Blessing

We live in different worlds, distant. It is totally unlike me, something that I deem as perfection, I'm far from it. Sometimes I think about quitting, but by her smile, I keep. But as I said, distance means nothing when someone simply means everything. Caitlin, you're everything to me.

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we love you doll

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Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we’re thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we’re thankful for the things we’ll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate. 

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"Everyone serves a purpose on this planet. Weather it’s worth living or dying for we have yet to find out. we don’t know if that purpose is just to put a smile on a face, save a million from disease or to light up the world with our talent. we may not know until it’s too late, we may know the moment before. But in my case, I have’t found purpose and yet i still am searching. I don’t want to be just another causualty, I want to be remembered, not as the weird girl in your math class or friends of someone well known but the one who saved a life, changed the world. I know I have a potential to do, but have no clue where it could be achieved. Until then, I’ll settle for making you smile, its the key to my internal happy."

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“Well, let me tell you a story about a girl and a boy he fell in love with his best friend when she’s around he feels nothing but joy. But she was already broken and it made her blind but she could never believe that love would ever treat her right. Did you know that I loved you or were you not aware, you’re the smile on my face and I ain’t going nowhere. I’m here to make you happy I’m here to see you smile I’ve been wanting to tell you this for a long while. Who’s gonna make you fall in love I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart, don’t have to be scared at all, oh, my love, but you can’t fly unless you let ya.. You can’t fly unless you let yourself fall. Well, I can tell you’re afraid of what this might do cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don’t wanna lose. Well, I don’t wanna lose it either I don’t think I can stand sitting around while you’re hurting babe so take my hand. Well, did you know you’re an angel who forgot how to fly did you know that it breaks my heart every time to see you cry. Cause I know that a piece of you’s gone every time he done wrong I’m the shoulder you’re crying on and I hope by the time that I’m done with this song that I figure out if you spread your wings, you can fly away with me, but you can’t fly unless you let ya.. Let yourself fall.”

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There are times in our lives when love really does conquer all: exhaustion, sleep deprivation, anything. And then there are those times when it seems like love brings us nothing but pain. We’re always looking for ways to ease the pain. Sometimes we ease the pain by making the best of what we have. Sometimes its by losing ourselves in the moment. And sometimes all we need to do to ease the pain is call a simple truce.

[angelcaitlin]

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some things never change

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My angel.

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