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STEDDIE/20/BI/she/her BE NICE PLEASE!!

[anonymousstoryteller2000]

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[harringtondale]

these steddie shots are so underrated. the way Steve has his hand on Eddie’s back in the left shot; Steve is being so soft with Eddie and it’s just so rare to see from him like I’ve never seen him act this way with a guy his age before. and the way they’re standing so close on the right that their hands are almost touching??

[resande]

"And if i won't be able to kiss your fingertips in this lifetime, then i'll kiss every dot, on these papers of mine, trying not to drown them out of existence. Because, when you'll leave out of this town, eventually

These will be the only thing i'll have left from you."

[bpillustrated]

he’s gentle when he wants to be

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[anonymousstoryteller2000]

The present moment

Part 1 // Part 2

"Okay, so what was it you wanted to talk about"? You said, looking into his teary, big brown eyes

"You know exactly what I wanna talk about y/n don't bullshit me"

"Why.did.you.leave," he asked, pausing at every word before he finished his sentence

"I don't wanna talk about it, eddie, not right now." You put your head down, knowing you can't look into his eyes at this moment.

"Please y/n talk to me an tell me why you left , that's all I want Is a answer why you left that day why you ran out of chaple,my life,our friends life,hawdinks, you just dissappear and 6 years later you show up back into our life's getting married to the dip shit that bullied us all our life. He huffed frustrated just by thinking about it . So tell me, why did you ?"He asked, searching for an answer in your eyes

"Because .... :

"Because what y/n wake up and tell Me ? He asked as anger rise into him

"because I- DIDN'T WANT TO SEE YOU MARRY SOMEONE THAT WASN'T ME OKAY!! "

He looks at you will guilt in his eyes confused by this all but it hits him all at once....

"Oh baby , y/n, look at me ,please look at me.

" I can't eddie it hurts ,

he sees the tears in your eyes running down your red puffy cheeks .

"I'm sorry, eddie, but I can't do this right now , I'm gonna need you to leave,"

"no, no, I need you to say it"

Leave eddie...

"No, say it. Tell me what I need to hear"

"NO EDDIE LEAVE !!!"

"NO Y/N SAY IT TELL ME THE TRUTH I NEED TO HEAR IT COME FROM YOU"

he said, taking your face into his hands.

" SAY IT ! PLEASE ."

"LEAVE EDWARD!" You say annoyed by it all

"please y/n baby don't leave me agian I want you to say it tell me how you feel fuck I could care less if you slapped me around I just need you to tell me how you really feel."

He looks inro your teary eyes not ready for might come

"I-i love you eddie I have since we were 12 God I love you so fucken much it hurts it really does the day I found out you got with chrissy was the day your broke my heart and the fucked up thing about it all is that you didn't even know but what hurt the worse was when you decided to marry her ,that fucked me up I didn't wanna see you get married to someone else I wanted to be the one you got married to I want to be her ,but what I know is that I'll never be the ONE AND ONLY CHRISSY CUNNINGHAM and im okay with that eddie ....:

you looked at him with all the emotions you had left in you

"You moved on, and I needed to do what was best what was best for me and what was best for us , "

"cause if j couldn't have you as someone, I see spending the rest of my life with What was the point of having you in my life at all."

Oh........

" so their that why I left. Are you happy now?"You cross your arms together

He didn't answer, taking in all this information so new to him ...

You felt the same

You loved him

"Leave eddie," you say, trying not to make eye contact with him

"Y/n, look at me please," he said, trying to get your attention m

A knock comes from the door

"Give us a second, please, " eddie yells at the unknown person

"Y/n baby, please look at me please", " he pled with teary eyes

You look at him not ready for what he might say or do that can only hurt you worse then before

Y/n , I love you too God I been in love with you sience I was 10 when I first saw you at the trailer with your short pig tails in your over all on all cover in mud I felt like I found my person, my other hafe I was just scared ro tell you cause I didn't wanna lose you" he looked down at your hands" but I guess that's already happening" he quickly said

The door knocks get lounder

Edward munson, get out here now !

"Shit chrissy "! He forgot all along about her too wrapped inro this moment with yiu

"You should go eddie can't keep your wife waiting "

"Y/n let ne finish please," he pled

"No, please go and tell Wayne I'm ready for him to take me down the aisle. "

"Y/n!"

No eddie go

Baby

"Don't !I'm sorry, but right now isn't the best time for us "

"Like they say, right person, wrong time tears peak into your eyes once again

Eddie turns his Hill, heading for the door but stopping to say one more thing

"Y/n just to let you know I will always love you, quickly wiping his face before turning the door knob heading inro the main room with chrissy.

Great, even the one moment you had you screwd it up

"You sure you're ready for this?" wayne asked you, taking your arms inro his

"Yeah I am wayne thank again for walking me down the isle would be really embarrassed if I went myself you know since my dad never gave a shit" you bowed your head letting the emotions run threw you

"No problem pumpkin remember you mean so much to me and eddie. We would do anything for you" he smiled

Yeah, that all you had was wayne and eddie. You needed them in your life

You needed your other hafe

You needed eddie

Wayne walks you down the isle you look up at Jason he's all teary eyes confused on if it happiness or regret

You stand with all your bride maids who are mostly Jason's sisters and his cousins. You had really had no one to be with you from your side, so that would have to do .

You look at everyone in the chaple, happy to have all your loved ones here .You see chrissy hugging onto eddie arms tight and and the way eddie looks at you makes you what to. just go up to him, hug him.

You see Robin with Vicki annoying your gaze you couldn't blame her for it either .Dustin made contact with your gaze knowing his head for confirmation telling you its your choice not theirs .

In a couple of minutes everything will change

You'll be married to jason carver you'll be a carver

This wasn't right

At all

But it was for the best

Chrissy was a munson

She took your spot their nothing you could do to win it over ....

Jason takes your attention off of the crowed putting his hands on your cheek rubbing his thumb onto your cheekbone

"Hey, it's alright baby just breath relax once where done here. I will get some alone time,he" smirked, letting out a quiet laugh, showing his dimples off. You studied his blue eyes staring stat....

Did he really love you ?

Was this how love felt like ?

Eddie looks at you with sadness in his eyes he has chrissy wrapped around his arms ,something was off sith her but be want really focused on her as he was you standing their looking beautiful red wedding dress and he looked at Jason anger risesinro him picking at his pants leg goings up and down waiting

Just waiting

Dustin can see his sad friend ....

This want right

Something needs to be done

It's time

Jason took your hand rubbing your knuckles. You looked into his blue eyes, confused .

Did you really love him

Or did you just not want to be alone

Jason, you may start

Andy pats Jason on the shoulder, passing him the letter

Y/n

I know we started out rough. I know this doesn't seem all right, but I'm a changes man and a changed man wants ro make this right for you,to be honest I had a huge crush on you back in highschool, you where scary don't get me wrong,but God you are sexy .ever since I saw you that day at the bar I knew I had ro take my chances with you ,for you to know the real me ,the real Jason not just some dush bage jock, but me Jason, spending everyday with you makes me flutter with love that I have never felt in a while you make me a better man you make me wanna do better for me,for us and maybe someday we can start a family together have little carver running around in our big house with a big backyard and everything we dreamed of.youd something else I needs in my life something new for me to love and to care for .that why I wanna marry, I wanna have a life with you y/n.i life you need

I love you, y/n ,

And forever will Ms.carver

THAT

WAS

THE

SHITTEST

VOWS

I

EVER

HEARD.

Eddie wanted to punch the guy. What type of vows are those you were me, then just a pretty face, you were sweet, kind funny, smart everything he wanted

If eddie didn't deserve you ,Jason didn't deserve you either

"Y/n, it's your turn "

Um-okay.......

WAIT!!!!!

DON'T !

PLEASE !

STOP!

WAYNE WHAT ARE DOING..eddie.asked

Son, shut up....I'm doing what right. I'm not letting yall leave without each other. Wayne goes to the front, taking your hand, taking you to where sits eddie and chrissy now where gonna be adult about this and let it out this isn't the first time I had fo sit yall down after s fight ,you smirked remember all the little fights yall would get inro just for Wayne to sit yall down to talk it out,it alwsy ended that way.

"Now speak "

Nothing

Nothing

Still waiting

"GOD DAMN IT ILLL SPEAK" Dustin says

"EDDIE YOUR IN LOVE WITH Y/N NOT CHRISSY AND Y/N YOUR IN LOVE WITH EDDIE NOT JASON OK ....GOOD NOW SPEAK ASS HATS."

'WHAT YOUR IN LOVE WITH Y/N" chrissy added, getting up from her seat, angry

I- i- eddie stuttered

"GOD AFTER GIVING YOU A CHANCE YOU STILL GO FOR THE LOW LIFE LIKE YOU I SHOULD OF SAW IT COMING !"

"CALL HER THAT AGIAN CHRISSY I SWEAR A BULLET MIGHT ACCIDENTALLY GO THREW YOU," Nancy added..

EXUSE ME.....you said in disbelief sweet innocence chrissy wa not so innocent now.

"WAIT, SO YOUR NOT IN LOVE WITH ME.Y/N ?"Jason implied

"I-NO SORRY."

Jason laughed, 'OKAY, THIS IS GREAT NEWS !"

What? " You looked at him, questioning him

"To be honest, I only wanted to marry you to get back at chrissy for marrying the freak "

"Come on y/n if eddie over here doesn't wanna marry you what made you think I did"

Your eyes start to tear up

Your just a joke to them

TO EVEEYONE

WOW

'AND EDDIE I ONLY MARRIED YOU TO GET BACK AT JASON CAUSE  I KNOW HE DOESNT EVEN LIKE YOU ,I MEAN COME ON EDDIE WHO EVER WOULD I BARLEY EVEN REMEMBERED YOU ,I WAS JUST TRYING RO BE NICE THE DAY WE MET FOE SOME WEED AND LOOK WHERE THAT GOT ME ....IM A MUNSON NOW GOD YOU KNOW HOW DISSIPOINTED MY PARENTS WHERE. "she screamed out inro the open stomping her leg.

silence took over the chaple

Blank stairs from everyone

"I gotta go. I'm sorry, everyone,"you said quickly, running away

OH THEIR SHE GOES AGIAN RUNNING AWAY chrissy added

"Will you shut this bitch up" Robin spoke out loud for everyone to hear

Eddie chased after you this time

Y/N!! STOP PLEASE he begged

I DONT WANNA TALK RIGHT NOW

Y/N PLEASE!!

WHAT EDDIE WHAT DO YOU WANT,!

DO YOU LOVE ME he asked

Eddie ....

ANSWER THE DAMN QUESTION Y/N DO YOU LOVE ME !!!!

I DONT KNOW EDDIE ...JUST PLEASE you begged not trying to look into his teary eyes.

Y/N BABY PLEASE JUST ANSWER  he begged getting up close to you holding your face in your

I DONT KNOW EDDIE I JUAT NEED TIME....... ALONE

HOW LONG DO YOU NEED !

I DONT KNOW EDDIE  I -ITS NOT THS BEST TIME FOR US RIGHT NOW

WHAT!

I NEED TIME EDDIE TO FINE MYSELF FOR YOU TO FIND YOU SELF, LIKE THEY SAID WHERE UNLOVABLE ,HOW CAN WE LOVE EACHOTHER WHEN WE CANT LOVE OURSELVES

PLEASE DONT .... he sniffed, trying to hold his emotions in.

IM SORRY EDDIE BUT RIGHT NOW ISNT THE BEST TIME FOR US ..

PLEASE DONT Y/N YOUR KILLING ME BABY he begged holding onto you tighter not wanting to let you go.

MAYBE SOME DAY WILL BE WITH EACHOTHER, IN THE FUTURE, BUT NOW ISN'T THE BEST ,you put your head down in Shame and guilt running threw your body

NO ! NO ! NO! DONT SAY THAT DONT RUN AWAY FROM ME Y/N .He cried out loud tears all over his face, his hair everywhere

IM NOT RUNNING AWAY THIS ISN'T A GOODBYE EDDIE .

WHAT IS IT THEN ....

I DONT KNOW  EDDIE ,MAYBE SOMEDAY IN THE FUTURE WILL FINE EACHOTHER ....

