anxiousdoodler

27 female | doodles to listen | doodles to concentrate | doodles to doodle

[animals-riding-animals]

[anniegrannie]

Fluffier than thou!

[anniegrannie]

Gonchorav reminds me a lot of the ship stuck in Suez Canal. It shows how nature is bound to take its anti capitalist course, and at the centre of it is tumblr like the savior we all look up to for guidance!

[anniegrannie]

Twitter immigrants trying to understand Goncharov.

[pathah]

This site sucks. I can't ratio people on here

[rainbowlack]

yes you can, watch:

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[anniegrannie]

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[anniegrannie]

Here we go! Farewell warm November. It was fun while it lasted!

[glidebylilychouchou]

me

[anniegrannie]

Me staring at my degrees.

[anniegrannie]

We all can agree that the opening dance sequence on Footloose is the best thing to ever happen to television! But what I love the most about it is that when Marcus starts dancing, everyone except Luther is confused - including Diego whose hallucination it actually is! But Luther is the only one who anticipates the dance and replies without missing a beat! The himbo confidence on my man even in his brother's hallucination is what I am here for!

[anniegrannie]

So I finally watched the last season of Umbrella Academy! I know, I am late. But I had ongoing projects so forgive me trying to earn my rent money!

But...

What the fuck

What the fuck

What the actual fuck

I have so many questions and nobody on any message board is answering them instead they are just gushing over Stanley. I mean, gush away, Stan's ma boy! But also tell me where the fuck is Sloane?

[anniegrannie]

I could watch these two sitting on a couch having parallel conversations as a 3 hour long feature and then probably hit the replay button several times.

[weaver-z]

Imagine being a reverse Superman where you're really weak and struggle to keep up with your peers for your whole life until you learn that you're actually just from a race of aliens with comparatively shit body strength. This is the premise of Tarzan

[anniegrannie]

The ending hit me like a wrecking ball! And I am not complaining.

[staffs-secret-blog]

We actually have been trying to sell your info but it's all shit and no one wants it

[anniegrannie]

Jeez! Tell me how you really feel! Eh?

[britainbray]

Sometimes even the villains have standards

[anniegrannie]

This is so wholesome!

[anniegrannie]

This is the power of television right here! Turn their colonizing rhetoric (they used to oppress half of the world with) back onto them, girl! More power to you!

My previously colonized ass found an almost perverse joy in seeing a Brit marginalized and alienated in the beginning of this show.

But I also liked the character development of him turning into a Derry Girl!

What can I say, this show is life!

[anniegrannie]

On really hard days, I remind myself of the scene from Derry Girls when Sister Michael is sitting on the bus and giggling while reading The Exorcist. It gives me life, it gives me happiness, and I think this scene deserves to be in a museum!

[disease-deactivated20210414]

[anniegrannie]

Every other species on earth after covid wipes people off:

[anniegrannie]

It's time for another anxiety doodle. ANXIETY DOODLE 3.

I have a pretty crippling travel anxiety. I weep uncontrollably, twitch, pluck my hair and over all feel like I have a big boulder on my chest right before my travel. It mysteriously goes away the moment I hop into a car or get into a flight. But the time leading up to the travel is excruciatingly painful mentally.

Tomorrow I am starting the journey to move to whole another continent for my studies. It's a big move, a big journey, and a really long flight. My anxiety has been making it worse. I know I should seek help for it, even maybe take medication, but even seeking medical help scares me because I don't think I am ready for everything else that will open up in the process.

My anxiety continues. But making these repeated patterns has helped a little. But not much. They are not a replacement for medical help, they are just a little coping mechanism till I find it and find the strength to seek it.

[blue--folder]

Hummingbird is relaxing after drinking a lot of flower nectar.

[anniegrannie]

Me after iftar