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I am here. That is all

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[achillesinhighheels]

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I need to visit Miami and see what it’s like

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CRUEL HUNTER

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I think you’re studying me

You say you’re just appreciating the view

I see myself bouncing off the glass of your eyes

I’m blushing

From now on, only water must enter my body

I wish I could hate you, but I can’t

My nose is itchy, and my eyes are dry

Post storm, everything is quiet

And I’m just sitting here melting

Dissolving into the cracks of my foundation

I think I will always want to be around youand hear what you have to say

You have no idea how strong my patience is for the things you do

Bashful deer with the arrow on its back

I don’t gotta be so hard ya know?

I can be soft

I wanna be soft around you

I wanna lick my woundsand take you in

Let you remind me how cruel of a hunter you are

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You can be scared, but it's an audio track, a song from the 90s? It's nothing lewd or obscene, but maybe 🎧 for better listening

Interesting!

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No pockets 🎵🎶

[girl-o-matic]

Vintage Esquire Pinups by Ernest Chiriaka

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drive.google.com/file/d/1-P8QdW0xbm1YXCHvB0aEY7sRVYSwRpS0/view?usp=sharing

lmk if it doesn't load etc., 🥰

I'm kinda scared

[archive-pdf]

Free Interpretation of JR by Rei Kawakubo of Comme des Garçons, 2015.

ARCHIVE.pdf: Comme des Garcons ‘Free Interpretation of JR DM Set′ Fashion Book Scan

[sonhodehibisco]

Flowers by Irving Penn

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My girldude! I hope you're ok. (From a stranger on the internet.)

I’m okay!

[philosophybits]

“There is something at the bottom of every new human thought, every thought of genius, or even every earnest thought that springs up in any brain, which can never be communicated to others, even if one were to write volumes about it and were explaining one’s idea for thirty-five years; there’s something left which cannot be induced to emerge from your brain, and remains with you forever…”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Idiot

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February 25, 2025 3:44 am

I had just gotten home from working at the bar. I made the decision to go sober mid shift, and then had a couple of mezcal shots with my coworker. I was having shots all night. My heart feels heavy. I thought it was because of a person, but now I think it’s just me. Later that night, I cried on my floor next to all my clutter because ChatGBT helped me realize that I’ve been living with the belief that love is to be earned. This whole time, I’ve been trying to earn love from others, and especially myself.

I’m not happy. I’m not sad. I’m just…