at a tattoo parlor, and only sold himself when money was tight. When Andy was twenty-two, he met Ryo. Ryo was very kind and fed Andy and gave him a bed and never asked for sex. Andy and Ryo were good friends. One night during dinner Andy suddenly felt tired. When he woke up he was chained up, and naked. He screamed but Ryo laughed. For four months Andy was trapped in that basement, being used and abused multiple times a day. He waited to die but it never came. He sang to cheer himself up but Ryo slapped him and told him the world was better without his voice. After almost 4 and a half months, Andy was able to escape back into the real world. Ryo was sent to prison, but Andy continued to receive emails and phonecalls and letters and texts from him, though he wasn't supposed to have those privileges. Andy sold himself to make money. He lived with a new friend, though he always kept a gun under his pillow. Andy got another tattoo job. Andy met Ji. From the moment he laid eyes on that boy he knew, he /knew/ Ji would be someone important. By day three he knew he was falling fast and hard. Andy and Ji fight a lot. They cry a lot. But they also make the most beautiful love imaginable. Andy doesn't know how to explain how much he loves Ji. Andy isn't good with words. But Andy wishes Ji could see that even through the pain...Ji is all Andy has ever wanted. And he hopes...prays...that Ji will be patient, will a stick with Andy, until things can get better. Because Andy loves Ji with all of his broken heart.

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I just can’t fucking do anything fucking right…. This is so stupid, why do I keep repeating the same fucking mistakes?!

Anon M, I’m…. I’m so so sorry, but I have to stop for now… First, mun needs to sleep.. second, my mood is completely gone… I’m so sorry to do this to you again… M-Maybe I can reply tomorrow or something… just.. I’m really sorry, I have to go..

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Ji...baby I'm just...being sensitive...okay? You did not screw anything up. You're far too hard on yourself, love...I love you okay? No matter what.j

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First panic attack in over a month. I didn't miss them.

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I LOVE YOU!!

Koishiteru.

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Can I keep you?

For eternity.

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And you're so handsome did you know that?

Not as handsome as you.