NO, I NEED YOU NOW PLEASE DONT LEAVE YOUR ME YOUR MY OTHER HAFE WE CAN LOVE EACHOTHER TOGETHER ,I LOVE YOU y/n

I always have

I KNOW EDDIE ...

you kiss on the forehead one last time

I'll see you around eddie ,wait for me okay you said

IY/N PLEASE NOT YOU .....

Eddie...

No, listen to me, you're not leaving. I need you, okay?...whatever you're going through? I will be their by your side okay ,you need me. I need you, so no, not again....your not leaving me

"I love you"

You're it for me, okay, so it's either you stay with me and figure this shit out or you lose me....lose us forever. "

Pick?

Let's just say you were happy with what you picked......

Saturday 1999

12:03 am

You wake up in from the bright sun outside shining from your window and the noise of birds chirping in the early morning, you cheak the left side of your bed noticing it empty you quickly get up sliding on your slippers heading down straight

You call his name

In here.!

You enter the kitchen ro see your bf cooking at the stove with only joggers on with a kitchen towel on his shoulders

"Good morning, baby, "he said, kissing you

'"Morning eddie "

"Are you okay ?"he asked." Look like you saw a ghost "he joked, widening his eyes

"No, just everything right, you know it feels wired....I feel happy I feel free and complete!

"Me two me two baby," sddis goes, behind you, wrapping his arms around you, kissing your neck and your face all over.

"I love you"

"I love you"

He smiles, smacking your ass which caused you to squirm

"Oh the letters are on the table if you want to put them in the envelope so we can send them out already"

"Okay !"

You walked over to the table, seeing the letters happy at your decisions. You made

The future is your present moment......

~ Save the date~

For the celebration of

EDWARD MUNSON AND Y/N Y/L/N

9/18/99

Located at Garden Chapel in New York City

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Yeah that sounds more like it......

"BREAKFAST IS READY."

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"I BURNT THE EGGS"..".AGIAN":.....

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"MY BAD!"

Also, thank you. @wendyfawcett for letting me you use one of your ideas and for letting me continue on with it!

[andvys]

Everlong / part seven

Warnings: 18+, angst, physical fight, blood, sexual harassment (someone touches readers thigh without permission but she stands up for herself and Steve defends her), reader uses a gun, smut, breeding kink, jealous!Eddie, daddy kink, mentions of pregnancy 

Pairings: Eddie Munson x fem!reader / Steve Harrington x fem!reader / implied Steddie x fem!reader (?) 

Summary: After weeks of avoiding you, Steve finally finds the courage to face you and apologize to you which may or may not end with a broken heart. 

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The hideout was never really crowded, only a few town residents occupied the tables and the chairs at the bar, though the group of men that would always sit at the biggest table by the windows were loud enough to for you to think that half of the town were in here, no one ever minded them though, they are kind and never start any fights.

There’s five of them– the five drunks, Eddie always jokes about.

Tonight, the bar is more crowded, you don’t see many women around and it makes you a little uneasy. Usually, Robin and the rest of your friends would be here to watch Eddie play but Robin and Nancy left for college again. 

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[anonymousstoryteller2000]

OMG I NEED ......WHAT I THINK IT IS

[dulcecherub]

Group Dynamic

Steddie x latina reader

They all knew about you, Eddie and Steve never shut up about how amazing you are. How pretty, how you had a voice of an angel. You were all they could talk about. It kind of made them uncomfortable knowing both of their friends liked you so much. Just because they knew how it would go. An argument could occur splitting the group in two. Dustin was getting the most frustrated out of everyone. He was the one closest to both Steve and Eddie. He had to fix this before things became a disaster. You’d been too busy staring at the book in your hand, before you heard slamming of hands on the table. You jumped, confused.

“Oh, Dustin what brings you here?” You say, relieve washing over you knowing it was him. But that feeling left as paranoia settled in. Dustin didn’t look happy and Dustin never got upset with you.

“You need to stop this. Do you think it’s fair?” He asked, menacingly. Which was very unlike him as well. You clinched your book, put off by how he was acting. The way he was treating you.

“What are you talking about? I haven’t done anything?” You asked. You seriously had no idea where this was coming from. You wanted to run and Dustin never made you feel like that.

“I’m talking about Steve and Eddie. You know they both like you.” He said accusingly. Your heart fluttered at the sound of both of their names. And the fact that your friend Vivienne had been right. They both had a crush on you.

“I- Dustin I didn’t know I swear.”

“You’re ruining things between all of us. If things go south and they decide to fight over you. It’s gonna ruin everything.” His words cut at you like a knife. You didn’t mean to ruin things. Didn’t mean to ruin their friendship. Your throat felt like it was on fire, one you didn’t know how to put out.

“I-I’m sorry.” You said, before getting up and running off. That was the last time anyone from the gang had spoken to you. Everyone from Nancy, Robin, Jonathan, even Argyle tried to reach out to you. But you’d gone cold turkey on them. Dustin felt the guilt eating him alive. He didn’t realize how harsh he was being until he saw you from a distance. Wiping the tears off your face.

“What the hell did we do? I just don’t understand. I thought things were good. I mean she-she.” Steve said, he had been pacing back and forth. They were all in Steve’s living room. His parents were never home so he had the house to himself. Eddie was on the floor, not speaking. He didn’t know what to make of any of it.

“Maybe, maybe she got eaten by a bear?” Argyle said. Then without even waiting for a response. “Yeah man, I think that’s what happened. Oh no, I really liked her. She would share her pepino con chile with me.” He said sadly.

Dustin felt the guilt building and building.

“Argyle you can’t just say that.” Robin said, pointing at both Eddie’s and Steve’s worried faces.

“It was my fault! It was my fault okay! God, you guys can’t-.”

“Woah, what do you mean by your fault?” Eddie said, finally speaking up. He’d been quiet and not his normal self the entire week. Dustin swallowed before he spoke.

“I kindofwentoffonheraboutherruiningthegroup dynamicifshetriedtogetwitheitherSteveorEddie.” Dustin said quickly.

“You what?” Steve asked, his tone sounded dangerous. Lucas and Mike stared at each other. Max and El were next to them as well as will. They didn’t look happy either.

“You didn’t you shithead.” Max said.

“I did.” Dustin said, his voice quiet.

“How did you understand what he said?” Argyle asked. “I unfortunately can understand dumbass.” Max said. Argyle nodded like if it was a fact.

“So hold on. What I’m understanding is you went off on her because she might ruin things for the group. Over Eddie and Steve?” Nancy asked.

Dustin nodded slowly.

“Dustin, you’re a major butthead.” Steve said grabbing his keys. Eddie got up from the floor and followed him out the door.

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“I like this song we wrote better. It speaks for all of us. Well everyone expect Dylan. But since we’re all officially sad over someone. Or someone’s for your case.” Your friend Vivienne said. Charlie, your drummer patted you on the shoulder.

You ignored what she said. “Come on, let’s play it than.” Vivienne grabbed her bass guitar. The rest of the band went towards their respective instruments and began to play.

“I’m scared… it feels like you don’t care.” You sang into the mic, closing your eyes. “Enlighten me my dear. Why am I still here?”

You opened your eyes to walk over to Dylan who was on the piano.

“I’m sick of waiting patiently for someone that won’t even arrive.”

Katherine who played lead guitarist shared a look with Ben who was Dylan’s boyfriend. He turned to Dylan. Who shrugged her shoulders. The song was depressing but it was expressing everything you needed it too.

“Woah…”

Little did you know, Steve and Eddie could hear you. The rest of the gang had followed them. After the whole events they’d dealt with. They’d grown a bad case of separation anxiety. So they were always around the other. That’s why Dustin had reacted the way he did. You didn’t know this of course. You were new in town and had chalked up a lot of it to rumors.

“In the back of my mind, I killed you. And I didn’t even regret it.” You sang.

Once the song was over, Charlie got off his drum set and pointed into the air with his drumsticks. “No one can never not say I don’t make good songs.” He said, it was true. He had gotten his heartbroken by a girl the following week. He had showed the song he made to you. Charlie rarely ever wrote the music. So this girl had really broken his heart.

“It was really good Char.” Ben said, a small smile on his face. You smiled at Charlie too. Your mind went to the group. But it then settled on Eddie and Steve. If you had to disappear from their lives. So be it.

“Okay, another song.” You said. Dustin knocked on one of the wooden chairs, making everyone in your band jump. They turned to look over and saw the group standing together. Eddie and Steve eyes widen by how Dustin caught your attention. A knot knit itself in your throat. You couldn’t help it, tears were fighting it’s way out. Katherine held your hand, rubbing circles on the outside of your hand.

“Uh beautiful song.” Steve said, awkwardly. You awkwardly stared at them. This wasn’t how you expected to see them again. All together, probably heard the song you sang. It might have be Charlie’s song but you felt every word you sang.

Eddie had a mesmerized sad expression on his face. Steve gulped, desperately wanting you to respond. You stared back, your eyes unexpectedly landed on Nancy. She had a small smile on her face, an awkward one. Nancy had always been very awkward to you. Maybe it had to do with the fact that you had managed to get Steve. Managed to make his heart sing for another.

“Thanks.” You finally said, “Charlie wrote it.”

Charlie raised his hand in acknowledgement. He looked at you expectantly. Not sure what to say or do next. You climbed down the stairs of the stage, walking straight for them.

“Let’s have this conversation more privately.”

Once away from your band, you managed to hear their side of the story. Dustin apologizing profusely, you reached your hand out to stop him from speaking.

“No, you’re right. I did sort of barge my way into your group. That’s my fault, just know I wont be bothering you guys anymore. I didn’t mean to cause any riffs in your friend group. I apologize if I made a mess-.”

“No, no!” Steve said, “We want you in our group. We want you to be apart of what we have. We don’t want you to feel like a burden. That’s why we’re here.”

“Yeah, you make me feel safer than anyone ever truly has.” Max said, adding on. El nodded in agreement.

“Yeah, you’ve even made me feel heard. I never really feel that I have many friends.” Nancy said. Your heart warmed at that. At everything they were saying.

“Yeah plus I miss your pepino con chile. Shit was delicious.” Argyle said, a weed induced smile on his lips. You smiled back at him. Eddie cleared his throat, almost like he was waiting on his turned to speak.

“And you already know how much I care about you. So please can we just go back to normal?” Eddie said bluntly.

You let out a laugh and nodded your head. Both Steve and Eddie ran into your arms, you engulfed them into you. The rest of them did the same. You’d always belonged in the group. You spoke to Dustin in private, explained how your intentions are never to split the team. You saw how ironclad their love was for each other. Understood something deeper kept them together. And you were not here to break that.

[sweet-villain]

Just A Small Thought~ Older Eddie/Older Steve

Tagging : @woahlifehitsyahuh @cinemaquinn @pleasantlycrazyworld. @moonchildquinn @haileighboi @ceriseheaven @witchy-munson

Summary : Older Eddie is jealous that you found love with older Steve after you two ended things.

He nursed his drink in his hands as he stared at the chipped table. Why was here? He didn't feel like he belonged sitting right at this spot with Nancy laughing at something that Robin had said. He paid no attention to it as the feeling of seeing you again was eating him alive. Have you moved on? How were you doing?

Robin had kept in touched with as well as Nancy as they both chose to not tell Eddie about your dating life. They both planned a reunion for everyone to reunite to catch up on everyone's lives.

" She is defiantly coming, I've spoken on the phone with her yesterday" Robin says, nodding her head as she looks towards the door. Her eyes glance down briefly to see Eddie's reaction but he was too busy staring at whatever drink he ordered in his hands. She shot a look towards Nancy who threw her a thin smile and shook her head.

She.

That was the code that they were talking about you. You had moved out of Hawkins after the break up with Eddie, it was too hard staying in a small town where you were bound to bump into him. What you didn't know was a certain someone bumped into you the streets near your home. Surprise to see him but his eyes told you everything you needed to know. He was waiting for the right time. He was waiting for his chance and he took it after months of spending time with you.

The doors to the bar opened and there you stood with an arm wrapped around your shoulder. By your side too, Steve Harrington. Some strands of hair hanged over his forehead, those brown eyes were happier as they gazed down at you and he sported a beard but everything was the same. You outgrew your hair. That was the only thing different about you. Except you were with Steve.

