If Drew was willing to arrange for you to be with him in Charleston and do the usual things you guys get into, such as probably catch up, drink, or something, stuff that leads's into sex, not that it always has too, sometimes people can just sleep over and be laid up, or sexual about it, would you go? And if you stated you don't have deep feelings for him, such as being inlove for him but caring about him, and his sex is not up to par for your standards, so it's not you being dickmatized. What more do you want from him at this point if he isn't the commitable type ? If he gifts you things, like he said, he does fly you out. You guys hook up here and there, and he has you sign a NDA which means he wants nothing or any strings attached what is your reasoning for coming forward with admitting you been sleeping with him because if it where me the Russian government couldn't get this information out of me taking it to the grave like if you knew he wanted something casual and you consented to that what did he do to you that wasn't okay for you to in your eyes felt like you wanted to be believed like the metoo moment women ?
I wasn’t given the impression that things were “no strings attached” after multiple times and the stuff we’ve done, it’s normal to sign ndas even for jobs and even to be friends with ppl or go in their homes which I do all the time.
it’s just.. my feelings matter just as much as anyone else’s and I am still having awful internal conflict about the entire situation. It hurt my feelings that people didn’t believe me in the beginning but the people I’ve spoken to with the same stories validate my feelings. like I know I’m not fucking crazy, I’m being played.
In the beginning I was salty as fuck because his actions were not lining up with his words and I felt (and still do feel) betrayed and I’ve been lied to like a mf.
I should not have been the other woman. And for him to lie about it too? Odessa fucking knows and even she won’t talk to me or own up to any of it.
It’s giving she knew about me the whole time and doesn’t care. Or bc of her NDA, idk 🤷♀️
If it was a simple “hey let’s just hook up this one time at this place” that woulda been fine but why would he do ALL of the things he did with me and say all the stuff he said to me, and still talk to me like nothing happened? Why does he actively reach out to me still.
I genuinely thought in the beginning that if I exposed him online like this, maybe Odessa would see it bc she’s always chronically online and maybe she would publicly be like “yeah it’s true” then D would have a wake up call, lose all his bitches, because I KNOW he has them, i know girls might come forward publicly if O did, and D would stop doing the shitty shit he’s been doing behind closed doors. And stop being reckless with Xanax and bullshit like that. If he gets exposed on hollywood news level or be threatened with blacklisting he might get his act together for the sake of his career.
He did get into a disagreement with des about her following him around everywhere and I thought for sure she would be just as salty as me and finally say something about him being an ass.
Then again Odessa is under a NDA too so it makes sense why she won’t fucking talk.
my guess is that lately she has been indirectly confirming that she’s gonna start being with other people and not D since this has happened. bc she can’t break the NDA and verbally confirm or deny that she was ever with him.
Anyway there’s nothing wrong with D being single and hoeing around just don’t be cumming in bitches like that and buying them fucking dresses and necklaces and hotels.
Like ???? You fuck around like THAT? every person I’ve talked to, their experience is almost spot on, exactly the same, WITHOUT me even telling them the details I haven’t shared with anyone. It’s uncanny. Some things just aren’t common in every single man and these women knew the details.
*Make an anonymous social media account if you want to tell me about your experience.*
i guess there’s been some progress in him because he was on set sober a lot. I’m sure everyone else who saw him in Charleston can attest to his behavior being pretty docile. And he’s put on a few lbs.
(“That’s cool” “that’s really cool” “nice, that’s cool” “cool cool” he says that a lot when he’s nervous or shy or caught off guard while talking to people, pretty good indicator that he’s sober, and when he looks up like he’s scanning his brain. when he’s not sober he’s in general more relaxed and makes eye contact. he has more anxiety when he’s sober.)
He didn’t get out of control drinking lately in Charleston, and he didn’t act a fool. Good for him. And he was pretty happy.-
(Idk if he’s on set rn but dude kooks are filming right now in the city for a little bit💅)
-Anyway after the last few times seeing him, which was different, I guess that’s progress. Idk if he’s just trying to protect his image after this came out because Odessa told him, or if he’s actually making progress and actually feeling happy, and actually making better choices.
like I’ve said before, we don’t talk about feelings and shit. It’s just small talk and seeing each other for short periods.
Idk I’m foreal just tired. I’ve just been waiting it out, hoping shit changes. How long is too long to wait? I was almost 🤏at my breaking point when I said I was going to post it all. I cried and cried and then went right back to him.
I still have every bit of information I’d need to expose him, like… bad bad bad shit.
but do I wanna give him a chance? HOW do I know what to do? This shit makes me sick. 🫤
you’re right, I’m not that dickmatized and he’s been mean as hell for 50% of the time we’ve been in this *era* but I’m sorta attached. It’s toxic and terrible. But I like the other side.
but it’s too late to go back probably. 😭
it’s just a constant battle. until you’ve been in a toxic ass relationship as a grown adult and not a little 21yr old you just can’t understand. Especially with the pressure that comes with secrecy and paparazzi and feeling unwanted but also ONLY lusted after, not knowing where the guy you’re fucking is, and seeing him all over social media with girls who idolise him, having to watch my back in public to make sure nobody recognizes me or figures out who I am, and I can’t acknowledge him if I ever see him out in the open anywhere, it all just fucking sucks. Is it my fault? Maybe it is now, because I still can’t leave or say it’s over but I’m holding onto that tiny hope that he’ll straighten out his life and stop screwing around. Like, he didn’t set any expectations and now I’m hurt. Yea yea yea okay
If Odessa or anyone else were to post this exact story publicly u guys would eat it tf up. 🫤
