jefe 💋

only in memory will we ever meet again

[angelicallyhim]

ALL ABOUT JEFE

i love questions!!! ask me anything

19!!! 10/19/2006 ♎️🐕

6 foot handsome (6”2) with a cherry on top (fit body)

MDI!!!

https://linktr.ee/nba.jefe

heyyy my name is jefe! this is my third tumblr acc 💔

keep scrolling ⬇️⬇️⬇️

i luvv making music, writing & reading poetry, sketching, painting, & making little crafts

ive always played sports growing up, fitness is a big passion, baseball, soccer, basketball, but recently boxing & mma!!

making connections & meeting new people aswell as reconnecting with familiar faces is always fun, it flips sometimes to where i just want to leave this world but usually someone drags me out of that headspace… usually..

im superrr spiritual, always felt this split between my mind and body, ive danced in witchcraft aswell as dark arts, lots of the different forms of magic is very interesting in bending my will aswell as reprogramming my subconscious to attain what i want but truly i place my full faith in the love of christ!!! theres no other love than jesus. im still always open to talking about my past if you’re truly interested..

self improvement is something hugeeee i strive for everyday, ive mixxed alot of my affirmations & mantras with prayer, aswell as believing in a higher version of self that is attainable one step at a time, removing old negative habits and leaving space for new positive routines!! my favorite books are either on the topic of self improvement or self pertaining magic

im sure theres lots more that im forgetting while writing this but I’ll definitely be sure to edit every time they pop into mind… i promise there’s alotttttt more behind me than just my handsome body

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are you gay at all?

could neverrrrr

theres no better feeling than the rush

that follows a pregnancy scare

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Hey!!! My name is jefe,, hope you like this cute edit to this song i made, hopefully tumblr is the right place to share it!!

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cute old photo 😋🍬

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WE’RE DONE! (prod. ayostylistt)

NBA Jefe - movin on (prod. ayostylistt)

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how would you react if a minor ever dm you?🙈

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everyday reaches a new best

& squeezes violently holding this newfound success

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what’s your type

girls with selfless, loyal, unconditional, love

you could be a modelll & have the ugliest soul

true beauty comes from the heart & ive never been with anybody that i havent had a true connection between

ofc physical beauty aswell, but confidence in your physical self takes you from a model to a supermodel

but i love a lil stalker that supports through every decision and sees eye to eye, giving criticism and advice, getting herself involved

theres not many standards than loyalty that matter, breaking that is the biggest disrespect & would never be someone i take serious, no matter how beautiful of a soul

i know im young but that doesnt mean i dont know my value

[angelicallyhim]

the “mdi” in your intro post could come off as “minors do interact” instead of “minors do not interact”

minors DON’T interact 😞

leave me alonee

unless its for tha music 🎵💋

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Did u ever experience encounters with the divine/spiritual awakening & if so what was it like for u?

fkkkkk id be here typing all night typing but ill give a few

ive alwayyyyssss had this fear of being always watched, ever since a kid its followed me, and once i dove deeper into spiritual practices it became so much more clear that this was my connection with my creator

i never grew up in any religion and discovered everything on my own, and was really drawn towards dark magic aswell as christian mysticism

this all sounds verryyyyy crazy and im aware, trust me, its crazy for myself aswell, just take it all with an open mind but these are a few personal experiences

before i was fully a believer in christs power i had this one trip on shrooms i think i took 5g (my second or third time, but after i had studied all of these teachings) where it was already out of hand feeling like im dying nd stuff so i had fted my girl at the time and while she was calling me down there was a ladder going from my head up towards the sky and that connection at the top would be towards my highest version of myself, and it gave me the message “would you like to stay here with all this lust, temptation, and worldy desire, or would you like to evolve” i chose to stay. evolving meant dying and transforming from my body to my soul.

i think the biggest religious experience was already past many others ive had, but when i was tripping shrooms i was with a group of friends and was chilling geekin off, but once i hit a puff of the blunt everything was all red really out of it, and i went to the car talking with my friend about how i just dont feel good, panicking fully, he told me to throw the shrooms up and i did without needing to gag myself just straight flew out of me, and after that i was superrr overwhelmed and ended up passing out and seizing (only know abt this bc my friends had told me after the fact i was seizing out while i was unconscious), only everything was superr white nothing visual that i can remember sadly but i remember it was feeling almost like a dream, and i had a battle with what wouldve been god saying i need to be here for my family & friends, and once i said jesus name i had woken back up, that definitely strengthened my faith in christ alottttt

feel free to ask anything more!!! i truly love everything about this topic & questions allow me to revisit and reflect on everything

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Nvm found them, they were in settings

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some1 help how do i see my draft posts 💔

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growing my beard out made such a big difference

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i jus wanna live in my dreams,

FUCK depression

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yesterday was such a beautiful day!!!

wish i could attach more vids to one post 💔💔

the moon was full & calling my name

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[blissphemous]