It was like Eddie felt those eyes on him staring deeply into the side of his head. His head slowly turned to meet your gaze. The familiar feeling shot through his chest as his eyes grew wide seeing who stood next to you. He didn't miss on knowing who it was. His jaw clenched at the sight as the grip on his glass tightened.

" She looks absolutely beautiful" Robin muttered, her eyes blinking with tears. It's been a couple of years since the last time she saw you. She knew you by voice only over the phone and she knew you were with Steve.

" She looks so happy" Nancy comments, gripping Jonathan's arm who sat quietly as he looked over to see you making your way over with Steve by your side.

" Hi!" you beamed once getting to the table. Robin was the first one to greet you as she threw her arms up in the air, and running over to hug you. She squeezed you tight, dancing with you side to side with a smile on her face. God, she missed you.

Her eyes fall on Steve as she stands there shifting back and forth on his heels as he softly shoots her a small smile.

" Dingus!" she yells, releasing you and throwing her arms around him. Steve laughs as he wraps his arms around her, hugging her. It's been a couple of years since the two saw each other. The last time, Steve was telling her that he had to find you. He needed to take his chance and here he was, with you.

" It's so good to see you" Nancy says as she hugs you, she pulls away slightly over looking your features. You had. grown up more and your hair was longer. " How is Chicago?" she asks. " I always wanted to go" she adds.

" It's pretty, but having Steve by my side it's even better. He makes it much prettier and much bearable" she giggles and looks over to Steve making his way to her. You go over to Jonathan to greet him.

Eddie has been watching as this all went down with a scowl on his face. Yes he thought you were still beautiful as ever but you were with Steve now. He found that to be wrong that out of all the men after him, you chose to be with Steve Harrington.

" Hey Eds" he heard the sound of your voice like music to his ears. You brushed a piece of hair behind your ear over looking his features. He had grown out a beard, not too long and no too short. His brown mane of curls grew a bit longer and you saw more tattoos peeking out from the shirt he was wearing. On the back of his chair was a black leather jacket. It looked new.

He was the same Eddie that you always knew sitting right there. Only he sported a frown on his face while his ring clad hands held onto the glass of his choice of drink.

" Hi" he mutters. " Harrington" a hand comes to the small of your back, rubbing soothly as you leaned back into Steve's chest as he places a kiss on top of your head.

" Munson, good to see you" Steve says.

" You too" Eddie mutters as he downed his drink, " Need another one."

He needs more than one though upon seeing you.

" Is he okay?" you asked. Robin shoots Nancy a look as Nancy shoots once back. It doesn't go unnoticed by you. " Is something wrong?" your eyebrows knitted together in confusion trying to understand what was gong on. Steve glances over where Eddie stood to order his drink then glances down at you and back at Eddie.

" Oh" Steve mutters as he understands. " What is it Stevie?" you asked, shooting a glance at him. He shook his head as he tightly wrapped an arm around you pulling you closer to his body. He understood the look on Eddie's face. He was jealous that you were going out with Steve.

" Don't worry about it honey" he leans over to kiss the side of your head. Eddie returns with his drink but it's half gone as he sits on the stool.

" When is Henderson suppose to come?" Steve asks.

" I'm sure any minute now" Robin glances down at her watch looking towards the door, tapping the watch to see if it was working. It was ticking away by the minutes. " Hm, maybe he had to pick something up" she mutters. Before she had utter another word out, the door swings open and Dustin walks in with Suzy by his side. Lucas appears with Max by his side. Mike appears with El and Will by his side. They all look so grown up.

" Henderson!" Steve shouts shooting out of his seat. Eddie rolls his eyes at his excitement. You shoot out of your own seat with a wide smile on your face as you walk toward the kids.

" Max! El!" the girls embraced you on each side. " Jesus it's been so long since I've seen you two. You've become even more beautiful since the last time I've seen you"

" Missed you" El mutters.

" Me too" Max says. You were interrupted by Steve and Dustin doing their handshake ( the scene in Scoops). You rolled your eyes while Max stared in disgust while El laughed.

" Y/N?" Will asked as you pulled away from El and Max. " Will" your eyes light up and a smile appeared on your face as he rushed over to embrace you. You greeted the rest of the kids, meeting up Dustin's hair making him laugh as he squeezed you tighter.

" I can't believe you're with Steve now" Max says shoving a chip in her mouth. There were three tables together with everyone around. Everyone was laughing and having a good time, but Eddie kept to himself through the night as he shot glares towards Steve.

" He makes me happy" your hand landed on Steve's thigh, giving it a squeeze. Steve glances down at you with a loving gaze. He's so happy too.

" You make me happy too, hunny" you didn't see but Nancy watches as Eddie mocks what Steve says and she is getting upset that he's acting this way.

" Can I talk to you, Eddie?" She asked causing the whole table to look at him. He freezes in his seat as he raises his head to look at her with wide eyed. He glances around the table feeling eyes on him.

" Yeah, whatever" he grumbles out standing up from his chair. He turns to put his hands in his pockets as he walks towards the side with Nancy hot on his heels. Your eyebrows knit together in confusion hoping everything is alright. Steve senses you worry and looks towards where your eyes had fallen.

" They are okay, hunny. Don't worry" he leans down pressing a kiss to your cheek. " You guys are gross" Max mutters throwing a chip over at you. You turned your head, laughing at her.

" Aren't you the same with Lucas?" she glances over at Lucas as he pulls her to his side. A hint of blush appears on her cheeks as she looks away. " Stop, no" she shyly says but she loves it. You can tell.

" You're too cute" she rolls her eyes but there is a smile on her face. Eddie comes back with Nancy glancing down at his boots like he's been scolded.

" So, have you guys been doing D & D still?"

" We never stopped!" Mike shouted, " I mean it's once a month we do it. But Eddie still comes up with the best campaigns"

" He surprises us every chance he gets" Eddie chuckles as he shrugs. His cheeks are a little red.

" Our dungeon master never disappoints" Dustin says as he nudges Eddie. " We have the best one"

" I used to read some of the campaigns you guys did, and every time he blew me away with it"

For the first time during that night, Eddie has a smile on his face as he looks over at you. He sees the genuine look on yours. It really pulled at his heart and he missed the way you would look at him.

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You took a moment to step outside for some fresh air. It was getting too much in there. The breeze brushed against your cheeks as your hands held onto the railing looking up at the night sky. The door to the bar opened and the loud chatter inside and the warm brushed against you.

You thought it was just someone coming out to go home or something but then he spoke up.

" Are you really happy with him?" his voice asked as he lit up a cigarette with his back against the brick wall. You didn't need to turn around to know it was Eddie.

" I am" you mumble out. Eddie's shoulder tensed as he nodded his head. There was a silence between the two of you as if the two of you didn't know what to say to one another. There is a lot of history behind you two. Eddie was your first love and everything.

" Are you not happy to see me?" you turned around finally to look at him. You couldn't really see the color of his eyes as he was looking down at the ground counting the little pebbles he saw. He took his time answering you because in his mind it keeps playing the image of you with Steve.

" It's good to see you, it is" you felt that there was that but coming but let him continue if he wanted to. You can sense he is holding back on what he wants to say. " But with Harrington?" he asked, moving his head to look you in the eyes now.

" What's wrong with Steve? He makes me happy. Am I not allowed to be happy?" you moved away from the railing to step towards him. He smoked the rest of the cigarette before stomping on it.

" I knew Harrington had a thing for you when we got together-" you cut him off.

" Did you get with me out of spite?" Eddie shook his head, " No, sweetheart. I did really love you" I still do love you "

" Well, I'm happy with Steve and there is nothing you can do about it Eddie. You broke up with me, remember?"

" Yes, I remember" he winces remembering how he told you he was better off without you and that you didn't deserve him. He called you names and called you discomfort in his life.

" I don't get you" his eyebrows shoot up as he frowns not understanding what you mean. " You sit in there" you point to the doors of the bar " looking all grumpy and pouting all because I showed up with Steve. I've move on and so should you, Munson"

I can't move on because I am in love with you and I hate myself for letting you go

That's what he wants to say to you but holds his tongue as he blinks not uttering anything to you. The doors the bar opened and Steve steps out looking between the two of you.

" Everything okay?"

" Yeah, I was just heading inside. It's getting cold" Steve extend his hand to you and you take it with a smile on your face. " Missed you inside" Steve mutters leaning down to give you a kiss. Eddie can't look away as he watches this scene in front of him with his heart clenching feeling it bleed like a water fall inside of him.

Steve wraps his arms around you as he follows you inside and his eyes lock with Eddie for a moment. There is a look between the two as they share. It's not a friendly one.

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Eddie taps the pen on the table as a piece of paper lays in front of him. He wants to write down what he wants to say to you before you leave back home. It's really hard for him to put it into everything he's feeling. He knows your with Steve but that doesn't stop him from letting out his feelings. He wants you to know how sorry he was that you stepped out of his life and the things he said.

The edges to the paper are crinkled as he ripped the page out of his old notebook. The same notebook he used to write love notes to leave in your locker. The same notebook he used to pass notes during class in. you two shared. The same notebook that had your name all over it with his other drawings. The same notebook that had your little drawings in them too.

He ran a hand down his face as he looked out the window of the trailer. He didn't have work tonight therefore he had plenty of time to sit down and write what he wanted. Yet, he was having a hard time too honestly because you were happy with Steve. Why would he ruin that?

But he wanted you to know how he felt even it if was the last straw that he might ever see you again. His pen starts to move as he holds with his other hand on the crinkled piece of paper the words that are pouring out of his heart.

He had hoped you would have a chance to read it.

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" Did you hear about the new girl? She has this really cute smile, and her eyes are so pretty" Dustin sighed happily as he leaned against his hand staring into nothing. Eddie's eyebrows knit together as he looked over at Dustin.

" Henderson? You on some love spell or something?" Dustin didn't even answer him as Mike snorted. " He saw the new girl in front of the school and he's been like that all day"

Before Eddie had a chance to ask who this girl is, when the doors opened and you walked in with a flannel on, an Iron Maiden shirt with the prettiest eyes that Eddie has ever seen.

He watched as Jason Carver brushed past you without a word. He watched as rolled your eyes in annoyance and opened your lunch box and took out your sandwich from the zip log back. It was a peanut butter jelly sandwich and you weren't that hungry today.

You took both slices in both hands as you plastered them on each side of Jason's Carver's cheeks. The whole cafeteria stopped talking as Jason growled in anger slamming his fist on the table as he shot out from his seat.

" Did you need something? Oh new girl right? Do you know who I am?" He growled in your face.

" I could care less who you are" you rolled your eyes, " Pushing me isn't something I like. Next time use your manners and apologize like a good boy"

" Are you going to take that?" one of his friends asked him. Jason chuckled as he took a step closer about to point his finger in your face when you took it and his whole hand twisting his arm behind his back and slamming his head onto the table.

He hissed in pain while the cafeteria watched including Eddie who shot out of his seat. His eyes were in heart shape eyes watching you.

" It's rude to point fingers, and two don't you ever get into my space ever again or the next time I won't be this nice" you released him as he shot up to rub his hands as he glared at you.

" You may resume eating your food!' you shouted, catching eyes of Eddie as he waved at you. You returned with a wink. That was the day that Eddie knew he had to have you.

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Eddie didn't officially get to talk to you until you sat down next to him in one of the classes you two shared. His head turned over, stopping his scribbling in his notebook. He never really took notes and not really paid attention in class. But when you walked into class, he shifted upwards in his seat and would glance at you from time to time.

" We are never really going to use this, what point of this if we don't?" you mumbled opening up your notebook. Eddie chuckled besides you as he nodded in agreement. You turned your head to glance down at what he was drawing.

" Those are cool" you tapped on one of his drawings. His cheeks flushed red as he noticed there were little drawings in the corner of your notebook too.

" Those are really cool" his ring clad finger tapped on the drawing mimicking you from what you did on his notebook. " Thank you, I'm quite the artist"

" That you are" Eddie smiled at you, that was the first time you saw his dimples out. You swore you felt your heart fluttered.

It was the very first time you two talked.

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You opened the doors of the school heading out for the day when you noticed that Jason and his group of basketball jerks were pushing someone around. Your eyebrows knitted to see who it was and when you spotted the mop of curls, you knew. Eddie.

