fuck

TILL WE DIE, FUCKERS

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HELL IS EMPTY, CAUSE ALL MY DEMONS ARE HERE.

indie crime/horror/musician oc. written by salem. psd credit

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I do be missing Ryan and samb tho

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Lol what

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sam 

&.     she  stumbles  back  ,  taking  as  many  steps  away  from  him  as  she  could  until  the  small  of  her  back  makes  contact  with  the  kitchen  counter  .  knows  he’d  never  hurt  her  ,  but  part  of  her  still  afraid  that  the  same  hand  that  had  so  softly  pushed  her  away  would  slap  her  across  the  face  / / /  a  fear  that  her  father  had  instilled  in  her  every  time  she’d  disappointed  him  .  blue  eyes  can’t  look  at  him  anymore  :  not  as  his  voice  raises  (  the  first  time  it’s  ever  been  directed  at  her  )  &  she  knows  she’s  fucked  up  .  but  annika  had  reminded  her  that  sobriety  was  the  most  important  thing  [  .  .  .  ]  even  if  sam  wasn’t  quite  convinced  .  

&.     blinking  back  tears  before  they  can  fall  from  her  cheeks  ,  she’s  almost  tempted  to  just  walk  away  without  another  word  .  but  he  deserved  better  than  that  ,  didn’t  he  ?  deserved better  than  HER  .  teeth  dig  into  the  inside  of  her  cheek  as  she  breathes  out  a  harsh  sigh  ,  eyes  closing  as  tight  as  they  can  .  ❛  𝐢'𝐦  𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲  ,  𝐫𝐲  ,  𝐢  𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭  ——  ❜  a  hand  runs  through  her  hair  ,  pulling  on  it  a  little  too  hard  before  she  shakes  her  head  .  ❛  𝐢  𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭  𝐛𝐞  𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝  [  .  .  .  ]  𝐚𝐥𝐥  𝐨𝐟  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬  .  ❜  the  drugs  ,  the  alcohol  ,  the  partying  :  it  was  all  too  much  for  her  .  

                No,    he    would    never    lay    a    hand    on    her,    even    in    self    defense.    He'd    let    her    beat    him    until    he    was    pulp    in    the    ground.    It    makes    him    sad    that    she    felt    the    need    to    back    away    from    him,    but    in    the    same    breath    he    understood    it.    He    was    battered    around    as    a    kid    too.

                Ryan    takes    a    deep    breath    in    as    he    stares    at    her.    He    doesn't    know    what    else    to    say.    Should    he    yell    some    more    ??    Maybe    he    should    save    that    for    recording,    considering    he    has    so    much    anger    swelled    up    in    himself    now.    Walk    away    and    slam    the    door    ??    No    that    sounds    childish.    He    doesn't    know,    and    it    takes    him    a    few    long,    quiet    seconds    before    he    finally    takes    a    deep    breath    in,    forces    his    face    to    remain    unchanged    even    if    the    pain    is    almost    unbearable,    and    speaks.    "    Just    make    sure    I'm    not    home    when    you    do.    "    He    backs    up    slowly,    just    as    she    had.

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me, listening to carach angrens new album: how can i make a fairytale/victorian england horror oc

[nofckingfighting]

‘And the gin?’ 

‘Too sweet.’

[writing-prompt-s]

"honey, why is there a dead body in our living room?"

"To impress tonight's guest, babe."

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candi 

HE’S GOING TO LAUGH A LITTLE , enjoying the FLATTERY. “ Thanks you , darling , I have mores of these , I doesn’t just bring ONE pair. I haves a clear pair of these , in cases that these ones break or somethings.  Hah , are yous right now ? I have more of these joints if you wants to share , I have a pipe & a bong in my dressings room too. Reallies strong shit. I never gets to get high with anyone , it is not a lot of fun by yourselves. “ SWESS WOULDN’T WANT TO HOLD HIM UP , ANYWAY ! but , the offer was there ! & with the kind of personality he had , he would offer , even without the direct assumption. “ But it is all well if you does not want to , too. I must be soo rude to not introduction myself , eh ? my name is Candi here , kind of a BIG DEAL , if you asks me. “ 

                An    offer    !!    Well,    when    was    he    one    to    ever    say    no    to    some    kind    of    mind    altering    substance    ??    Never.    He    never    was.    He    never    has.    Brows    raise    as    he    tilts    his    head    to    the    side    just    ever    so    slightly.    Shoulders    raise    as    he    inhales    a    deep    breath.    "    Fuck    it,    why    not    ??    "    Following    a    complete    stranger    into    a    room    he's    never    been    in    before    to    get    high-    not    his    brightest    idea    but    he'd    jokingly    blame    it    on    the    shoes.    The    reality    is    he'd    follow    a    pretty    ass    and    the    smell    of    weed    anywhere,    unfortunately.    "    Candi    ??    Pretty    name.    I'm    Ryan.    "

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updated the rules !!

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Y’ALL COREYS NEW MYSIC DROPPED TODAY FUcKIN HELL

[pinksbrilliance]

i  heard  this  𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚒  𝚔𝚒𝚍  is  supposed  to  be  𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥  [  .  .  .  ]  i  hope  she  is. 

                    (  insp.  )

[esausrpmemes]

Want to ship? Feel free to tell me straight off!

Yes, shipping does need chemistry between the two muses, but if you look at my muse and think ‘You know what, I’d like to ship my muse with theirs!’, feel free to tell me, even before we start threads!

