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{Indie somewhat au Kurt Hummel.  Muse is 17 or 18 depending on thread.  Oc and crossover friendly. Please read about and warnings/rules before interacting}

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Yeah, my baby has a baby, but it’s not me. 

It’s an AK47 semi-automatic gun and he loves her more than he loves me

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Chapel - Nicole Dollanganger

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Blaine liked the feeling of Kurt’s hand in his.  It was warm, soft and he memorized the texture that could only be described as flawless thanks to a skin care regimen the other boy made sure to never miss.  Yet?  He had no idea how any of his other friends hands felt.  Let alone committed it to memory.  Thinking on why–he caught himself with a gentle smile before he looked back down at the knuckles he tenderly traced with his thumb.  “Why wouldn’t I be nice to you?  You’re an amazing person, Kurt.” Licking his lips–he stands up but doesn’t let go. Instead–he gives it a gentle tug. “You know?  The vending machine hot chocolate gets a bad rep but it’s not bad,” he hummed, “I think we need to get two each and go for a walk.  You wanna?”

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Kurt looks at him somewhat curiously, fond all the same.  There’s little things Blaine does, things like holding his hand and tracing over his knuckles, that make Kurt wonder what he’s supposed to think.  Butterflies flutter in his stomach already and twist around when he thinks on how he’s never seen Blaine do this with his other friends.  “Yeah,”  He nods.  “Sounds good.”  He rises to his feet, trying not to pay too much attention to the hand still in his. It’s a sweet thing to have a friend like this, and to have a crush, but when they’re both the same person it’s a little complicated, isn’t it?

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♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

Suuuper friendlyThe glee rp community is v nice from my experience

The fandom itself thoughhhh can be kind of harsh and black and white- like only one person in a relationship makes mistakes and the other is an angel or a character can’t have done anything problematic ever or else they’re not actually a good character and yeahI’ve seen a surprising amount of posts about things like that and it’s lame

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☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

People not reading about and rules pagesI don’t /think/ I’ve had to deal with that myself?  Even if people I’ve interacted with didn’t catch the somewhat au thing I have going on, I mention Kurt being a brat enough that it’s pretty impossible to miss

But I’ve seen other people have to deal with that and it’s super annoying

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♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

Ummmm before this blog I had someone bashing my muse in our thread like

Y’know how Sebastian canonically is mean to Kurt?  That’s totally fine!  If that’s how they are in canon and someone wants to keep true to that and throw bickering and insults into a thread that’s totally cool and realistic I think, even with ocs or characters who haven’t interacted or whatever, not everyone is going to get along and that’s A-ok

This guy just went off on a rant picking apart everything wrong with him and I didn’t even know how to reply

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the salty af munday meme

Because, like it or not, we're not all balls of sunshine all the time. We can be pure salt when we want to be.

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz

♚ How many people don't like you?

⚜ How many people do you not like?

✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama?

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

☼ How long do you stay mad?

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

☁ Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn't have?

☂ Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn't have been?

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

☣ Have you ever rp'd with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about?

♨ Have you ever made a public call out post?

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

✿ What do you think about public call out posts?

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

✉ A fandom that you feel is open and accepting?

✦ Thoughts on duplicates following you?

✧ Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction?

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

❦ Has someone been jealous of you?

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

❣ How salty are you feeling right now?

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*checks my activity* Ahaaha I felt like I was gone for like a week at least it’s only been four takes hell yes

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“Thanks, Kurt.”  Letting go of the last of his guilt was going to take time.  What would be worse was shirking Kurt’s attempt at making him feel better by continuing to mope around.  Reaching over–he scooped up Kurt’s hand and covered it with his palm.  “I don’t know what I did for you to see me the way you do.  Whatever it is?  I’m glad I did..”  Thinking hard as he watched his fingers drum silently against Kurt’s hand–Blaine whispered quietly.  “I’m so lucky to know you. You know that–right?  Anyone’s lucky to know you.”

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Kurt smiled whole-heartedly in return.  As Blaine takes his hand, as he continues, Kurt almost doesn’t know what to do with this.  On the inside he definitely doesn’t, but on the outside he knows to smile and try not to blush and shake his head a little humbly at the praise.  “I don’t think anyone has ever been as nice to me as you were when we were strangers.”  He explains with a light, gentle tone. 