" Hey!" you shouted. Heads turned to you.

" Oh look boys, it's freak saving the freak" Jason pushed Eddie on the ground as he turned to you. " You want a turn, freak?" he asks, wiggling his fingers at you.

His friends rounded around you. You slid off your backpack that held your textbooks inside and took the strap as you started to swing it around. You hit Patrick first who was closer to you as he stumbled into one of his friends gripping his face. Jason growled as he raced towards you but you were already swinging as your backpack hit him square in the face. He stumbled back holding his face.

" Freak!" he shouted as he ran away with his basketball friends.

You dropped your book bag on the ground as you rushed towards Eddie's side as he held onto his side.

" Eddie? Are you okay?!" you shouted, moving some of his hair out of his face that you can see him better. Eddie clenched his eyes but he opened them once hearing your voice and gasped.

You came to his rescue. His heart sped up at your touch on his cheek.

" Let me take you home" you took his arm over your shoulder helping him up.

This was the very first time Eddie thought he was in love with you.

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A hand cupped your cheek with the thumb tracing over the softness of your skin. " What's got you so lost? Where did you go honey?" Steve asked as he tried to catch your eye. You have been spacing out more than usual these past two days since you got back into Hawkins.

" 't's nothing, Stevie, I'm here" he hummed in response but didn't really believe you. He left it alone knowing you would come to him and tell him about it when you were ready. Something you loved about him.

You were too in your head thinking about Eddie and the way he acted that night. He wasn't really happy for you that you moved on with Steve. Did he expect you to wait for him and get back with him? You didn't really think he wanted you after the way things ended between the two of you.

Kisses peppered around your face bringing you back from your thoughts. Your head turned to Steve who sitting next to you at the kitchen table with both your plates cleaned off with breakfast that he cooked for you.

" what's on your mind?" he asks. " You know you can tell me anything" you nodded taking a hold of his hand that was laid on top of the table.

" Nothing Steve. I'm just tired" He nodded, standing up and taking your plate to the sink and he turned on the water to wash the dishes. You think he's mad at you that you aren't telling him the truth, you stand up from the table to make your way over to him and wrap your arms around him from behind.

" Please don't be mad at me" you mumbled into the back of his shirt. He put the plate down gently as he shook his hands from the water and turned the water off.

" I'm not mad at you honey, just don't like it when you close off and don't talk to me about it" you nodded against his shoulder in understanding.

" We should be going soon" Steve had worked, he had owned a diner near where you two lived. He absolutely loved it and you helped out from time to time, but you owned a record store which you loved more than anything. Besides Steve.

" It's that time?" you mumbled. He turned around in your arms, glancing down at you sadly. " I know you want to stay longer, but we have work that's calling our names and our own bed too. I miss Pickles too" you chuckled, looking up at him.

Pickles was your little kitten that you rescued around the corner on a rainy day. You brought him home and as soon as Steve saw him, he fell in love. There was no going back from that.

" Pickles loves you so much more than me"

Steve laughed, " Honey, he's my son. What do you expect?"

" To be a mama's boy" you pouted which Steve leaned down to kiss away. " I love you"

" I love you too, Stevie"

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" Are you sure you can't stay a little longer?' Dustin frowns, wrapping his arms around you. " Oh Dusty bun, I can't. I wish I could stay longer but I need to go back" he nods as he squeezes you tighter.

Dustin was always like a little brother to you, whenever you came over, his mother was over the moon to have you around. She kept giving you cookies to take home, extra food she had left and anything else that you needed. She was like a second mother to you and when she found out that you were moving away, she was heart broken but asked you to come visit.

" You have to come visit mom" he mumbles. " She's been talking about you" he adds.

" I will, next time" he pulls away as Robin embraces you.

" I just got you back" she sniffles into your hair, " please stay a little longer" you sighed.

" Robs, I can't. You know, I can't" she squeezes you tighter. " I just miss you so much, it's not the same as hearing your voice and having you here. Physically here with me" she pulled away. You cupped her face in your hands to brush away her tears.

" I'm always here for you Robs. You know that. I am going to be here too" you pointed to her heart. " Always with you" she giggled as she put her forehead against yours.

" You're the best" she pulled away that Nancy can hug you next.

" You, beautiful girl. You are so loved and always welcomed here. This is always your home. With us" you nodded. She squeezed your hand as arms around you embraced you. El had you in the front, hugging you while Will had you in the back and Max and Lucas on both sides.

" Awe guys, I love you" you didn't know who to hug as tears brimmed your eyes.

" We love you too" El says as she looks up at you with her own tears in her eyes. " Don't go"

" I have to El, Steve needs me back home. Pickles too, my job is there..." she shook her head.

" This is home" she says.

" With us" Will says as he hugs you tighter. " You're our family" Max says. Lucas nodded.

"Oh you guys, I'm going to cry" before anyone said anything else a van rolled up to pull up behind Steve's car. Eddie sat at the wheel staring. He rose his head to meet your eyes as he got out of the van.

The others stepped away from you while Steve shot a warning look at Eddie. In his hands, Eddie had a letter that had your name in big letters. He moves his hair away from his face as he kicked an imaginary rock below his feet.

" Eddie?" you asked, grabbing his attention.

" I want you to take this and don't read it now, read it later" he hands you the letter. " What is it?" you asked, grasping it in your hands turning it over.

" Just some things you need to know" you bite your bottom lip looking down at it as you stuff it into the back pocket of your jeans. " Okay, I will read it" he nods as thanks, looking at Steve but not caring what he does next as he wraps his arms around you and pulls you into him.

You gasped feeling his arms around as his scent hits you. It's same one without the hint of weed this time. His hair tickles your cheeks as you hug him back, burying your face into his shoulder.

" Take care of yourself Eds" he squeezes you tighter in response. " There is going to be girl out there that is waiting for you" he chuckles into your hair as he holds you.

" Please, really Eds. Look after yourself and these sheeps. They all need you"

I need you is what you wanted to say to him but held back. It wasn't fait to Steve or Eddie. You held your tongue pulling away from him and stepped back.

The car was running as you slide into the passenger side of the car with Steve in the driver side. The two of waved to your friends while Steve took your hand in his, bringing it up to his lips. His beard tickled you.

" Ready to go home?" you nodded in response not trusting your voice as you turned around looking out the window with a hand on the glass as your eyes fall on Eddie who had tears running down his cheeks. He wanted to run to the car and open the passenger side scream at you that he still loved you. He couldn't. He stood there waving to you as Steve drove away.

You leaned back into your seat remembering Eddie's letter. You arched your back to get the letter out from the back pocket of your jeans. You stared at the way he wrote your name with a small little drawing next to it. It was the same drawing you saw in his notebook the first time you saw it.

He remembered after all this time that it was your favorite. You chuckled as you turned the letter around to open it. You shook your head seeing the notebook paper. You never change Eddie, do you? You question yourself as you begin to read.

Honestly don't know how to begin this letter. I think the very first time I saw you in the cafeteria as you put down Carver's ass was the day I knew that I was going to be with you. The day you saw my little drawings and thought they were the coolest thing ever was the day I knew you were. going to be mine. I knew. I had that feeling. The very first time you came over to watch movies with me, I was so terrified that you'd leave as soon as you saw the state of the trailer and my room. But you sat there, looking all pretty telling me that you enjoyed being around me and I swore I felt my heart race the moment you turned your head and smiled at me. It was the little things you did that made me a better person, made me realizes what love was actually. It was all because of you that I understood what my first love felt like, what bliss actually felt like, what it meant being in a relationship. I understood what heart break really felt like when you walked out of my life. I was so stupid to tell you that you were better off without me. I was so stupid to tell you that you were nothing to me. I was so stupid. Instead I was afraid that one day you would find better than me. You did. With him. When I saw you with him, my heart cracked into two and I wished I had you back in my arms. You are more beautiful than I remembered. But you always were, you were a star in my eyes. I never really got to tell you or show you but I got a tattoo of two stars on my wrist because you always talked about how much you loved them. I used to call you that too. Remember? You are always going to there as a reminder that you were the best part of my life and I want you to know that I'm never going to stop loving you. Even if you are with him as selfish as that sounds. I, Eddie Munson will never stop loving you. Do you hear me? Never.

~ Eddie Munson

Your hands shook as you reread the letter.

" What is it?" Steve asked noticing how quite you were but you didn't answer as you held the letter to your chest as tears fell down your cheeks.

Eddie Munson was always going to be your first love and that's how he was going to always be.

[anonymousstoryteller2000]

Wow.......

[sparkle-fiend]

Another scene inspired by “Nothing but the Dead and Dying” by @loveinhawkins

[themunsonator5000]

Post gig celebrations

I’m sure everyone is gonna edit this so throwing my hat in the ring with a quick edit

Please credit if you use

[anonymousstoryteller2000]

[lunamadhatter99]

Be My Queen

Part 3

Hello, loves! Here's the third part. This is longer than usual and a bit darker so read the warnings before reading, please ❤️

I hope you'll like it👋👋

Chapter summary: phase two is on. Time to distract Vecna.

Chapter warnings: non-con touching and kissing, blood, violence, trauma. Vecna being a creep. There's a mention of going further than kissing (but nothing goes beyond kissing and touching anyway)

Tag list:

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@munsonology

@cutepumpkin4

@summerbrooksblog

@iheartmyguitars

@trickylittlewitch

@eddiesguitarskills

@justheretoreadleavemealone

With Lucas and Max, I walk around with a lantern in hand looking at the blue lights we spread around until one starts flickering. I take a deep breath and look around at both Max and Lucas, I've never seen them so scared before. I try to smile at them to assure them everything is fine, but I'm afraid they see right through it.

I take another breath and turn away from them, but towards the blue light in the living room.

"Hello?" I call.

The light flickers harder, somehow, so I try again.

"Vecna..? Uh..." I shake my head, correcting myself "Henry? Are.. are you here?"

All of a sudden the light in the living room stops whatever movement and I instantly look behind me confused, but before any, of us, could say or do something the light in the lantern in my hand quivers.

"H-hi..?"

I start to walk around, not sure why, but when I turn back around towards the kids, I find them in a freeze-like state.

"Don't worry about them, my love"

A voice comes from behind me and it stops me. Completely.

"You have no idea how long I've been waiting"

I slowly turn around, but behind me I don't find the monster Max described, instead in front of me there's the blonde man from my vision.

He must sense my confusion and walks towards me, I take a step back. Just like he did with the girl, he keeps walking not noticing, nor caring, that he's scaring me.

"I didn't want you to see me like that, my angel." He says once he's in front of me.

I don't know what to say, I'm completely frozen, too scared to do anything other than look at him.

He softly smiles, even though his smile isn't comforting at all, and takes the lantern from my hand. I didn't realise I was still holding it.

After he places the lantern on the ground, he takes my hand and I instinctively flinch, but he just holds my hand a bit tighter.

"There's no need to be afraid." He gets even closer "we're finally together"

I take a shaky breath.

"I... uh... I'm sorry, but.. but I think there's been a misunderstanding... I'm not.." I start, with a broken voice, looking down at my feet.

He puts a finger under my chin, lifting my face to look him in the eyes.

"I know what you're thinking, I know how this must be confusing for you." He says moving one hand to gently cup my cheek, he again ignores me flinching at the contact "let me explain, okay?"

"Y-yes.." I don't know what else to say, the only thing I can think about is that I have to keep him occupied as much as possible.

"They took you away from me." He starts "that day... I wanted to run after you, but it was as if you disappeared. She must've sent you here, just like she did with me... but with new memories."

"Who?" The more he talks the more confused I get.

"Eleven. She did this." He states.

"El..? She's... no.." I shake my head and try to get free from his hold on my cheek, but he suddenly grabs my chin tightly.

"Why do you still defend her?" He asks, his calm voice feeling completely out of place compared to his demeanour "she tried to keep us apart, she still is. But don't worry, one more soul and everything will be perfect. As it should, my queen"

"I don't know you." I say shaking "I... I'm not who you think I am. I'm sorry.."

"No, no, angel, don't say that. I'll help you remember, I promise you"

That promise sounds more like a threat.

