anesthesia✂

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[anesthesiass]

What are your favorite movies?

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Tell me your darkest thoughts that you're afraid to share even with someone close to you, or your dreams-anything you feel you can't talk about with anyone.

It would be interesting to read, and if you'd like, we can also have a conversation about it!!:)

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To answer your recent blog

I once had a three some(I'm a lesbian) because my homoerotic best friend wanted too, and I wanted to be close and touch her. Worst experience of my life... you think I would never do it again, but everytime she asked me to do it I accepted.one day I refused and she stopped talking to me, of course I went begging her to take me back and promising I'll do everything she tells me.I was desparate at the time and became her puppet until the spell broke when I moved house

Oh, dear☹️ Thank you for sharing this. That sounds incredibly painful, and I'm glad you eventually got out of that situation. Unhealthy attachment can make us accept things we never thought we would, just to keep someone close. I hope you're in a much better place now🫶

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Tell me about your first unhealthy attachment, I’m curious to read about it :)

P.S. I’m back

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so real

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I'll never understand how people can love polyamory while writing that they're just obsessed and jealous, like, wth bro

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when I realize that the chance my first relationship will also be my last with a woman I’ll stay with for life, without any cheating — is one in a million.

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naaah, it pisses me off when men message me in DMs even though they see I post about women, if you text me, you'll be blocked again, every single one of you.

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No. wait.

I don’t want to simply see your body. Show me the places that ache the most. Your fears, your frailties, the ugliest thoughts you try to bury. Tell me what steals your breath, what turns your stomach, what grips you with obsession. Don’t give me the surface. give me your soul.

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a kiss is the beginning of cannibalism.

“A kiss is the beginning of cannibalism” is not about flesh, but about the slow, inevitable collapse of distance, the kind that pulls you closer and closer until closeness is no longer enough. It’s the urge to know someone so deeply it borders on consuming them, to take in every fragment of who they are, their thoughts, their fears, their softness, their darkness, until they exist inside you as much as they exist beside you. It is a love that lingers, that clings, that refuses to stay on the surface, a quiet obsession with being nearer, deeper, more, until there is nothing left to separate, only the feeling of being impossibly, irreversibly intertwined

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I study psychology and want to become a psychologist who has a patient obsessed with me. I hope I won’t actually become a psychologist, because those are pretty terrible thoughts and motivations lol.

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I want someone who's obsessed with me but not just in a romantic way

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i'm a very empathetic person, i always try to put myself in someone else's shoes and understand their feelings. but there's one exception when someone cheats on the person they claim to love. I will never understand that, and I don't want to. yes, it might be about new emotions, but is a few minutes of pleasure really more important than the trust of someone who loves you? this applies to both men and women. I don't understand how people can apologize for something they had already decided to do, and honestly, I think people who accept that kind of betrayal don't respect themselves, their loyalty, or the love that was betrayed. Reading stories about cheating makes me feel like maybe I'll never be in a relationship, because it seems like you can never fully trust anyone lol

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ᥫ᭡ my new nails

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when I'm in a group of girls who only talk about guys, and I'm just sitting there waiting for a text from an older woman lol

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If an older woman texts me and doesn't leave after one day, I'll stop whining about it on my blog, please;((

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the way I look at someone who doesn't ignore me after one day of talking and is genuinely interested in me