dear god am I confused holy shit. gahhh relationships, dynamics with people, friendships, fucking everything AGHHHHH. the need to go into the woods and become a moss hermit is strong. I can subsist on substrate and moss and millipedes if needed.

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dear god am I confused holy shit. gahhh relationships, dynamics with people, friendships, fucking everything AGHHHHH. the need to go into the woods and become a moss hermit is strong. I can subsist on substrate and moss and millipedes if needed.
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When your phone is at 69%
When it drops to 66%
hey does anyone want to cry with me over phil's soft, exasperated "daniel" when he's helping dan with the mushroom outfit
incoming love train! I appreciate you and recognize the amazing presence you have on this site, thank you for contributing to our community! send this to all the blogs you love! don't forget to spread the love. 💌
JAYMEE☹️💗💗 tysm for this i appreciate that so much sobsosbosbsonob sry im not as active here or on the discord anymore guys i m trying my best😭
Haven't posted in a while but I didn't forget..
The main thing that has happened was earlier today in therapy. My therapist asked if I love or am in love with my husband, when I asked her the difference and she told me. My answer was "I'm in love with Nova" I started crying and I heard my therapist say "yes" all calm. Like she knew what my answer was before I did..
and now I'm in a tougher spot because. I love my husband of 5yrs and father of my 3 children (pregnancy is #3) but I'm IN love with my friend that I've known for 6 months.
I truly didn't know the difference until now, and to actually admit these things out loud just makes me think. If I didnt get pregnant the first time, would I be married now?
He came home
Update on the dnd avatar game I'm putting together(with the help of many wonderful people! And their cool suggestions!), I'm writing down the ideas and with help of one of my good friends(who aren't on the discord server)and writing some stats and mods for the basic functions. I'm going to put it in a document when its finished and post it here, or in the discord server I made a while ago. Hopefully within the year, we can start our first test runs of the game but I cannot guarantee it.
Thanks for being so patient!