I shake my head, to pull away, with my free hand I try to push him away, but he's stronger than me.

"Sshh, my love, there's nothing to be scared of." He shushes me as I walk backwards to put some distance, but of course, he doesn't let go and simply follows me, managing to cage me against the wall.

"I'm... I-I'm not.. her" I insist.

He doesn't answer, he just starts getting closer to my face, his hand goes back to holding my face gently, using his thumb to caress my cheek. The gesture would've been sweet if it was someone else doing it.

I turn my face away from his, but that doesn't stop him. He slowly starts leaving small pecks on my cheek, then those same pecks turn into full kisses that he leaves from my cheek to my neck.

I wait a moment before forcefully pushing him off of me and putting some distance between us.

"I told you, I'm not her" I repeat backing away.

"Don't make things complicated, my angel. You know I don't like it" he warns me.

"I don't know who that girl was, but I can assure you... she didn't feel the same way either," I shout at him.

His eyes turn dark, suddenly, and a devilish smirk appears on his lips. He raises his arm up and with a quick motion he pulls me back to him, I stumble and he catches me. He's holding me by my waist, as close to him as possible.

"You think you can beat me, my love?" He asks in a whisper against my ear "you think your friends are gonna survive? I will win, Y/n, and I will have you"

With that, he pulls back to look at my terrified face.

"I always loved how beautiful you look when you're scared," he says before pulling me in for a kiss.

With all my strength I push against his chest, but he doesn't stop. His kiss is rough and desperate, it's needy, he's been waiting for a long time, I see.

I keep pushing and punching his chest, he doesn't even bulge, he just pulls me closer, moving his mouth against mine and grinding his hips against me.

That's when I feel it.

My eyes widen.

I freeze.

Shit.

I forcefully turn my face away, he lets me so he can go back to kiss my neck and whisper.

"Can't you feel what you do to me? How desperate I get for you, my queen? Let me have you... and I'll be yours" he growls.

"Let me go!" I exclaim falling to the ground to free myself from his grasp.

I get up and start to run.

I open a door, thinking it leads outside, but I find myself in Hawkins lab's hallways.

"No, no, no. Fuck!"

I just keep running.

"You can't escape me" I hear him say. I turn around, expecting to see him behind me, but there's nothing there.

When I find two big doors I push them open and enter.

It's the room with the rainbow fantasy on the walls, the one where I saw him killing that kid...

Shit.

I turn around to get out of there, but Henry's blocking my only way out.

"Stop it. Please." I try to beg.

"Everything is about to get into places, my sweetness." He, again, stalks towards me, making me back away until my back is against the wall and all I can do now is cry.

He wipes away a few tears with his thumb, another sweet gesture that now feels worse than a stabbing.

"Don't cry." He leans closer "I'm here."

He then kisses me again, more gently this time. I don't have much of a choice, but to let him and hope that the others would end him quickly.

I also try to kiss him back, please him somehow, but when I feel his hands travelling down pulling at my shirt, I freeze, again.

He wants to take my shirt off.

"No... no, please I.." I attempt to stop him.

He completely ignores me and simply tugs at my shirt harder.

All of a sudden he disappears from before me. I look around, confused. I find Henry in the air fighting to get free from some outside force.

I turn my head to the opposite side and the relief I feel seeing El with her arm raised, holding Henry up, is unspeakable.

"Oh my god," I exclaim.

El throws him against the opposite wall breaking it and sending him god knows where.

We run to each other and we hug.

"How? You... how?" I ask once we pulled away.

"I piggybacked from a pizza dough freezer" she simply says.

"Are you really here?" I still can't believe it.

"I am," she says holding my hand.

"Oh god... what happened to your hair?"

"Long story" she answers.

I hug her again to me.

After a moment we hear steps coming from where Henry was thrown along with rustling and clattering sounds.

The one appearing from the ruins isn't the handsome blonde man anymore, but the veiny monster Max described.

My breath gets caught in my throat at the sight.

"Oh, shit" I breathe out.

"Stay away!" El screams and once again sends him away with her powers. "Run"

We run out the doors, finding ourselves not in the Lab anymore.

A crimson fog surrounds us, this must be where Max found herself while running from Vecna... yes, I can even see the fragmented house. We're inside his mind.

I feel El grabbing my hand.

"You have no idea how happy I am to see you" I chuckle, breathless.

"Me too. Are you okay?" El asks.

"Yeah... I mean... everything is even crazier than I expected" I say, still catching my breath "the others should be able to kill him soon, though. How did you know?"

"Brenner" she simply says.

"What? Wasn't he dead?" I ask shocked.

"He survived. He and Owens told me something was coming and... they helped me get my powers back." She explains, sensing her nervousness I squeeze her hand reassuringly.

"Well, at least he did one thing right..." I comment, making El chuckle slightly, still out of breath.

Suddenly I feel something wrapping around my leg, squeezing tightly and just as suddenly I'm dragged away from El.

"Y/n!" She screams.

I struggle to get my leg free, but it keeps dragging me until another pair of vines grab my arm and lift me and tie me against a spire-like rock. The impact makes me hit my head against the hard rock and my head starts to feel a little dizzy, my sight gets blurry, but I can still see Vecna's figure approaching.

Before he gets too close, he's being held back. He looks behind him, furious.

I can't see much, both because of the fog and the hit. I can hear El fighting him.

All I hear is her screaming and Vecna threatening to make her watch him kill all of our friends.

Then pause.

Now, he's in front of me again.

"All you had to do was to give in to me, my love. But don't worry, I'm not mad. I'll help you remember" he says holding his hand... or what he calls a hand, up to my face.

I feel more vines wrapping around my neck, squeezing. I can't breathe.

I try to refocus my sight and turn my head around, looking for El. When I finally spot her she's tied against the door.

"You still want to save her?" He asks in disbelief and sighs "look at me, my angel."

I don't.

I do keep struggling to get free, though.

"I said. Look. At. Me." He commands.

The vines around the neck are gone, but the freedom doesn't last long because his hand is squeezing it instead and I have no other choice, but to look at him.

"There." He pauses, watching me "You're so beautiful." He says, admiring every centimetre of my face, but without releasing my neck. "You know... I've been thinking about something. You forgot about me, she made you forget about me, so I thought I should leave something to remind you of me."

I don't have time to process what he means because his movement is quick and in a matter of seconds I find myself on the ground pressing my hands against my neck feeling a crucial pain.

I look down at my hands, covered in blood, shaking.

Vecna's standing right next to me and I crawl away, or at least I try to.

"This way, if you ever decide to run and hide, you'll have a reminder, that I will always find you" he explains.

"I said stay away from her!"

I turn my head, not without a grimace of pain, and I see El standing up straight, breathing heavily, her nose bleeding badly.

She lifts her arm and pushes Vecna against the same door she was tied to.

She screamed at the top of her lungs, using her power against him.

Suddenly I see him starting to vanish before I reopen my eyes finding the ceiling of the Creel's house instead, i try to catch my breath.

I realise I'm laying on the ground after I see Max kneeling beside me.

"Y/n!" She exclaims.

"What the hell is happening?" I hear a familiar voice, but it's not Lucas', nor Erica's.

"Are you okay? What... what happened?" This is Lucas. He's kneeling too, helping me sit up.

"You got a bandage?" Max asks alarmed and Lucas stands up, probably looking for the said bandage.

I frown, confused.

A bandage?

Then I feel the pain in my neck. I lift a hand to touch it and flinch. I realise I'm bleeding.

"Shit" I hiss.

I look around for Lucas and I see none other than Jason standing there, with a terrified face.

"What... what the hell?" He asks again.

"We already explain, dickhead. So you either got something to help us stop the bleeding or you better get out" Max snaps.

"I can't find anything! Shit!" Lucas screams from another room.

"So?" Max insists, irritated.

"Yeah... I got something" Jason calmly says, I feel him walking closer to us and handing something to Max.

She holds the tissue against my neck and I flinch again.

"I'm sorry" She softly says.

"Thanks" I breathlessly reply.

"What happened?" I ask just as Lucas walks back in and kneels in front of me.

"You tell us" Lucas almost scoffs "one moment you're standing and the next you lie on the ground... we... we tried to make you listen to the tape Eddie gave you, but it didn't work... and then these cuts appeared and you started bleeding... we thought we lost you..." he cries and I hold my hand out for him to grab.

"I'm okay... I... thanks for taking care of me" I tell him and then I smile at Max, using my other hand to replace hers against my neck. "Where's Erica?"

"She went to find help" it's Jason the one to answer.

"Alright... and what... what are you doing here?" I say, with some trouble due to my injury. "Hunting witches?"

"I... I'm sorry."

That's surprising.

"Oh"

"I arrived here, thinking they were doing some ritual using you and..."

"He gave Lucas a black eye" Max cuts him off, glaring at him.

"Yeah... I'm really sorry."

I look at Max with a questioning look then I look back at Jason.

"And... why do you... believe us now?" I ask.

"I... I guess I couldn't believe they would make something like this to you. I saw at school how they look up to you so... this was strange, I admit. Then they explained." He explains pointing at Lucas and Max.

"Well, she explained." Lucas corrects him.

"I stole your gun" Max adds.

"That's a good way of convincing people to listen to you," I say, I try to chuckle but the pain is too much. "Fuck"

"Hey hey hey, take it easy" Max reassures me rubbing my back.

"What happened?" Lucas asks again.

"I... well... he... he started to explain... uh... that I was there at the lab, but then El sent me here with new memories for some reason, says I was to be his... his queen. Started to chase me... holding me... when he was about to..."I stop myself taking a deep (and painful) breath "El arrived."

"El?" Max and Lucas say in unison.

"Yeah... I... I don't know how exactly... but she was actually there. They started to fight... but at some point, he got me tied up and... he wanted to leave me a reminder..." and I point at my neck "next thing I know is El fighting against him and him vanishing."

"Maybe they did it" Max suggests and Lucas nods.

"The ambulance is here!" Another familiar voice, I turn seeing Andy standing there.

The basketball team is helping us... fuck, now this is crazy.

Behind him I see Erica running to us, pushing Andy aside in the process.

"They're here... is she..." she breathlessly looks at me. "Oh thank god"

I weakly wave at her.

"Can you stand up?" Max asks and I nod.

I try to push myself up, but as soon as I'm standing my legs give away and I almost fall, but Jason is quick to grab me.

"Let me help," he asks.

I nod and let him lead me outside.

I don't get to see the ambulance because as soon as we got out of the house I feel myself fainting.

[eddieismissing]

THE NEW BTS PHOTOS OF JOE & JOE!?!? SOMEONE FUCKING SEDATE ME

[viagoh]

a lil redraw <3

[resande]

Progress wip.

Apocalyptic au (tlou style)

[anonymousstoryteller2000]

Deadly obsession masterlist

Main masterlist

Eddie munson × female shy reader

Summary: they never stop they just keep on showing up at your front door, your mail box , your desk ,in your backpack,and your locker you try to get your head out of the gutter and let it be .it's kind of cute to have a secret admire, but when they start to send you more than just a letter, you start to freak out and get paranoid. You can't sleep without feeling like something is watching you. Why are they sending me these? What does this secret admire want from you.

Warnings: dark eddie , stalker eddie , perve eddie, bullying,jealousy, smut,toys, daddy eddie, creampie,angst,paranoid reader,protective steve and Robin,shy outcast reader, masterbaiting,blood,talk about pstd ,bi sexual reader, bullying, talk about depression, talk about EDs,blood,piss kink,daddy kink and of course fluff !

Letters will be included, too, for visualization!

Chapters

1.from your secret admire (coming soon)

2.(Untitled)

3.(Untitled)

More.......

[anonymousstoryteller2000]

It's time

Main masterlist

Part 1 // part 3

You and Carver, yeah, never saw that coming, did you ?

The guy that ruined your's and Eddie's life back in highschool

God you couldn't wait to get out of that school to never see him agian,

but here you are

marrying him ....

Wired right well to be honest he wasn't that bad of a guy

you thought he would always be a hardheaded guy who had no brains and thought being a jock was a lifetime rep ....

But no he actually changed

Wake up...

4 months after the wedding

~•~~•~

You met carver in Chicago 4 months after chrissy and eddie wedding ....

