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I don't have motivation for anything

Ugughhhhh how can YOU not find me annoying? I bet you probably do.

I want to ask you if I seem annoying but then It'd be annoying for you to constantly reassure me that I'm wrong.

#im talking to myself #why do i make everything about myself????#ughughshhshsbz #I hate thissss

I'm going to cry.

Cuz, I feel like I wanna kms bcuz all of the impulsive ass shit I've been doing. Like, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to say that and I didn't mean to do that also, I bet you find me so annoying now. You probably think I'm a cringe ass, attention seeker and some weirdo now.

#i hate this #im talking to myself #what's wrong with me #and I'm out here saying 'to be cringe is to be free!' while I crash out internally whenever I do something 'cringe'

Crazy how the songs in playlist went from romantic, lovecore songs to depressive, unhealthy obsession songs...

I mean, it's technically still technically love-themed...

#pretty sure this doesn't make sense #bad english #like I went from Laufey to Overtonight (both are peak) 😭#im cryinf

Uuurghhhghhh I feel so drainedddd vxshrrou thatt was fun but I need to rechargdeed cuz can't respond to u properly.... Hgchiyd

#im talking to myself #i need to recharge #im so tired #why is it so exhausting to talk 2 ppl online for hours...?

I don't wanna get up. I don't wanna eat. I don't wanna wake up. I don't wanna sleep. I don't wanna talk about it

I hate this so much omd 🙄

Shut up.

Why are you nice to me? Why do I cringe when your nice to me? Please don't be mean to me. Please don't be mad at me. I'm sorry. I hate this. I don't hate you though. Ughshsgshsh

Idk how to describe how I'm feeling....

Why do I feel this way?

I FEEL SO FRUSTRATED AT MYSELF. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME. I HATE THIS.

I hate myself for feeling this way.

Wth happened to my voiceee????? 😭😭

Please please please please please please please please please please please pleasepleaseplease pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease notice me, say something to me 🙏🙏🙏

"but you only react with emojis!"

Yeah and? Doesn't change the fact I want to be noticed 😒😒

"they won't understand you... Or know it's you..."

...

And?

#attention seeking #i want attention #please notice me #i'm the problem #im talking to myself #no comments

anon1n

Woah, I'm not feel as angsty as usual... 😯😯

I think I'm getting better guys 😁😁😁

anon1n

... Hey so-

Why am I so bloody miserable????

It's not your fault, I'm the problem here. Bro, was being angsty bcuz of real life wasn't enough and I had to be angsty on online too?

Not gonna show it tho, I'm not that petty

#im talking to myself #i'm the problem #I'm tired #I hate this

anon1n

One thing I really hate about myself is that I really love attention, (who doesn't?) and I would feel bummed out whenever the person who's usually focused on me talks about another thing that's about them. Like, please, pay attention to me I need it. I want you to listen to me, and me only. Ask me questions about myself, idc how personal it is. Just keep paying attention to me and not on your friend. 😒

anon1n

*sighhhhh*

There really is something wrong with me-

Fr tho... Ushshksjs

#attention seeking #what do I say?#I still relate to this till this day-#it hurts #i want attention #someone give me the attention that I didn't get from my guardians in the past #...yeah #no comments...

Genuinely how.

Like... I guess ppl r just built different 😭😭

GENUINELY THO, HOW CAN U BE SO ENERGETIC?? AND Y WAS IT SO EASY FOR U TO GET ALONG WITH THEM WHILE IT TOOK ME

MONTHS

TO EVEN HOLD A PROPER CONVO!!

I guess not all of us r cut out for online interaction... 😭

#im talking to myself #what is my problem #damn...#how...? what kind of sorcerery is this...?#I want to talk about this to someone but I don't think they'll care #why do I make everything about myself????

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