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mental help needed /j prolly not safe to interact

[rosalietodd013]

I wasn’t originally going to post about this but then I remembered who I am and that I don’t care. I just read a post about someone dissing people who enjoy taboo fanfiction topics (noncon, incest, Yandere, etc) and I thought I’d give my two cents without putting them on blast.

I’m not here to be liked or seen as normal. That’s a y’all problem. What might be liked by one person isn’t going to be liked by everyone else. Some people, like me, use fanfiction as an outlet. I write about all the crazy, nasty, fun, unrealistic and downright despicable things that come to my mind because I can. Does that mean I wanna fuck a child or my sibling? Not at all. Does the idea of something taboo like that with a character I like turn me on? Hell yeah.

And anyone who says they don’t have a taboo thought or haven’t done something weird can stop lying to themselves. Especially those who won’t admit it yet feel the need to talk about others.

Let people do them. It’s literally not hurting anyone. Don’t agree? Too fucking bad. Keep scrolling or something.

[youmurderedmy]

[theotherpacman]

not all ships are For wanting them to be in a happy healthy relationship together. sometimes shipping two characters means you want them to be erotically obsessed with each other and become entwined in a mutually toxic love affair for a few months and then horrifically break each other's hearts and never speak again. sometimes you want them to be codependent best friends with enough repression to explode a submarine who only make out/have sex when they're at their worst. sometimes you want them to pine after each other for years, never say anything, and then die. sometimes you want them to kill each other. this, too, is shipping

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

just started watching house and I thought yall were exaggerating but no. every episode is just like three wrong diagnoses that almost kill the patient and then house is like "he has underwater skunk herpes" and they give the guy a new butthole and he's cured. and then house chugs vicodin while talking about wanting to rail wilson.

[headtraumasam]

what being a plaything does to a mf

[marsso0o]

[05-02-1983]

sam n dean beach time with @impalaphilia

dean throwing a bucket of water at sam and giggling and running into the surf

the sand is a sensory nightmare for sam

dean sticking a handful of sand down sams shirt - sam's outraged yelp

dean shirtless and sam wearing a rash guard. sam not taking off his shirt bc hes self conscious about his body :) but his hard nips through stretchy fabric

sams trying to put sunscreen on dean after putting it on himself but dean is like nah. dean gets the worst sunburn ever

dean will help sam put sunscreen on his back but hes not wearing any

sam slapping his hand on dean's sunburned back and dean screaming

both boys so incredibly pale

sam grimacing as he sits in the sand while dean is flopping in the water. deans making stupid noises in the sea and sam is doing that lovesick smile thing he does. squinting in the sun

finally dean annoys sam enough ( drags sam ) into the water and they splash each other and horse around

dean is totally terrorizing sunbathing girls but sam is the one who gets hit on without trying. the lifeguard tightened her bikini for him meanwhile dean's getting empty white claw cans thrown at him

dean getting invited to beach volleyball and a hotter guy absolutely spiking that shit into his face while sam lounges under the umbrella drinking a beer and laughing at him

a girl asks dean to get her and her friend a drink and by the time dean trudges back from the food stand theyre gone

sam's rashguard. dean whining at sam to take it off. sammmm you're never gonna tan like that sam cmon why are you some kind of prude now sam sammm sammmyyyyyyyyyy. take it offffff. you look like a virgin sammm you look like a doucheee. and the rash guard is a white turtleneck with aqua green palm tree pattern sleeves. it is really ugly

also dean parking the impala realllllly far away so it doesnt get the sea air and sand near it lol. making sam beat all the sand out of their clothes before getting back inside lmfao

sam whining in his bad flip flops as they walk back (deans wearing his regular shoes with no socks). my feet hurt all grumbly

one of sam's flip flops got lost in the sea. salmon pink flipflop from the gas station bobbing up and down on the waves. dean, heroically: dont worry sammy i got it. cue dean badly flopping around NOT getting it. he cannot swim that far there's no way. "im not going after a stupid girl shoe anyway". sam crying laughing. he's like fully doubled over in tears sobbing wheezing

theyre old man. their first vacation in years. maybe post chuck too.

dean's standing in the water just struck dumb and falling in love all over again.

sams trying to read a book under an umbrella. dean splashes around and flirts with younger girls and eventually tires himself out, falls asleep in the sun next to sam. sam puts a towel over him so he doesnt burn. dean snores really loud. sam is very fond looking over at him. for the first time in so long sam feels almost peaceful. and dean obviously feels peaceful because he's passed out next to sam. like their beach bag has their guns and ammo and ruby's knife obviously but still

someone walks by while sam is arranging the towel over dean and talks to sam assuming that dean is sams husband

dean trying to fly a kite. really failing at it too. string gets all tangled. and sam is like youre doing it so wrong. dean accidentally knocking a kid over in the water, and sam apologizing for dean.