Jason was in town for a business meeting before he had to fly back to hawdinks for another bussiness meeting,you guessed it he was a ceo of some company you cared less to even know what it was about

Still don't know .....

Daddys money will alway get you some where ....

He saw you at the bar and yall struck up a conversation and next thing you know, yall where kissing eachother tongues in mouths hands everywhere he even made you cum 2 times

Fucken wired but God was he good with his dick

for being one ....

Yall gave eachothers number so yall could keep in touch and he went back to hawdinks for another business meeting

It's was wired to actually like Jason

Jason ....really y/n ?

How low can you go ?

Jason came back to Chicago after a couple of weeks in hawdinks he hit you up agian and things got out of hand from their

You both bonded ...

•~•~•~•

In 8 months

Hanging out with Jason 24/7

In a year

Started flirting getting comfortable with eachother

2 years

Asked you out on dates you got to know the real Jason

3 years

Asked you to be his girlfriend

4 years

Started traveling with him across the world for business deals and multi-millionaire business deals, to be exact.

5th year

Asked you to marry him , he became a manager of a company

Yall bought a house together

6th year

Wedding announcements

invitations

Time sure does fly faat ......

Wake up

Oddly......

4 months after his wedding

•~•~•~•~

Eddie been more depressed then he was in highschool it's been about 4 months sience y/n ran out ,God he wish he would of ran out when you did to catch you in time then maybe he would of told you how he felt but nope he stuck in hawdinks ..... still

With

Chrissy

Cunningham

He wanted to punch himself in the face that night

Why did he say yes

Why Chrissy

Why not y/n

His dream girl

Life turned inro shits after that day

He could sleep, and when he did, they were nightmares.....

Could barely get out of bed, and when he did, it was just to smoke or go to work

The only thing keeping him motivated was the gang

Mostly Henderson

He always tells him to never give up she'll come around eventually

Sure....

•~•~•~•~•

8 months

No call

No text

Just Jason was in town. god, he hated him, and chrissy was always at her moms on the weekends

Felt alone again...

8 months turn into a year

Still nothing from you

Feels like you just disappear from the face of the earth

Wake-up....

Doesn't know where his bestfriend went

Cried himself asleep most of the night wrapping himself into chrissy, wishing it was you

But it wasn't

It was never you...

A year turned into then 2 years

Nothing

.

Nothing

.

Nothing

.

Nothing

Then, into 3 years

Still nothing .....

Not one single text or phone call

He wanted to give up

But he couldn't

Not now

Not ever

3 turned inro 4 years

Nothing .....

I want my best friend back he prayed out loud, eddie was nvwe really onro praying, but he needed someone to hear him

He would still cheak to see if anyone had gotten any texts or calls from you.....nope !

Nothing

Still nothing

5 years now

Did you still love him......

Did you EVER love him....

he questioned himself

At this time he was angry

Pissed

5 FUCKEN YEARS !!!

NOTHING !!!

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ....

HE JUSTED WANTED TO FORGET YOU AT THIS POINT

YOU DIDNT CARE

WHY SHOULD HE

HE WANTED YOU OUT OF HIS MIND

HE TRIED TO MOVE ON BUT YOU WHERE ALWAYS ON HIS MIND

WHEN HE WAS GETTING READY FOR THE DAY

WHEN HE WAS EATING

TALKING TO WAYNE

AT WORK

IN THE SHOWER

HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS

AND WORSE .....

WHEN HE WAS FUCKING CHRISSY ....

HE WOULD JUST CLOSE HIS EYES AND IDMAGINE YOU WHERE UNDERNEATH HIM BEGGING HEARING YOUR PRETTY MOANS AND WHIMPERS , GOT HIM SO ANGRY HE WOULD FUCK CHRISSY ROUGH NOT GIVING A CARE IN THE WORD IF HE WAS GOING TO HARD ON HER ,WRAPPING HIS HANDS AROUND HER THROAT FUCKING INTO HER HARD NOT FAST AND SLOPPY

JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR TITS IMAGING THEM BOUNCING IN HIS FACE THE WAY YOU YOUR FACE WOULD LOOK ALL SCRUNCHED UP AND DROWNED IN PLEASURE BY HIM , AND YOUR PRETTY BODY EVER CURVE AND DETAIL ABOUT IT ,

he wanted to fuck you nice and slow with all his love worshipping your body praising you

But this wasn't you

He was angry

He didn't give two shits about how she felt .....

~•~•~•

After they were done, he would get her cleaned up and call it a day

HE CRIED HIMSELF TO SLEEP THOSES NIGHT EVEN WORSE THEN BEFORE

FEELING BAD ABOUT TAKING HIS FUSTRATION OUT ON THE POOR BLONDE ....

But what hurt the most

KNOWING THAT THE PERSON SNUGGLING HIM WAS NOT YOU

WOULD NEVER BE YOU

NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD SOMEONE THAT KIND THAT PEFECT BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE HIM.

Wake-up.....

6 years .....

HE GAVE UP

Time to move on munson

Wake-up.....

Your a married man

Get over her

She never wanted you

You barley love yourself

why would she love you

Chrissy came back from.the mail throwing him a letter

From

From you

Holy shit !!!

You reached out

FINALLY!!!

He quickly opens it

Happy to hear from you

~Save the date~

For the wedding celebration of

Jason carver & y/n y/l/N

at hiltions chapal located in Chicago

04-14-97

He's eyes widen in regret and sadness

His worst nightmare.......

What the actual fuck!!!

You where getting married to Jason

Jason carver

Jason from highschool

The dipshit jock that would bully yall

Wow

"Yeah, I didn't see that coming either," chrissy said, sitting down on the couch with him

Yeah me neither he said with a low tone

"Well, no one really saw us getting married, so I'm not that surprised. Another one of your kind can lay someone like jason, "she scoffed, getting annoyed

What the fuck does that mean? he thought

Your kind

What are we..... animals ???

Some freak show

Oh...

Nevermind

"So do you wanna go or not? I would love to see what might happen at this wedding. Hopefully, she doesn't run out of this one too, "she giggled, patting his shoulder and getting up disappearing into the hallway

God, he hated the way she talked about you

Well, I guess he was going to see the love of your life get married to another man

Great.....

Eveeyonw flew out to Chicago that week for another wedding

Let's see how this one goes

~•~•~••~~

Robin was helping you put on your dress and fixing up last touches on makeup and hair.

You and Jason had different styles. He wanted a formal wedding, everything white and elegant, and you wanted a pop of color bolder in your words

red white and black, it was

~•~•~•~

"Are you sure about this y/n?"Robin asked with worry in her eyes

"Yes, I'm sure he moved on. He got married. it's time for me to move on to

"Are you even sure this is the right person you wanna spend the rest of your life with?" Robin asked."Yes, I do. Robin Jason makes me feel loved, and I'm happy!"

Loved! Robin asks in anger. "y/n he bullied you and eddie sience Yall, where in high school, and you called that love jusus why wont you OPEN YOUR EYES and see.that iant love she's. Says Turing you around to look at her. "That was a long time ago it's in the past" she huffs in frustration "yeah well you know what else was in the past you leaving all of us and just inviting use to your wedding 6 years later" she huffs.... you know what y/n maybe you should have stayed gone!

she says, walking to the door

Tears fill your eyes your

Angry

Sad

Lost

Do you even love Jason ?

Does he even love you ?

What are you doing with your life ?

Wake up.....

Robin stops at the door, Turing to you one more time .....

"You and him are both stuiped you know both so blind that they didn't see they where in love with eachother and look at you both now marrying & married to someone they aren't in love with and never where in live from the start!" But look at yall running away from their problems, classic eddie & y/n." She says, booking it out the door .

It hurt you cause you knew it ws the truth you loved him so much then you could ever imagine, but he's with someone

Someone who is better for him

And His future

You put finishing touches on your makeup and put in your head piece

A knock comes from the door

"Come in, "you said

Hey long time no seen

Eddie

It's eddie

He came

"Hey Eddie ,how are you?" you asked while waving him to sit on the other makeup vanity

"I'm doing alright, not my best, but um, you look," he eyes you "beautiful" he smiles, trying not to tear up

"Thank you, that means alot co- "

"Why did you leave that day?" he cut you off so blunt he says it, tears swealing in his eyes

"I don't wanna talk about it, eddie," you say, lowering your head and fidgeting with your bracelet. Jason had bought you for your birthday

"No y/n,"he said, grabbing both your hands and putting them in his

"It's time. " ...

"It's time we talk properly, not running away from each other"

Time to open up to open our eyes......

You look up at him, nodding your head not ready for might come to light..

You don't wanna lose each other......

Again.....

[corrodedcorpses]

Boys on Film. Part iii

Pairing: PS!Steve x PS!Eddie x Virgin!reader

Summary: last week with Eddie and Steve was everything you could’ve dreamed of and yet you can’t seem to shake these feelings of inadequacy at your lack of experience. Getting it in your head that they must be so bored with you… but surely they would tell you if they felt that way… right?

Warnings: Smut (18+), Masturbation (female), Voyeurism, Oral sex (f&m), angst (don’t hate me)

Word count: 12K

a/n: omg it’s finally done!! I have been working on this for years trying to get it right while also having life happen. I really hope it lives up to expectations and I can get the next part out wayyyyy sooner (also massive thank yous to my babies @andvys @wroteclassicaly @usedtobecooler for all of your help ily all sm)

You slide your hands along your thighs slowly, feeling goosebumps rise as your fingers barely graze your skin. Rub your hands up your thighs, yeah, just like that, Steve’s words replay in your mind. You move your hands higher, one coming to cup your bare tits as you replay Eddie telling Steve how gorgeous they were.  

You’re going faster than they showed you, you know that, but you’ve been so desperate all day at work you need to relieve some tension now. The events of a couple of days before replaying in your head on a constant loop. 

You tweak your nipple, stifling a moan as you feel heat pool at your core. You bring your other hand to gently rub your clit over your panties, gasping at how wet they feel already. 

You’re desperate to feel how wet you are again as you move your panties to the side, lightly grazing a finger up your soaking core. That’s it, pretty girl, nice and slow, you can practically hear Eddie say breathlessly. 

You spread your wetness all over your clit before pumping a finger inside, crying out at how good it feels, your thumb coming up to rub fast circles in your clit. You know Eddie would chastise you right now for going too fast, but that image alone has you plunging another finger inside your dripping core. 

God, look at you, wish you could see how pretty and needy she looks right now, and so wet, you remember Eddie moaning to Steve. The coil inside of you tightening as your mind is focused on nothing but your boys. 

You realise you have been neglecting your nipples and give one an accidentally hard tweak at the realisation, causing you to arch your back at the mix of pleasure and pain. 

You’re so close, you can feel it as you moan out “I’m so close” to your empty room. You imagine Eddie and Steve calling you their good girl again as they desperately tell you to cum for them. 

That’s the final push you need before your orgasm crashes into you. Not as hard as it was with them but definitely the hardest you’ve ever made yourself cum on your own. 

Your back still arches and your legs still shake as you continue fingering yourself through your orgasm. 

You slump against the mattress when your orgasm finally fades. All too aware of the lack of Steve’s chest behind you or Eddie’s hands on your ankles. No, you think to yourself, I can’t get used to them always being here for that. The thought making your chest tighten but you’re too tired to unpack why. 

You quickly throw your pjs back on, climbing under the covers as exhaustion takes over. Your dreams travelling to your usual thoughts of Eddie and Steve. 

*****

You strut down your hallway with an extra pep in your step as you hear three quick knocks on your front door. Tonight is your usual night to hang out with Eddie and Steve which always makes you excited. But tonight brings an extra promise of continuing your lessons. You decided for a similar outfit as last time, something comfortable but still cute. You still feel like you excessively cleaned and moisturised but you’re definitely less nervous, excited this time even. 

You swing the door open much faster than you had intended, slightly startling Steve in the process. Your eyes quickly scan for Eddie, but assume they must have decided to drive separately. You beam at him as you motion him inside, throwing your arms around him in a friendly but tight hug. 

“Hello to you too honey,” he laughs fondly, returning your hug with just as much enthusiasm. “You’ll have to settle for just me for a little bit though,” he explains, letting your hug go to search your face for a reaction but still holding your hands in his warm palms, suddenly self conscious you’ll be disappointed in Eddie not being with him, “Eddie got caught up with doing something for Wayne, I couldn't catch the details, but he promises he’ll be joining us soon.” 

