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Yukie Ota & butterfly

Are you in the office under the right number jail? Bins and free fridges waltz by; it all spins as dreams spin unclear webs. Why do the same currents run under me when I walk this road to buy lunch? Now won't somebody pump new oil in my tank? I’m starting to feel like I'm running on charred oil: charred by the fried goat cubes, reused and recycled for the chicken, and then for the fish fillet. I need new oil to lubricate my brain and my veins like those underground storage tanks. This is a dated system and IT has a backlog. Allen said I wasn't covered in their jurisdiction; this contract grants me engine tests not oil changes. Well then, God bless.

-I'm Working A Temporary Job

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theoriginalsupermodels

Chanel - Spring 1996 RTW

Moldevites collisions, many a reckoning have expelled my extreme timidness—

yet the despair that birthed me hangs low, a fog.

I left self inferiority and studied the silhouettes of the people as they cleared and damn these spects of dust.

I don't feel aggrandized as I pass, though one could wish for a tradeoff.

I've gotten bored with chaos though I'm intrigued by the Cruel Angels ruling over Saturn and Mars.

I see them— denying bail to men

and I endure as they press boulders in between my shoulders,

and still only reverance blossoms within.

I am close to immolation and I am beginning to understand that I am immolation itself, embedded in time:

The the very One recorded in passages, the very Kindling of flesh of men and women at temples.

So with my burning you eat.

And I teach you that purification is Oblivion.

And I am in every room of Repentance, Decay, and Encounter.

—"I Understand That Which I Am"

by Iman Dua

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caribbeanangel

A Different Image (1982)

love her down

#ramadan #eid al fitr

I think one of my perfect days was walking into the movie theatre and watching Perfect Blue (1997), alone like always. I remember briefly at the time in 6th grade when I almost watched it. I had the page loaded on a pirating website but I didn't click play because I sensed a world of agony and female tears. Watching it at 23 I had my own personal experiences, hidden and unspoken that flashed behind my eyes like light rays and I was able to appreciate it for doing the speaking for me.

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