Animewolf089 of Alexina

Animewolf089 of Alexina ~Bawoo~ Character Information ღ Rebirthed 21 times ღ 712 total / 68 exploration ღ Channel 7 Goals ღ Master Party Healing ღ Master the Bard skills ღ Obtain Grandmaster Bard title ღ Break the 1k mark ღ Earn 10m through commercing

[kuromeganehime]

[animewolf089-blog]

Love this o.o

[notsuki]

[animewolf089-blog]

Lol c:

[caelestial]

♛

[kuro-no-raven]

     依存 || Kuro no Raven

[marshmellowstar-blog]

[animewolf089-blog]

ME: I’m leaving. ME:… ME: *reblog* ME: *reblog* ME: *reblog* ME: *reblog* ME: *reblog* ME: Ok. I’m leaving… ME: *reblog* ME: *reblog* ME: Bye. ME: *reblog*

[thewaltdisneygifs]

“I can’t believe I did this! Mother would be so furious.”

[animewolf089-blog]

Heh..

[riseken-deactivated20180407]

[animewolf089-blog]

Illustration by Kantoku | Edit by Riseken

[eggplantgoddess]

[blackmormon-blog]

I dekutree:

OH MY GOD

I PEED A LITTLE

[aurevoir-mes-amis-deactivated20]

omfg

[kingpyrojack-deactivated2015041]

((I was in an awful mood…till, not I’m just confused.))

[narc0tixx]

I was like “Oh no babby no” Then i made the most disgusting noise ever come out of my mouth.

[zerocriticalthinkingskills]

i did the same thing

motherFUCK

[ohthanksihateit]

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WAT IM CRYING

[steviestinks]

I SHOWED TO MY MUM AND SHE JUST WALKED OUT WITHOUT SAYING A WORD I LOVE THIS OMFG

[lokis-girl]

I was not expecting that

[animewolf089-blog]

Omg xD Best vid ever! I kinda squeaked a little near the end.. heh. I love this girl.

[animewolf089-blog]

my family: skinny people are gross.

my family: fat people are gross

my family: self harm-ers are gross

my family: suicide is gross

my family: mental illnesses are gross

my family: homosexuals are gross

my family:

my family: oh, but we won't judge you. you can tell us anything.

me: lol no i'm fine thanks.

[i-c-21]

made a 4koma again

here, have some valentine’s special karate punch from Mor

happy early Valentine

[lus-mionla]

Be My Valentine? Chance to win 10K NX!

I’m a real simple guy, so I’ll keep this short. Want a chance to win a little extra cash? Simply like this post/reblog/print it out and take it on a fancy dinner. Whatever gets you that note. I’ll then write everyone’s URL down and draw one to be my…

[animewolf089-blog]

Haha, this was cute.

-takes it out to dinner-

[itsumonkisu]

Darn being stuck with ara -_-

[animewolf089-blog]

Hm owo?

[unkemptsecret]

23/30 Ogres

As she left Barri dungeon, she couldn’t help but imagine rain cascading from the dark night sky. Oh, but the sky always knew when to cry for her. As she led Cookieprince up the path, the sky cracked open and the tears began to pour.

[animewolf089-blog]

Reading this made me realize why I liked being outside whenever it rained so much.

Standing there, beneath the ripped sky, I could pretend that the moisture that ran down my face were tears.

[unkemptsecret]

Dread filled her lungs as she was finally knocked unconscious by her boyfriend.

She had held up surprisingly well throughout most of the PvP, despite the fact that she was merely a warrior facing off against a Grandmaster archer/fighter hybrid. Even by the time he had shot her down to the point...

[animewolf089-blog]

So many times this has happened to me.. Making my avatar show my feelings in place of myself.

There was some kind of relief in knowing that even if I couldn't cry, or laugh, or show any expression other than a deadpan stare, then my character would be able to do it for me. But there was also a bit of disappointment and resentment directed at myself for having to rely on a bunch of colorful pixels to try and express myself.

But.. to say that no one should have to deal with you.. You can't keep telling yourself that. There are those who care who will want to deal with you, because seeing someone they love withdraw into themselves like that hurts.

I isolated myself emotionally from others for the longest time. On the outside, I'd smile, I'd laugh, I'd joke around, so that I wouldn't worry those around me. I went through each day, acting as if everything was alright. And I was damn good at pretending I was happy, too.

I distanced myself from others and built up a wall around my heart, not allowing anything or anyone to get close to me for fear of hurting me, or me hurting them. But, somehow, someone managed to find a way to break down the walls of the fortress I'd trapped myself in, and in doing so opened up the way for several others to find me, too.

I guess what I'm trying to say is... No matter how bleak life may seem at this point, there is hope. There's always hope. Sometimes, it takes a bit more time, and a bit of help, to find it.

[unkemptsecret]

Thoughts During Periods 3 - 4

      She took up her pen.       And began to write.

      “The gale blew past her pale face and flung her earthgray hair back as her gallant steed galloped through the wide stony streets of Dunbarton. She steered him over to the bell tower, where many other Milletians were crowding around in front of Caravan Joe. As Cookieprince slowed down to a gentle trot, she could see the familiar faces of her guild members. A radiant smile lit up on her lips as her family greeted her, and she slid off her thoroughbred’s back, and ran into their arms.”

      Or so she wished.       She was no longer the leader of Memorable. None of the new members acknowledged her as such. She had been fine with it for a while, but her heart sagged in her chest every time she watched her friends from afar, hitting it off. She was the one who had pushed everyone away. She was the one who should stay away from them. Still.       She really didn’t understand herself, sometimes.       Selfish. She was selfish. She buried her face into her arms and tried to will tears to come out. They didn’t. Of course they didn’t. Of course. They never did. Only when she was selfless, only when she felt her heart in pain for others, could she even muster a tear.

(Because I realize that there are people reading this now: heads up. I’m mentioning something really personal about my past after this break. If you are not comfortable with such content, please just stop here. ^^)

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[animewolf089-blog]

Oh, girl, you are not messed up. You are not alone. No. Definitely not. And you aren't selfish. Just... No. Don't think like that..

Someone will come to save you. It may not be now, and it may not be for some time, but it will happen. Someone, somewhere, will hear you, the real you, and they'll help you.

And this may not mean much coming from a stranger, but I'm here for you if you ever need help with anything ^^ I might not be able to do much other than provide mental support, but.. My hand will be held out to you indefinitely, should you ever decide to take it c:

[iggycakes]

oh we’ve changed over the years…

[animewolf089-blog]

This was pretty cool c:

[lus-mionla]

Be My Valentine? Chance to win 10K NX!

I’m a real simple guy, so I’ll keep this short. Want a chance to win a little extra cash? Simply like this post/reblog/print it out and take it on a fancy dinner. Whatever gets you that note. I’ll then write everyone’s URL down and draw one to be my...

[animewolf089-blog]

Haha, this was cute.

-takes it out to dinner-