“Of course that's okay Stevie,” you say reassuringly, giving his hands a squeeze, “what do you want to do in the meantime?”

You mean your question innocently, and Steve knows that but he can’t help but selfishly want you to himself just for a second while Eddie is preoccupied. 

“Wanna sit?” He asks, letting go of one of your hands when you nod yes, holding the other tightly as he leads you to the couch. You can’t help but get butterflies in your stomach as you have every time you’ve sat on this couch since that night. 

Steve’s still holding your hand as you both sit next to each other, knees grazing as you angle yourself towards him. You find yourself staring absentmindedly at your interlocked fingers, teeth nibbling at your bottom lip as you feel nerves creep through your body. 

Steve can tell how tense you are as you sit rigid on the couch and grip his hand tighter than he thinks you realise. He hates seeing you like this around him, but can understand how you feel, doing this with someone he cares about is all new to him too after all. 

He rubs the back of your hand with his thumb in a comforting way. You look up at him as you realise you’ve been staring for a weirdly long time. You’re met with his warm amber eyes when you look up and you can feel yourself melting in them, earning yourself a warm smile from Steve. 

“Tell me about you honey,” his voice is as sweet as honey, “I feel like we haven’t properly caught up in ages, the last time we hung out we were a bit… preoccupied.” He says with a teasing wiggle of his eyebrows. You laugh at his ridiculous joke, thinking how he’s definitely been hanging out with Eddie too much, but can’t help the blush that creeps onto your cheeks. 

You and Steve talk for ages, you catch him up on the latest things that have happened in the last couple of weeks, which isn't much seeing as the most exciting things involved him anyway. He chats to you about his latest film, going into more details than he usually did, you realise. It leaves a slight pang in your chest but you’re glad he seems more comfortable sharing that part of his life with you now. 

You also don’t miss how certain details go straight to your core… and Steve doesn’t miss how that makes you squirm. As he continues his story he starts to gently trace your knee with his free hand, fingertips grazing you slightly, causing you to shudder from his touch. His fingertips inch higher and higher ever so slowly, leaving goosebumps in their journey towards where you need them most. 

You decide to chance a glance down at his fingers but realise too late that that's a bad idea when you find yourself unable to take your eyes off them. You watch his long slender fingers dance against your thigh, entranced by the way the veins and tendons tense and move with every movement. You stare intently at his fingertips, trying to will them to your core. 

Steve notices pretty quickly that you’re no longer listening to him so he asks you a question about work instead, wondering if just how preoccupied you are. You barely register that he’s asked you a question when you stare up at him blankly. He gives you a knowing smirk in return as he asks again, “How has work been babe?” 

“O-oh,” you stammer, swallowing thickly as you try to get your brain to work. 

You stumble your way through answering Steve, all while his fingers graze higher and higher. “A-and then my boss- ah,” you're cut off with an involuntary moan as Steve's fingers finally graze your core through your thin shorts. 

“What did your boss do?” He replies, tone casual, as though he’s completely unbothered by the situation and not already painfully hard in his jeans. You’re just so responsive, he really doesn’t know if he can contain himself until Eddie gets here. 

“O-oh well, um, she —“ you try to continue but your brain is so foggy, Steve's fingers increasing in pressure send shocks throughout your body. You clear your throat, “well, she was — um,” god he has pretty lips, you find yourself distracted again as you stare at them. You try to will your brain to form a coherent thought, one that doesn't involve Steve's lips, and fingers, and pretty eyes and how good his hands felt on you and how thick he is and oh how you can definitely see the outline of him straining against his jeans. 

Oh fuck it. You surge forward, suddenly capturing Steve’s lips with your own. The small surprised sound that Steve makes gets swallowed by your greedy mouth as he kisses you back with just as much intensity. You try to deepen the kiss, Steve letting you take control, loving how confident you are when you’re so turned on like this. 

You lean up on your knees, desperate to feel more of Steve, moaning as you feel your chest press against his. Steve needs you closer as well, grabbing your thighs and pulling you onto his lap. You squeal at the feeling, finally breaking away from his lips, but it quickly turns into a moan as you feel Steve’s hardening length pressed right against your core. 

Steve’s hands come to knead at your hips, not holding you still but not moving you either. As much as he would love to throw you onto the couch and bury himself deep inside you over and over again, or at least feel your hips grind against his, he would never let himself go faster than what you're ready for. 

Luckily for Steve you snake your arms around his neck, fingers tangling in the hair at the nape and finally moving your hips against his. It’s sloppy and without rhythm, the angle not quite right but it offers at least a little bit of relief for him. 

You stay like that for a while, kissing and moaning and grinding against him. Your hips pick up their pace, needing something but you can’t seem to make it feel as good as you need it. You break the kiss, forehead resting against Steve's as you both pant. 

“Steve,” you whine, and god it’s one of the most beautiful sounds Steve has ever heard. 

“What do you need, beautiful?” He whispers. 

“You, more, just something, please.”

He chuckles fondly at you, he can’t get over how fucked out you are already. “I got you babe, just, here, like this.” Steve takes hold of your hips more firmly, angling them down and grinding you against him, moving his hips up against you at the same time. 

You let out a shaky groan, finally feeling the pressure deliciously against your clit. Steve attaches his lips to your neck, kissing and sucking at the sensitive skin there as he continues to grind you against him. 

He can feel your thighs start to tense, shaking ever so slightly and as much as he would love to watch you come apart in his lap, he knows you should both wait for Eddie. 

“That feeling good huh baby?” He asks cockily. 

“Mmhm,” you moan, nodding your head vigorously, eyes screwed shut tightly as you try to chase that feeling. Just then Steve stops moving your hips, keeping you still as you try to squirm. You open your eyes then, bottom lip protruding in the cutest pout Steve has ever seen. 

“Don’t you think we should wait for Eddie, baby?” 

You take a deep breath, “Fuck, yeah, yeah you’re probably right.”

Steve rests his forehead against yours as you both catch your breath. He nudges his nose against yours, stealing a quick, soft peck against your trembling lips. 

“I was so close though, shit,” You breathlessly laugh. 

“Oh trust me babe, I know.” He laughs with you, foreheads still pressed together. 

“I hope Eddie gets here soon,” you whine and as if he heard you, you hear the familiar sound of Eddie’s van pull up out the front. You sit up straighter in Steve’s lap, an excited smile on your face. Steve returns your smile but tries not to focus on the jealousy creeping up inside him at your excited reaction to Eddie. 

“Wanna put on a show for him when he walks in?” Steve asks mischievously. You nod excitedly in response. 

 *****

Eddie pulls up at your place, practically leaping out of his van and running up to your door. He uses the spare key you gave him, not even bothering to knock, assuming you probably both heard his van anyway. 

He resists the urge to yell ‘honeys I’m home’ as he enters. When he sees that you're both not in the kitchen he rounds the corner, the sight of you both rushing straight to his cock as he swallows hard. You’re perched on top of Steve’s lap, both of you making out fervently, each swallowing the soft moans you both make. He can see the plush of your ass in between Steve's fingers as he grips it to move you against him. 

I could get used to coming home to this.

Eddie quickly pushes that thought out of his mind. It was a stupid thought to have anyway. He watches how relaxed and in sync you both look, both lips swollen and red from obviously a long makeout session. This realisation settles in Eddie's stomach, envy bubbling deep inside. This feeling only grows as he realises neither of you have even realised he’s there, so he thinks. 

You and Steve continue to put on your show for Eddie, thinking he’s completely dumbstruck at the sight before him, this only spurring you both on further, deepening the already sloppy kiss and rutting against each other with even more desperation. 

Eddie clearing his throat finally breaks you and Steve apart. Any annoyance Eddie felt at the situation was quickly dispelled as he was met with two excited, fond and smiling faces. 

“Hey you two,” he coos, coming to stand behind you in front of the couch. 

“Thank god you’re here man,” Steve sighs, “If we’d been making out any longer I don’t know if I would’ve been able to stop myself from bending her over this couch and fucking her.” He playfully bites at your neck causing you to blush and giggle in his lap. 

Eddie thinks your blushing, already fucked out face is adorable, coming to sit down next to steve on the couch. You waste no time in climbing into his lap instead, snaking your arms around him in a tight hug, finishing it off with a quick peck when you both pull away. 

A peck that Eddie quickly deepens, one hand coming to rest against your waist and one holding the back of your head. You moan at the feeling, easily submitting to Eddie as he slips his tongue through your awaiting lips. 

Steve can’t help but miss the feeling of you on his lap but would be lying if he said he didn’t love watching you and Eddie make out. You can’t get over the difference between how they kiss. Steve is controlled and intoxicating where Eddie’s is messy and all consuming. 

You and Eddie kiss for a little while longer before Steve stands up abruptly, not being able to handle the tightness of his jeans any longer. He holds his hand out to you. 

“Should we move this somewhere more comfortable?” 

*****

After a giggly makeout session down the hallway to your room, all three of you running away, pulling the other two back, pushing each other against the wall  and drooling at the sight of the other two making out, you find yourself sprawled out in front of Eddie and Steve. Both shirtless and palming themselves through their jeans as they take in the sight of your once again naked before them. 

Before they left in the morning last week you had all talked about “the plan” moving forward, both telling you they think the next time should be them eating you out. Both of them “getting to show you how hard we can make you cum” — as Eddie had said cockily through a mouthful of toast. 

“So… who’s going first?” You ask nervously. Eddie and Steve’s eyes snapping up to yours. They hadn’t really thought about that. 

“We’ll seeing as you got her all to yourself this afternoon it's only fair I get to taste her first huh Stevie?” Eddie winks at you, causing you to giggle. 

“What?” Steve questions, “No way man, if anything I had to endure making out with her all afternoon without getting to taste her, I’ve earned first taste!” 

“What? Bullshit!” Eddie retaliates. 

You can’t help but laugh at both of them, never in a million years did you think you’d have two guys, let alone Eddie and Steve fighting over who gets to taste you first. 

“Well…” You start, causing both of them to glance back at you, “Steve did get to help me cum last time… I think it should be Eddie. I-if that’s okay Stevie?” 

Steve smiles warmly at you, this is about you, he reminds himself. “Of course that’s okay honey,” he whispers sweetly, shooting playful daggers at Eddie when he snickers. 

Eddie comes to settle between your legs, gently spreading your knees until he is face to face with your already dripping cunt. You shudder when you feel his hot breath ghost over you. He kisses your inner thighs, gripping the plush of them gently as he maintains eye contact with you. 

It’s a bit surreal for a second, seeing your best friend, your Eddie, in between your legs, but you’re also certain you'd never feel more comfortable with anyone else, other than maybe Steve. 

“Ready sweetheart?” He practically purrs. 

You know better than to not give them a verbal answer, breathing out a soft yeah in response. Pleased with your answer Eddie gives you his usual wicked grin before dipping down, pressing a soft kiss to your throbbing clit, causing you to jump, even at the soft gesture. 

He spreads your folds for him more, licking a broad stripe from your hole and up to flick your clit softly with the end of his tongue, causing you to whimper at the foreign feeling. He repeats his actions, gathering all of your slick on his tongue before smearing it all over your sensitive bud, moaning softly as your taste invades his mouth. 

“Oh? Ohhhh, oh fuck,” you whimper and moan through a range of reactions. It feels weird and nothing like you expected but also good and everything you’d hoped for. Completely different to your ex and infinitely better with a guy who can actually find your clit and extra sensitive with the vibrations from Eddie’s moans. 

Steve comes to lay down beside you, propping himself up on his elbow as he cups your jaw. You gaze up at him and grip his bicep as Eddie starts to gently suck on your now swollen clit, causing a jolt of electricity to shoot through you.  

“How is he honey?” Steve asks with a chuckle, loving your sweet reactions. 

“So, so good,” you moan, lightly laughing too when you feel Eddie smile between your legs. 

You feel yourself getting lost in the feeling of Eddie’s tongue between your legs, your thoughts failing you as your mind can only focus on Steve and Eddie.

You feel the telltale signs of your orgasm fast approaching as Eddie’s skilled tongue starts to lightly breach your twitching hole. 

