Self-Blogging
“I used to recognize myself It's funny how reflections change When we're becoming something else...” I used to free-write alot. I used to self-reflect, but the older you get--the busier life becomes. I feel like I’ve lost alot about myself. Yes, people change...but I’m just not liking the way I’m changing. I feel like I’m on the verge of tracing me back to me to merge myself with who I used to be...if that even makes any sense. 0, am I going somewhere with this? I’ve been too nice of a person, but now no one messes with me otherwise they get the b’tch side of me. 1, that’s a good thing. I used to be fearless, but now I’m fearful of many things. 2, I question if that is a good thing or not. I used to be able to just walk away quietly, but now using force is my best friend. 3, stop it. I used to be able to live on fruits, now I eat under stress--especially ice cream devoured in 1.36 L. 4, I need to eat cleaner foods. I used to be the most patient person in the world, but now my patience slips away further and further even if I try to hold onto it. 4, this is my biggest problem, and that’s what happens when life get the best of you in the long run.
Well, the things I miss in life...more Free-Writing in my life Music in my life Singing in my life Freestyle Dancing in my life Beautiful Scenery in my life and more Doodling.
Gonna drink my Soul back in me. lols xD
