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I'm so tired of crying and screaming for help that never comes. i think we've finally broke past it and i can just. leave

#see you in the next life #im sorry i wasnt good enough to be your friends

every single time i post anything (other than when im asking for help, ofc.) i have to see all these ppl who dont talk to me anymore or who flat out ignore me, in my notes, and honestly just cant handle having to be forced to remember ppl and how theyre liking my shit despite all that as some weird bid. when i could instead just be talked to by any of anyone and have it take almost no time and id feel better easily just by not being alone. n this is why all everythings doing is just telling me i have to disappear and never love anyone or be thought of by anyone ever again. leave any chance for friends or betterment or hope for a better life or community behind. and i wish i could do more but im not given much choice <3

#im not mad. i just want fucking. help. i didnt wanna die alone. but im being made to and i hate it #and guess what lol? they will neither care or see this .#ill get 0 anything on this and ill cry all day about it #hhh just give me a fucking chance to be better #but.. never

what if i was a bunny 🐇

#ouppy #everyone here fuckin hates me n no one else's talked to me in days rlly. at least im pretty but yall still hate me anyway right?#i fucking hate dissociating to games bc tumblr hurts too much since every single person ignores me. all of u ever idk who i can eveb #talk to now if i could #bc everyone left and wont remind me #but im hot 😇

im so fucking tiredddd all the time no wonder im struggling w my words sm. having to put so much of my energy into crying n begging for anyone to talk to's fucking killing me : )

#dont have much choice tho. literally i would just love to have 1 conversation w someone at all. im so exhausted

brain-d0g

little bitch

#this would actually fix me

also literally why do people see my desperation begs as "guilting" or "lashing out" im not fucking MAD im not guilting im just SAD and crying out for help?? no one has to talk to me but im posting with the hopes someone might . even tho ik it doesnt work. im not posting to guilt im posting in my fucking diary bc i have no one to talk to 1-1. oh but no one will see this bc they see the 'lashing out' n not the polite begging. im just lonely

woof woof woof your a very cool dog yes you are!! such a pretty puppy that deserves all thr hugs and cuddles and blankets and plushies and treats

awrarwrarwfafrafwt reaaallyyy ,,w,, yayyyy waaagwagwags,, ♡

#askies

ok what about. potluck gangbang where everyone brings their own sex toy/implement to use on the sub

#can you see im getting desperate for attention now lol

i missed wearing makeup this is so awesome xjfbhd

You puking

always 👍

emo boy who is also your daughter ♡

#ouppy #wowwww he can post selfies AND cry and beg in desperation? wowww queen #just realized my tongues out in all of these wtf

and if im not gonna kms (which i want to avoid if i can) i need to find a way to somewhere else in america by january but guess what!!! everyone avoids me at any cost so ill never find anyone and ill never get the fuck outta utah and ill dje alone yayyy

brain-d0g

Misbehaving

#squeak #mouse coded and an angel oughfhfbg... mee

hi sorry to bother you but I’ve been meaning to tell you I like your writing a lot, thank you for posting it

awawa thank you!! i really appreciate that ^°^

#askies #m scared to post my writing cuz it feels bad but #yay

godlikedyke

im a hungry little fledgling deity you have to mana transfer to me you have to let me suck your dick or ill die

#realrealreal #me when im a 'patron' archangel which means i have to be a good little toy and suck off all the powerful archangels

what would you want, in concrete terms? how much should someone be around for it to not feel as though they're ignoring you? what's causing you to feel like this? how much have people been talking to you before they disappear and how long have they been ignoring you for? you say you woke up to see you were still being avoided, what in this context is someone avoiding you? I just want to get a better understanding of the situation because I want to help but the things you're saying appear vague and confusing to me. I don't think I really grasp what the situation is here very well at all

i literally just. want people to talk to me. not all the time, not constantly. just, not avoidjng all of my posts (which ik ppl do bc im here and see ppl rb shit right under my cries for hell) bc they think im annoyance, just being a part of *anything*. ppl talk to me for like one time before ignoring me bc its just a fake show of care or whtvr, i just want smth where ppl care enough to remember me and use that to talk to me sometimes instead of putting me down. maybe even let me in a server or smth so i can talk and be okay bc i have proof that when i socialize lime that i actually do get better and stop venting and shit. anyway thats all ive ever wanted and it wont happen but yea

#askies

I don't actually follow you but charcoal one million times. good puppy :)

yaaaaayay wagwagwagwagwagwagwag ^-^ ♡♡♡

#askies

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