we're not broken, just bent

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mia's new home~

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this blog will now be an archive.

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mia's new home~

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I have to go do a few things and then I think I’m going to re-make Mia’s account. Her FC is staying Phoebe, so we’ll keep it like that if that makes people want her more.

Like this if you still want your verses with her.

I think I might actually make a verses page this time.

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I have to go do a few things and then I think I'm going to re-make Mia's account. Her FC is staying Phoebe, so we'll keep it like that if that makes people want her more.

Like this if you still want your verses with her.

I think I might actually make a verses page this time.

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i'm going back over here bc the people she wants aren't on.

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Send me "that’s dirty" and I will generate a number for what my muse will say to yours.

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"But you were the one that told me. You told me I needed it. You gave me the number. I called because you needed me to. I went every god damn day because I knew that when I got out of it, you would be proud of me." He did his best to keep his voice even. Yelling at her wouldn’t prove his point. "I’m not like that anymore, Mia. It’s been five years. I take pills twice a day and I go to a therapist every other day. And I’ve been doing that for five years. I wouldn’t…ever…ever bring your kids into any of this. Things change. I changed. I’m happy now.”

Mia kept wiping under her eyes and listened to him. When she looked away, she sniffled. "I did tell you that you needed it, so did a dozen others." She said quietly. Her head was buried in her arms and she just had to breathe. "Can...we just keep doing the friends thing? For right now. I'm too tired to be thinking about this. I think about it every single day. You don't even understand at this point." She pushed herself up from the couch and rubbed at her eyes.

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He shook his head, his hand running up and down her side. He didn’t want her thinking like that. Ever. “I just want you to be happy.” He shrugged, sighing as he shifted to lay down on his side. “And now I think I need a shower.”

When he laid on his side, she just nodded. "Go on." She said quietly and climbed up to curl up under the sheets. They were cool against her heated skin and she was so tired. Well, her mind was tired. She just wanted him to shower so he could hold her. "Arden, go shower."

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He kissed her nose and smiled as he looked at her. “Guess what we can do now?” He raised a brow at her and carried her over to the kitchen counter. “We get to fuck as loud as we want and nobody can tell us to shut up. Only the neighbors. And really, who cares about them.”

"Oh wow! The joys of living on your own!" She laughed and leaned in to kiss him. "We should probably care because they can report us and we can be evicted." Mia pouted and kissed him again, slower this time. Her arms wrapped around his neck and she hummed against his lips. "Mum cried." She sighed. "We live a half hour away. It was either because I was moving out in general or moving out with you."

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"Because you were thinking it." He shrugged and pulled her into his lap. He sat the beer down on the side table and brought a hand up to run over her cheek as he pulled her down into him. "That’s what I was planning on doing." He nodded and leaned up to peck her on the lips. "Lets have some right now. I don’t need it."

"I wasn't thinking it." She whispered and just let him do whatever he wanted, including him pulling her into his lap. He tasted like it when he kissed her. "Alright..." Her voice was small and she felt just as small. Mia climbed off of his lap and headed into the kitchen to put the kettle on. Her lip ring was sucked between her teeth and she leaned against the counter to watch it rain outside.

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"I understand it, Mia. I do. In no context should you want me back in your life, but you know that I’m not giving up. Not now, not ever. I told you I wasn’t. I don’t lie like that. But you don’t have to take me back just like that. Things like that take time, and I want to do that. I want this to finally…work. You know I do. And you know I’d do anything for you. I went to therapy for you. I got better because you wanted me to. You trust me, don’t you? You trust that I’m better now?"

"Stop saying that! It wasn't for me! You wanted it for you. You needed it for you! Not to get me back, Arden!" She exclaimed, thanking the gods that the kids were at her mother's house. "I'm terrified to try and trust you. Absolutely terrified. I kept trusting you over and over and over." Mia whispered and wiped beneath her eyes. "I have two little ones now. I can't have that...whatever it was before, around them. I'm not even terrified for myself, I'm terrified for them." 

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She could feel her breathing begin to even out just the tiniest bit and she could still feel okay. Turning her head, she closed her eyes and raked her fingers through his sweaty hair before looking back up into his eyes and giving him a firm kiss. "I have everything in the world to be sorry for. But thank you...for doing everything in your power to help make me feel better." Mia rasped and closed her eyes. Her body was buzzing and she just needed to hold onto that for a little longer.

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Arden set down the last of the boxes and waved his father away, closing the door behind him after thanking him. “We’re alone.” He smiled, walking over to her and picking her up so she was at eye level with him. “And we’re finally, finally alone.”

She squeaked when he picked her up and her legs wrapped around his waist. "Yes, finally, finally alone." She whispered and pecked his lips. "We can worry about unpacking later. I did a lot of it yesterday. Made the bed, cleaned up the bathrooms..." Mia shrugged and wrinkled up her nose.

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"You never do." He shook his head and leaned over, pressing a kiss to her cheek. "Thank you. And you’re too far away." He frowned at her and literally pulled her over to him.

"Then why'd you just tell me to calm down?" She asked softly and bit into her lip as he pulled her closer to him. She just didn't like the smell of beer anymore. They weren't supposed to have it in the house at all at this point. "Just this one and then go make your tea. I'll have some with you."

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"If you don’t want me here I’ll leave. I get it. I’m not that sensitive anymore."

"I'm overwhelmed! You have to understand that, Arden! Fuck. It's been five fucking years and you show up and I'm still supposed to HATE you. The things you said and did were horrible. And here you are now, in my life and my kids lives and they're not even yours and it's all gotten so..." She couldn't even find the words and she tangled her fingers in her hair.

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She laid back and pulled him on top of her. Her fingertips dug into his back as if she were holding onto him like he was some sort of life raft, there to keep her from drowning. Her hips rolled up into his and she dropped her hands to the bed, gripping at the sheets, pulling them as hard as she could. "I love you...I'm so sorry." She choked out as she cupped his face between her hands. Her head tipped back for a moment and she couldn't keep going. Her body was at it's highest. Parted lips and gasping breaths and she whined out his name as her muscles tightened up around him and her body arched up off of the mattress.

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i feel like i'm losing it bc that au idea did not make any sense to me at all.