Hey yall, im back for my second blog.
So today is saturday, and i am listening to lorde again, this time it is melodrama. Homemade dynamite is playing rn, my favorite part is when she says "we'll end up pained on the road, red and chrome, all the broken glass sparkling." she always talked about cars a lot and the graphic imaging with this one just stands out for some reason. But anyways, yesterday I listened to Virgin on my walk, and Virgin is lit the perfect album for that. I never truly understood it until I was in iowa, over fall break, riding around the Polaris Ranger around the farm and listening to it. Current Affairs and Shapeshifter really spoke to me then. Unfortunatly I saw lorde a week before I had this realization so I did miss out, and i seriously regret it everyday. I always think back on how lucky I was to be able to experience that, but I wish I could have understood her songs more.
But I really did not do much today, I went to HyVee and got some claw clips for my hair, so hopefully that will help with styling, because I saw a video where the girl uses the claw clips and she has like a ton of volume in her hair, so I hope it helps. Incase you were wondering I have thick, curly hair so like imagine lordes hair but a bit less curly. Maybe ill post photos later, but I dont want anyone from my actual life to find this acc, so idk, but probably. I feel like if they find this account, I wont post the same, I would hide my self to try and sound interesting, but when I am behind this false identity I can truly say whatever I want, so lets hope it stays that way.
So I was not expecting to get any likes or anything on my posts, and I havent, and thats fine. But i was thinking about posting photos I take sometimes, and of course more blogs, even though nobody reads these lmao. I think I just like posting on here so I feel like others can listen to me.
I am going to share some goals I have had for myself lately, I hope I can lose like 10-15 pounds, I am not like overweight or anything but it would be nice to slim up a bit, and 15 pounds would be good. also i dont have an ed dont come after me. I hope i get a bf. also I hope that i keep a 4.0 gpa, because if i keep it throughout highschool I can get like 12,000 bucks off my tuition for iowa state, so that would be nice. I hope that I can keep my spot as first seat in the trumpet section for band, although that probably will not be too hard considering my competition, more below.
So how it worked for my school is, in 8th grade you try out for freshman honors band, if you want. And I did, and I made it. Moving along, in freshman year I was in the honors band, and in the beginning I believe I was mostly second trumpet, meaning I was on the worse half of the kids there. But as the year passed I moved up to first trumpet, meaning I was one of the better kids there, but I was right on the edge of being second trumpet. Again, tryouts for band came around and this year there were 2 options, try out for a high level band, or dont tryout and be in normal band. I chose to not tryout because I knew that I would be more likely to be first trumpet in the normal band, and thats how it is now. moving on, for marching band, all of the cool juniors are in the high band, that you have to tryout for, which I didnt. and i am so made that I cant be in class with them, just because i wanted to be stupid fuckass first trumpet when I could have been with my friends bruhhhhhh. also for some reason I was fucking antisocial for the first half of marching band so like I am not really good friends with any of them and i regret it sm. and next year, they will probably move up to the highest band, while im stuck in dumbass middle band. that was like the stupidest rant I have ever been on but idc I just wanted to talk about it to someone.
I really want to share the story of my first time getting high, but like I want to do it where people will actually read it so I am saving it incase I ever get more followers on here. I am planning on being active, so hopefully I eventually gain some traction on here. also this page is basically just a lorde fanpage atp. Supercut is playing rn, one of my favorite songs by her. I almost cried when I heard this live, I wasnt even thinking about a romantic relationship, because lowkey I have never even been in a talking stage before. But i was thinking about my past friendships, where I get to attached and then when they leave, mostly because we dont have classes together, I literally play a supercut of them in my head. especially this one girl, emily. thats not her real name but whatever. ill talk more about it later. omfg liability reprise is playing. i cant rn. bruh
okay I think that is all, to whoever read this all the way through, I love you. I hope you understood everything I wrote, because I lowkey just say whatever comes to mind so I hope it made sense. okayyy bye now.
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