"life's shit"- Pidge

18 - F Very anxious here to vent

[littlesparkequeen]

[kwatzaya]

tumblr feels like the most supportive app ever. it's genuinely my safe space

[theseaferret]

fuck... my heart hurts

[irritatedrhythm]

Why is everyone dying faster or disappearing

Why can I do so much and still be left behind

I'm so slow and they are too fast

Keeping up is impossible and I'm soon to be gone in that sweet spot of isolation

There is nothing I deserve more but I'm still forced to earn it

A little piece of life at a time

It doesn't affect them, they don't even notice

It's cheap, worthless time

Even scarcity doesn't give it value to anyone but myself

What's mine is worth less than anybody else's

I have never been real to anyone

[todostoasty]

i wish i didnt have to constantly feel like everyone hates me

[s1ck-pup]

i so badly wish i could just disappear. i’m so tired

[fakhliya]

[awkwardbrunettegirl]

Real

[anoderd3pressedteen]

Yk what's funny? I'm too pessimistic that nobody stays for long lmao. People usually stay for the first few conversations until they realize how messed up I am It's silly of me to even believe that someone wants to stay lol I should die tbh just a waste of space and money fr

[ashberrrry]

me???? tired???? sleepy???? yes constantly

[anxietyproblem]

[ninthhourcry]

[anoderd3pressedteen]

I don't like it when certain people only talk to me when they have no one else to talk to and when their first choice is around, they just completely ghost me as if I never existed.

[morenapayasa]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay :)

[purgedpuke]

I'm so ugly I should be dead

[s1ck-pup]

whatever everyone leaves eventually..

[s1ck-pup]

i’m always mourning something