sam and dean gettign recruited to help rebuild a sandcastle that dean accidentally walks through. sam taking it all seriously and making it really good

some younger smoking hot guy hits on sam and sam gets super flustered. stammering and EVERYTHING and dean gets territorial. "you got a problem?" dean is pudgier now and the hot guy is shredddedddd. slinging na arm around sam's shoulders like heyyy are you talking to sam? (threateningly jovial) and the guy is like oh sorry dude didnt know he was taken and dean just says he's my little brother (threat) and the guy is now confused. cue dean slamming back a few beers and closing the cooler lid really hard. sam looks back at hot guy. dean notices, muttering cheater under his breath and sam's instinctively like WHAT? NO. and then he squints and he's like dean, <- in That sam voice. sam then defends himself by saying hes not my type!!!!!! also did you see him? he was probably, at best, 24! dean, slightly less meanly, is like. "cradle robber." sam: and im not gay! you know that! dean gives an "i dunno about that" evil sideye. coughs really loud and calls him a fag. and sam is like ok so were you begging me to let you hit last night or was that just my stress induced nightmare.

cue group of gays who walk by and whistle at sam and wink and sam exasperatedly sighs and deans like vibrating like a chihuahua see? see!! deansam argument gets a little loud and the passerby are like ope. theyre fightinggg. some older women are like wow theyre just like me and my husband. sam finally just says. you want fish n chips. and deans like. yeah i want fish n chips. and then they flirt idiotically over dinner at a picnic table. stealing each others food. dean forcing sam into trying deans weird sauce mixture. sam's like you're disgusting and dean's like ok well you're uptight. dean gets a massive ice cream cone and sam doesnt but sam keeps looking at it finally asks for a lick and then they share the rest while dean smirks at him.

sams complaining there's sand in his jeans and now they have to do laundry and dean is already drooling over the idea of sam standing in the laundromat in his underwear, which is dean's favorite thing,

they pass out to nascar on the bad motel seaside tv

they have a hunt the next day and it's back to the bloodshed and everything. massive fight and life or death and all tense awful toxicity. in the middle of it all, sam is so angry at dean for violating him once again he is staring out the passenger window, theyve been drivibg for five hours in the dark and silence, and sam finds sand in the crevice of the doorhandle and nearly bursts into tears. btw dean is still sunburned so hes extra on edge

the beach day. sam holding the memory like a promise to get thru the bad days.

[anonymous-lair]

so cool pls don't lose hands

[animentality]

[anonymous-lair]

so DIVA💜 😭😭😭

[basementdweller91]

think about other hunters hearing tales of john’s boys; those winchester brothers. those two boys who were always a little too close together growing up, practically sitting on each other when they could. the small quiet one and the bigger brash one. john’s a handful on his own but those two are a separate ballpark entirely. try and separate them and you’ll get teeth marks from the little on and a new slice in your shirt from the bigger one.

then they grew up, the small one being the big one now, towering over everyone and everything w ease. still shy and gentle but now he knows how to act human. the older one is now smaller, but still huge compared to the rest of the hunters. he’s still bold and brash and loud but there’s a new carefulness behind his actions, like the loudness is a front.

somehow, older, they’re even more entwined. they finally learned that sitting on top of each other is weird, but they are still very close. they’ll watch each other too. you just have to hope they’re listening if your speaking because of how much they aren’t looking at anyone but each other.

there are rumors about why they’re never seen w a girl. close quarters and no privacy, some say they stopped looking outside their little bubble of existence and go to each other for anything a girl would be of use for. but it’s hard to pinpoint what’s a hickey and bitemark compared to bruises and monster bites.

all in all, hunters know to stay clear of those two in you can, and if you can’t, for all that’s holy don’t piss them off

[anonymous-lair]

stop you're making us obsessed with your post like the LETTERS the COMBINATION of letters you TYPED yk?????

[anonymous-lair]

supernatural is like a drug

it kills you with each passing moment but you can't just quit

/hj we're just tired of constant plot twists sibs stop let us catch up 💔💔💔

[rowenasd4ughter]

i think we don’t talk enough about how sam is equally as obsessed with dean as his brother, he just shows it in a different way - or represses it more. the shaking, the overthinking, his brain deactivating when he’s with dean because he knows he’s safe. i’m sure sam was the one who started their romantic/sexual relationship as dean felt like it was too wrong, after all he raised sam - but sam always reassured him. i love their love.

[wincestmaxxing]

imagine supernatural having an entire episode with the premise of a monster who emulates a victim's deepest/ideal desire/love, and when it preys on dean, it emulates his little brother. imagine, too, that said monster — a siren — tells dean that what he wanted/needed "wasn't some bitch in a g-string"; dean wanted/needed his brother. now you have the fourth season's fourteenth episode, sex and violence.

[anonymous-lair]

no fucking kidding but we got so obsessed over the line "no, I gave him what he wanted. and it wasn't some bitch in g-string. it was you" for no absolute reason to the point we almost quote it right

help needed indeed

[anonymous-lair]

hi

no info here