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Seeing Kurt smile–briefly as it was–made Blaine smile right back. If he made him feel a little better by coming back in the room breathless and trying to look like he casually strolled in?  He’d take the small amount of embarrassment that being busted brought.  But then the smile is gone and Blaine’s head moves to the other side–a frown on his mouth, too.  Not wanting to push him for an answer–Blaine turned to go like he offered to but then stopped immediately soon as Kurt shut his eyes. He bit his lip to keep from asking Kurt if he was okay when the obvious answer was no.  “Kurt, you’re sick. It’s fine.  You don’t have to worry about what kind of company you are.”  His expression melted into a gentle reassuring smile as he sidestepped to the foot of the bed and sat down.  “All you had to do was ask.  Want me to find something to watch?  We could use my laptop?  Might get your mind off things.”

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It’s not that he thought Blaine was a judgmental person, truly, he just isn’t expecting as much understanding as he always seems to get with him.  It’s a gift, Kurt thinks, that Blaine can be so reassuring whilst Kurt wanted to curl up on the bathroom floor and possibly never get up.  Gentle and kind Blaine...A bittersweet company with where Kurt was at, but he’ll try to focus on the sweet and force his shoulders to relax.

“That sounds good.”  It did, honestly.  A fictional and distant distraction?  Perfect. To keep his hands busy, if nothing else, he opens the packet of crackers and pulls one out to nibble on.  Something is better than nothing, he supposed.  Blaine had a point in that respect at least.

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I’d have things queued for tomorrow already but length

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random lyric starters

“I thought I saw the devil this morning” “I never meant to make you bleed” “I’ll be a better man today” “I’ll be good for all of the time that I never could” “My past has tasted bitter for years now” “I’ve been cold, I’ve been merciless” “The blood on my hands scares me to death” “It’s the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you” “I’ve got no excuse” “I never want to see you unhappy” “I thought you’d want the same for me” “I’m trying not to think about you, can’t you just let me be?” “I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache” “I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind” “Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?” “Now you’re gone and I’m haunted, and I bet you are just fine” “You only know what I want you to” “I know everything you don’t want me to” “I don’t love you, but I always will” “I don’t have a choice but I’d still choose you” “Tell me that you’ll always be true and you’ll be the only one for me” “I just wanna hold your hand” “I’m coming home real soon. Please leave a light on for me” “Forget me not my dear, my darling” “I never meant to get us in this deep” “I wish  you were the one that got away” “I got caught up by the chase and you got high on every little game” “I wish I’d never ever seen your face” “I miss the way you wanted me when I was staying just out of your reach” “I was doing just fine before I met you” “I forget just why I left you, I was insane” “No need to soften your words, they’re still gonna hurt” “I tried to be everything you’d ever want” “I would die to make you mine” “You can make me wait forever, push me away and tell me never. I don’t mind” “Nothing could be worse than the risk of losing what I don’t have now” “I’m weaker by the minute” “Is it so bad if I wanna cry out that I would die to make you mine?”

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Blaine studies Kurt closely looking for any signs that Kurt would rather not talk about what he just walked in on.  In spite if he answered that he could. It’s during that close look that Blaine realizes something about himself. He hasn’t barely moved from the few steps inside he took before their strange situation began. Kurt told him to stay put.  He–literally–stayed put.  Now that Kurt was back and sitting on his bed–it seemed silly that he couldn’t walk further inside their room.  The conversation didn’t have to be held with them feet apart and Blaine suddenly self-consciously wondering if Kurt might think he was ready to bolt.

Finding a seat on the floor in front of where Kurt sat on the bed–Blaine crosses his legs under one another and gently cups his knees. “You don’t have to answer anything.  I promise I’m not going to tell anyone but you only have to say what you are most comfortable with.”  He keeps his voice purposefully soft and tries his hardest to offer as much understanding as he can. “What were you doing?  I mean–I could guess by what it looks like but I’d rather you tell me?”

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“A spell.”  He says simply at first.  Aware of how ridiculous he may sound, Kurt remains ready to be defensive.  His posture is perfect, legs are crossed, hands folded in his lap.  Blaine makes it rather obvious that he isn’t going to judge - not at loud at least - but Kurt was feeling too self conscious about this.  “It’s a family thing, on my mom’s side.  Spells and good luck charms.. Just little rituals to sway the odds a little however you want them to.”  Which was a bit of a simplified version, sure, but the easiest to start with.

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Lyric based starter call!

I’ll put ye ol’ itunes on shuffle and take a line for a starter

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Hi yes hello I am here if anyone wants to start something or chat