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[animatormelda]

Back here again ...

It hasn't been that long either.

I had just, supposedly, got myself out of the deadline ditch; happens that's not the case. So here I am, less than 2 hours until my deadline, and what do I do? Blog about it.

I seriously dislike this about myself and the most annoying part about it is, I don't see myself changing anytime soon. I have struggled Obsessive Compulsive Lazy Disorder (OCLD) for as long as I remember, and any attempts to break fee have been futile thus far. Any situation that has got me to do anything have been very temporary, I'd say lasted a maximum of roughly 7 days though only 3 on average. That, to me, is unsuccessful. addressing 

This doesn't only effect my work and deadlines, this effects; personal health, hygiene, and morale as a few examples. I really can't live like this any longer and need any tips from those who have gotten through similar problems or have seen long term improvement.

So this is me, calling out to anyone that may head my call! Help me, pretty please~

[animatormelda]

A messy start

Well I thought I'd give this a stab ...

I am in my 3rd year of studying animation, now on a HNC level. There Is So Much Coursework! It doesn't even feel like it is a normal amount, and I think my teacher is trying to get me to fail o.e

I am currently behind on work that I am trying to catch up on, though my teachers way of 'motivating' us to get work done is reminding us that we are paying or the course and makes us calculate how much money we have spent on the course so far .... As If I Didn't Have Enough Stresses!

It is also unfortunate that I don't get as much time as some of my other classmates since I have a weekend job. I understand people have it worse than me, but I am constantly compared to people who can spend more time on their work and it is frustrating. This also means no side projects :/

Honestly, I didn't want this to be a rant, more of me opening a portal to start sharing my work through.

As I said, I am an animator, not sure if I'll be focusing in 3D or 2D just yet, and I love to sketch and do misc art stuff. So you'll be seeing a whole bunch of different stuff on here :3