OOC: The future of angelxxreaper (and our other bedrockverse blogs)
Hello everyone, I’m Cam, I’m the one who writes axxr (along with my co-host Phthalo). I just figured I’d write something quick to try to explain what’s happening over here in light of casinoroyale and songbird-sunrise’s announcements.
First off, I would like to say, thank you for sticking with this blog for 2+ years. You guys made this experience very fun for me and I really enjoyed writing this blog for you. We would never have made it if it weren’t for your continued support and questions. For that, genuinely thank you.
I have and will be taking a massive stepback from writing this blog. A lot of things have happened in my personal life that have made it hard for me to continue writing this blog, along with the fact that my interest in the Dream SMP has dwindled significantly. Additionally, writing emerald duo, while very fun, has also been causing us a lot of grief for Techno and has been making it very hard for us to continue.
As of right now, I still feel physically ill any time I go onto Tumblr over the stress and grief I’ve been experiencing lately with school and my family life. I do hope one day that I will be able to feel better enough to continue writing, but maybe not as angelxxreaper.
We may post some of our drafts, maybe not, and I am sad that we never got to do, and probably will never do, a lot of plans that we had for this blog. However, I’m not upset about where we left Phil. Thunder and I may write an official happy ending for subtotechno and axxr, but the idea of an official end is very sad to the both of us so I don’t know if we ever will. In the event that we don’t, please imagine them happily living their lives together, with Techno’s huge zoo and maybe them going out on another adventure to take over the world on another server again.
This isn’t to say that I will never ever write another rp blog again. I still very much adore roleplaying, Philza, hardcore and the colorzas. I may make a comeback in another way soon (I’m very much addicted to roleplaying still). But please don’t expect anything official.
As a final note, if I never come back to this blog again, thank you guys for the unending support and thank you to the other bedrockverse mods (especially Thunder, Holly and Atlas) for allowing me to be apart of your silly little roleplays. I had a lot of fun and these blogs (and you lot) were always the highlight of my day <3 I’m not very good about the thought of things ending, (I’m crying as I write this), but should this be final, think about this not as a loss but as a graduation. We’re off to tackle some other things.
Thank you for being the light of my life for so long. I’ll catch you later <3
- Cam @craftycalico and Phthalo @fillza