I love having a direction/goal to work the characters towards – when I write fiction on my own, I like having goals and plot points, like romances, family and friend relationships, rivals and enemies.. why wouldn’t I like having the same with RP? RP is just collaborative fiction writing!

There’s no shame in liking ships, or even RPing for ships. There’s tons of people in the world who love to read romance novels, and no one tries to tell them that’s wrong or worse than liking mysteries, or fantasy adventure. Neither preference is wrong, it’s just that – a preference!

So please – if you want to ship, or work towards of ship, in any capacity : romance, family, friends, rivals, and everything in between – TELL ME! I’d love to see what we can come up with together!

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SEXUAL  PREFERENCES   STUDY.      bold  what  applies,   italicize  what  sometimes  applies,   strike  what  never  applies,   &   leave  what’s  n/a.

TAGGED BY :    @crowsung TAGGING :    @excentriquee, @crimsxnidol, @candiallure

INCLINATIONS  &  HABITS  :

is  submissive.   is  dominant.    prefers  to  top.    prefers  to  bottom.  likes  to  switch.  identifies  as  heterosexual.  identifies  as  homosexual.     identifies  as  bisexual.   identifies  as  pansexual.    identifies  as  demisexual.    identifies  as  asexual.     enjoys sex  with  men.   enjoys  sex  with  women.    enjoys  sex  with  multiple  people  at  one  time.   initiates.   waits  for  partner  to  initiate.   spits.     swallows.     prefers  sex  in  the  morning.     prefers  sex  at  night.   prefers  sex  any  time.    no  sex  drive.   low  sex  drive.   average  sex  drive. high  sex  drive.   hypersexual.

BODY   /   APPEARANCE  :

small  build.     medium  build.   athletic  build.   muscular  build.     curvy  build.     voluptuous build.     wears  boxer (briefs) .   wears  lingerie.     goes  ‘commando.’   shaves  /  waxes. doesn’t  shave  /  wax.   cup  size  a - c.   cup  size  d - f.     1 - 5"  in  length.    6 - 9"  in  length. 10"  or  over  in  length.

SOUNDS  :

is  silent  /  makes  little  to  no  sounds.     is  very  quiet.    is  very  loud.   grows  in  volume  over  time.   bites  hand  /  partner  /  pillow  to  muffle  themselves.    calls  out  partner’s  name.   curses.   fakes  /  exaggerates.     prefers  a  quiet  partner.     prefers  a  loud  partner.   is  turned  on  by  dirty  talk.   is  turned  off  by  dirty  talk.

KINKS  :

having  their  hands  pinned.    pinning  their  partner’s  hands.   having  their  hair  pulled.   pulling  on  their  partner’s  hair.    being  watched  ( by  their  partner ).   being  watched  ( by  a  third  party ).   watching  their  partner.   receiving  oral.   giving  oral.   calling  their  partner  ‘ daddy.’    being  called  ‘daddy.’    giving  praise.   receiving  praise.    biting  /  marking.   being  bitten  /  marked.   some light spanking.   being  spanked.   teasing.   being  teased.   having  toys  used  on  them.   using  toys  on  their  partner.   giving  anal.  receiving  anal.  choking.    being  choked.    dirty  talk.    being  tied  up.   tying  their  partner  up.   being  worshiped.   worshiping  their  partner.   humiliating.   being  humiliated.   degrading.     being  degraded.  knife  play.     blood  play.   being  pegged.  pegging.

PLACES  :

in  a  bedroom.   in  a  shower  /  bath.   in  a  pool  /  ocean.   in  a  kitchen. in  a  bathroom  ( home ).   in  a  bathroom  ( public ).   in a  car.    in  a  tent.   in  an  alleyway.   in  a  field  / forest.  at  a  school.   in  an  empty  /  abandoned  building.   in  a  library.   on  a  rooftop  /  terrace.   in  a  dressing  room.   in  an  elevator.    in  a  parking  lot.    at  a  museum.   at  a  cemetery.    at  a  beach.   in  a  closet.   at  a  hospital.

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@pinksbrilliance​ | cont.

                If    he    could    smile    any    wider,    he    would,    but    his    skin    is    already    very    purple.    Sporting    a    black    eye    and    a    bruised    cheek.    For    a    moment,    everything    was    right.    He    apologized,    admit    to    his    fault    (    even    if    that's    debatable    ),    and    everything    seems    to    be    okay    !!    But    he    can't    help    it    that    his    smile    falters    and    loses    its    shine    when    she    says    those    words    he    would    have    hoped    to    never    hear.    His    heart    sank    through    the    floor,    it    felt    like.

                Ryan    moves    from    her    touch,    pushing    her    hand    away    from    him    gently.    Something    he    would    come    to    regret    in    the    coming    days    when    he    misses    her    at    night.    The    look    on    his    face    spells    out    hurt    and    confusion    all    in    one.    He    moves    the    towel    away    from    his    lip    as    brows    furrow.    He    takes    a    breath    in    through    his    nose.    "    What'ya    mean,    baby    ??    Wha-    I...    "    His    emotions    turn    to    anger.    "    I    took    a    fuckin'    beating    for    you,    Sam.    And    you're    just    gonna...    just    gonna    dump    me    ??    "    Thankfully    he's    learned    to    put    a    cap    on    his    anger,    at    least    around    people    he    cares    about    too    much.

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Ryan sends di.ck pics to the homies ( mainly Zack @crimsxnidol ) to approve to send to his girl

[hemonemia]

me: *moans “i’ll kill you” during sex*

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ryan in his mid 20s in the late 90s googling po.rn: come on nip.ples-