my venting page

[anindita]

"Water

- Water defeats fire, so it is strong.

- But if it meets obstacles, it avoids them. Water is weak and coward.

- Water is good. It embraces all of creation and revives dead seeds. It makes itself humble and flows to where it is low. Since it's not trying to become strong, it is good.

- Being water is tiresome. Water must sacrifice itself endlessly. From giving life to fish, and to forming gold. It gives everything it can until the ground dries up and cracks because there is nothing more to give. Being water is tiresome."

- Hwarang

[anindita]

Your words have healed me in a way that no one could!

I was lost, You found me

I was scared, You gave me strength

I was walking my path alone,

You held my hand and walked with me

May be I will never meet your physical being, but your words are and will always be with me!

[anindita]

"দুখবোৰ হ'ল নৈত উটি অহা মেটেকাৰ দৰে। তই টানি আনিব খুজিলে টানি আনি পাৰতে এডৰা মেটেকানি গঢ়ি তুলিব পাৰ-কিন্তু মেটেকাৰ তলত সোমাই মৰিও যাব পাৰ- কিন্তু মেটেকাখিনিৰ পৰা দূৰৈত থাকি চা,-দেখিবি লাহে লাহে উটি গৈ নোহোৱা হৈ গৈছে-''

‌‌ - দেও লাংখুই

[anindita]

Hope: exhaustion in disguise !

[anindita]

I fantasize about love so much, the kind I see in movies, read in books, the kind I want in my life. People say that it will happen one day. But deep down I'm scared that I will wait for that kind of love my entire life...!

[anindita]

...and it was a fleeting warmth disguised as care...!

[anindita]

I believed I had good control over my desires. But at times I get desperate for the warmth I yearn for...!

[anindita]

"- Do you know how many languages are there in the world, Mr. Interpreter?

-I believe over 7,100.

- Nope, wrong answer. There are as many languages as there are people. Everyone speaks their own language. That's why people misunderstand, misinterpret, and offend each other."

- Can this love be translated ?

[anindita]

Sometimes we come across people who raise the standard so high that it becomes hard to imagine anyone else meeting it...!

[anindita]

One moment you long for everything, the next, you feel like you don't deserve anything...!

[anindita]

One moment you are hopeful, the next, disappointment hits you like a truck...!

[anindita]

Some people in our lives are like the gold of sunset — they fade away slowly into the quiet blue of night...!

[anindita]

...ohh to be a small bird and sit on a tree by the lake in a meadow and do 'chu chu chu chu' all day...!

[anindita]

At the end of the day, it's me and that one playlist on the loop...!

[anindita]

"The moon carrying the weight of the night sky on its own."

-Jungkook

[anindita]

I love being on my own. But it eats me up when there's no one to tell me that I am loved, I am wanted. I pretend to be happy, but I am actually surviving, just breathing.

[anindita]

Romantic love has always been a fairytale to me... Unreal...!