Shenanigans and Stuff...

Hi. This blog reflects my emotions and feelings. Occasionally I'll post something that is my own. I'm trying to find my footing in this world so this blog will reflect what's on my mind. I like to look for inspiration from other people, I guess that's one of the reason why I'm on this site. If you like to share your thoughts don't hesitate to send me a message.

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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Been ages tumblr...

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It's been a while... a little vague life update, I am at a crossroad again in my life. I'm probably going to be starting all over again in terms of my career. I am scared. But I think it's better than staying where I am at now.

It means I'm going to be unemployed for (hopefully) a short while and taking on debt.

In this economic/political environment that we are... scares me...

Also I don't know if I'm just running away from my current problem...

but resetting my life is the only solution I can think of right now.

This might be my first mid-life crises moment.

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The weird thing I've noticed as I get older is how passage of time seems to accelerate. While time seemed to lag when I was younger... I'm also at the point in my life that I notice significant changes in my surroundings, to the places I've been, to where I grew up... worst yet is how people in my life have aged... that i won't recognize people in my childhood if we were to meet in person. Funny enough, I feel like I'm stuck... even as i look in the mirror and see that I have also physically aged... somehow inside I'm still the same... and sometimes even reverting back to being a child...

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It's a little late... Happy New Year

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It has been awhile tumblr...

Looks like a new layout...

As for me... I've been feeling tired and unmotivated...

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I don't understand houses with more bathrooms than there are bedrooms. Or where there are bathroom for each bedroom...

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Rest in peace, Tina Turner

November 26, 1939 - May 24, 2023

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Myself and a few others from our department are being summoned by HR this week... we don't know what's it for which makes me anxious. We have an idea... but we thought it was already resolved...

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Can't believed it snowed this morning just a few miles from where I live... this weather has been interesting...

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H.E.R. Covers Vogue Philipines, February 2023

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H.E.R for Vogue Philippines’ Feb ‘23

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Happy New Year!

2022 you've been interesting. Many life changes earlier in the year, midyear reality slap me in the face and by the end of the year I became complacent. I am afraid of the future, for myself... for a long time I felt stuck, then there was a sudden movement... but the direction of where it's going is still uncertain. My life for now is yet to be determine. And that's how I'm facing 2023, nothing exciting to look forward to, just wait and see...

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I'm slowly realizing that maybe I'm an airhead... and I'm just keeping up the appearance... there's just a lot of things that I'm not getting...

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Carved my first pumpkin. I chose this design cuz I thought it was simple. It was harder than I thought.

On a different note, I can't believe that this year is almost over. A lot has happened, new job, office drama, moved, several family issues and health crisis... been very busy, preoccupied and overthinking.

Landing a new job earlier this year was definitely the change that I needed but I realize that I need to do more to change my life the way I want it to be... I still feel so left behind compared to my peers and people my age... but I'm grateful I'm in a different place now compared to just a year ago...

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I've been at my job for a little over 6 months... and recently have been contemplating of applying for different positions. I can't help but feel guilty. Money is a big motivator, curiosity is another, also the feeling that I might not be the right fit for this one, and the fear of getting stuck at this job for several years... is tempting me to try my luck again at job hunting.