“Fuck,” you whimper at the feeling, throwing your head back at how intense it feels just to have half of Eddie’s tongue inside you. 

“Oh baby,” Steve coos, “You feeling that good from just his tongue barely fucking you huh?” 

You nod and whimper, the condescension in his tone making your walls clench around Eddie’s tongue, earning an even louder moan from the curly headed man between your legs. Eddie wasn’t sure who was loving this more. 

“Oh fuck, youre getting close huh honey?” Steve asks, leaning down to kiss along your jaw, “Fuckin’ sound so sweet when you’re ‘bout to cum for us.”

“Y-yeah,” you breathe between whimpers and tiny moans, “Ed-Eds is good, so so fucking good.” It’s the most coherent sentence you can manage at that moment. You can feel one of the most intense orgasms of your life rapidly approaching, all other thoughts and words failing you. 

Eddie moans cockily from between your legs, the low rumbling seemingly shooting through your entire body, adding to the already intense pleasure you're feeling. 

Steve continues to babble in your ear, sweet nothings of “you're being so good for us sweet girl.” and “you look so beautiful like this.”

Your hand flies down to tangle in Eddie’s hair, any previous apprehensions you had about touching him before and doing the ‘wrong thing’ completely gone the closer you get to reaching your peak. You realise too late how hard you're pulling on Eddie’s curly locks, but before you can apologise you see Eddie’s eyes roll in his head, his fingers gripping your thighs impossibly tighter. 

You mentally take note of the fact that Eddie loves his hair being pulled. Of course he does, you think.

You don’t get to think about that for much longer when Eddie starts to suck on you clit, hard. Your legs start to tremble, your thighs clenching around his head. 

“That's it, let go baby, make a mess of Ed’s pretty face.” Steve whispers in your ear. It’s enough to send you flying, hurdling over the edge as you cum harder than you ever have before. Your back arches, your whole body trembles and you practically scream Eddie’s name as you drench his face. 

Eddie doesn’t relent, sucking and licking you through your orgasm, only stopping when your back slumps onto the mattress, your body only trembling slightly from the aftershocks of your orgasm. 

As soon as you feel your senses return to you you look down in between your legs. The sight is almost enough to have you cumming again. Eddie is watching you with a warm smile, stark contrast to his beautiful, chocolate eyes gazing at you with intense lust. His soft lips and honestly half of his face soaked in your translucent, creamy cum. 

“You back with us sweetheart?” You hear Steve whisper in your ear, your head lulling to the side to face him as a dopey smile forms on your face. 

“Yeah,” you laugh, “shit that was amazing.” 

Eddie gives you a cocky smile at that. “Mmm, and you taste divine sweetheart,” he moans out, using his thumb to wipe some of your slick off his chin before sucking it into his mouth with a groan. An involuntary whimper leaving your lips as you watch him. 

Eddie and Steve chuckle fondly at your reaction before Eddie turns his attention to Steve. 

“You’ve gotta have a taste of her man, fucking incredible.” 

Steve is quick to move to kneel next to Eddie between your legs, leaning in to get a taste right from Eddie lips but Eddie stops him with a hand on his chest. Instead wiping more off of his chin with his thumb, before gently wiping it against Steve’s lips teasingly.  

You sit up on your elbows, wanting to get the best view you can. 

Steve is quick to open his mouth, sucking on Eddie’s thumb like it’s his favourite flavour of ice cream, theatrically moaning at your taste as his eyes roll. 

“More?” Eddie asks him knowingly, removing his thumb. 

Steve barely gets to say please before Eddie is smashing their lips together. Steve impatiently deepens the kiss, his tongue invading every inch of Eddie’s mouth, both of them moaning into each other.

When the taste of you starts to dull in Eddie’s mouth, Steve pulls away, licking a broad stripe from Eddie's chin all the way back to Eddie’s slightly gaping lips before connecting them both again. It earns him a slightly surprised moan from Eddie and causes you to squirm, trying to close your legs but being unable as the two boys are still between them. 

“What did I tell you?” Eddie asks Steve breathlessly when they finally break away. 

“Mmph, you were right — fucking devine,” Steve moans, Eddie’s eyes dart to you, giving you a quick wink, causing your cheeks to burn. 

“Think you could handle more, sweet girl?” Eddie asks. You nod your head apprehensively, craving more but also always unsure of what mischief Eddie is planning. 

But before you can dwell on that thought for too long, Eddie is gently guiding Steve’s head to your still dripping cunt. Watching you both for any signs of apprehension, smirking to himself when he finds only wonder in your eyes and pure lust in Steve’s as he gets himself comfortable on his stomach. 

You jolt when Steve licks your cunt, apologising to him but you just feel Steve smile against you and moan at your taste in response. Steve is slower and more gentle than Eddie. You’re not sure if he's going easy on you because he knows how overly sensitive you must be or if he is usually just this gentle, but you hope you get to find that out another time. 

Eddie keeps his hand on the back of Steve’s head, pulling the hair slightly, knowing how much it makes Steve squirm. Steve moans at the pressure on his scalp, hips absentmindedly rutting against the bed, desperate for some kind of relief. 

You continue to moan and flinch from the overstimulation to your swollen clit, Eddie’s mouth practically salivating at the sight. As if reading Eddie’s mind, Steve suddenly brings his hand up to cup the back of Eddie’s head, pulling him to join him down at your dripping cunt. 

You sit up higher on your hands now, not wanting to miss a second of this and spreading your legs impossibly wider to accommodate two people between them. Eddie darts his tongue out, licking slowly along your clit too, tongue bumping Steve’s as he does. Eddie drops his hand from Steve’s head, letting the other take control. 

You make a sound between a scream and a high pitched moan as you feel two separate tongues on you. Your hand coming to cup your mouth instinctively as you start to feel self conscious of the sounds you’re making. 

“Ah ah, sweetheart,” you hear Eddie’s deep voice as he grabs your hand, pulling it away from your face, “let us hear your pretty moans.” 

You nod in response, still gripping Eddie’s hand and tangling your fingers together as he goes back to devouring you, your eyes screwing shut at the intense, overstimulating pleasure. You feel them both move slightly, one tongue dipping lower, circling your hole as the other continues to circle your clit slowly, deliberately. 

You gasp as you feel the tongue start to breach your hole, head snapping down to see both sets of eyes on you. You see Eddie’s eyes brimming with mischief as you realise it’s his tongue that’s slowly thrusting inside you again, this time as far as it will reach with Steve’s head in the way. 

Your mouth hangs open in a silent gasp, eyebrows furrowing together as you watch them intently. You whine when Eddie pulls away from your cunt, taking his hand back from your tight grip as he sits up. However he is quick to replace his tongue with one of his fingers, barely pushing it into you up to the first knuckle. 

“This okay sweet girl?” He asks breathlessly, wasting no time to slowly push his finger in when you whisper out please. 

You moan and gasp at the foreign feeling of having someone else’s fingers inside of you as Eddie continues to pump further into your dripping heat with every thrust. 

As soon as he’s got one finger pumping in and out of you slowly you turn to him, begging for him to add another finger which he happily obliges. 

“Aww, sweetheart,” he coos with a fake pout as you whimper at the delicious sting of his second finger being added, “that too much for your tight little pussy?” 

“N-no,” you stutter out, “fuck, no, its good. It’s so fucking good Eddie your fingers are so thick.” You don’t have time to register how out of character it is for you to talk like this, but you’re hurdling too fast towards your second orgasm — something that once felt impossible — to notice. “So much thicker than mine, fuck. A-and Steve, your tongue feels, oh god, so good. It’s so much and so perfect, shit.”  

Steve’s eyes roll into the back of his head as he lets out a guttural moan at your words. Eddie looking at you in a mix of surprise and awe as he mutters a “Fuck, princess,”. His free hand coming to palm himself through his jeans. 

You watch Eddie touch himself, suddenly getting the overwhelming urge to have him deep in your throat like you’ve been imaging for the past week. 

With you knew found confidence you shakily ask, “Y-you look so hot when you touch yourself Ed’s, fuck. C-can I?” 

Eddie finds your vague question adorable. He’s got an inkling of what you’re asking for. But he needs to hear those words fall from your bitten lips. Eddie slowly removes his fingers, still careful to not hurt you, although you're so wet he's sure he could slide his dick in with no resistance at this point. 

He comes to kneel beside you on the bed. “You’re gonna have to ask better than that princess, what do you need from me?” 

“Your cock.” You mumble, flushing a little, “Please, can I, — can I suck it again?” 

Eddie would give you the world if you asked with the way your lust blown, glassy eyes are staring up at him. He wastes no time undoing his pants, shoving them and his boxers down in one swift motion. 

“You sure you’re up for this sweet thing? It’s hard to concentrate on pleasing whilst getting pleased, ya know?” 

“Mm I’m sure, please?” You beg, reaching out for him with one hand, the other keeping you half upright. 

“Eager,” he chuckles at you, “here, keep your head still like that and focus on keeping yourself upright, I’m gonna thrust into your mouth, I promise I’ll be gentle, okay?” 

“Okay,” you breathe, eyes focused on Eddie’s cock mere inches from your lips, your mouth salivating and opening on instinct as you finally get what you so desperately crave. 

The musky taste of Eddie invades your senses as you finally feel the head slip past your lips. You go to bob your head but Eddie grabs your hair, holding you still. Instead feeding you his cock slowly, inch by inch before moving out and gently thrusting back in. He continues this until he’s set a good rhythm that’s still slow enough for you. 

“That’s it,” Eddie sighs at the relief of you lips and tongue, “good fucking girl.”

You feel Steve’s fingers breach your hole suddenly, two fingers sliding in with ease due to the stretching from Eddie moments ago. You feel Steve curl his fingers, reaching a spot deep inside you that you’ve never been able to reach on your own. 

The feeling causes you to gasp around Eddie’s cock, accidentally gagging in the process. Steve stops licking and sucking at your clit when he hears you, stilling his fingers inside you. Eddie is quick to remove himself from your mouth, although he couldn’t hide the moan that left his lips feeling your throat constrict around his cock like that, resisting the urge to completely ruin you. 

“You okay little one?” He asks, wiping a tear that’s escaped your glassy eyes.

“Yeah,” you assure him, turning to Steve, “you can do both at the same time?” You ask innocently, awe and surprise written all over your face. 

“Yeah,” Steve replies with a chuckle as Eddie smiles. 

“Fuck, that’s so hot.” 

Steve can’t stop the smile that spreads on his face, you are so cute it hurts. 

“You okay if I get back to it?” He asks, diving back in gently when you nod your head vigorously. 

“Ready for me too, sweet girl?” He asks, thumb rubbing gently against your cheek. You respond by opening your mouth, your tongue hanging out, inviting Eddie’s cock back in. 

Eddie thinks about chastising you for not using your words, but decides that can wait for another time. He instead gently grabs the back of your head, angling it back towards him and thrusting slowly into your eagerly awaiting lips. 

You moan around Eddie’s length, the overwhelming sensations of Steve’s tongue circling your clit, his lips sucking gently on you every now and then, his fingers thrusting, curling and stretching you and the weight of Eddie’s cock restringing dizzyingly against your tongue, dragging over it and slipping slightly down your throat becoming all too much. 

But you never want it to stop. 

Steve is completely lost in you, your taste, your smell, the beautiful sounds you're making all because of him. He’s been desperate since he got you in his lap, this just sending him into a frenzy, straining to keep his control so as to not overwhelm you and completely in awe of how well you’re doing. He can’t help but grind against the bed, right in time with the thrusting of his fingers, imagining it was his cock stuffed deep inside you instead. 

He looks up at you, completely mesmerised by the way you’re taking Eddie’s cock so well. How hot you look with your eyes half lidded, staring up at Eddie, drool coating the corner of your mouth and no doubt the other side he can’t see.

Eddie looks just as beautiful, his long waves cascading down his back and sticking to his forehead. His eyes are screwed shut, brows furrowed and Steve can tell he’s trying so hard to be gentle with you, knowing just how hard Eddie usually likes it. It has his dick throbbing, begging for release. 

He’s so lost in you both that he doesn’t realise he’s starting to rut against the bed faster and consequently, fingering you faster as well. 

You feel Steve speed up, the dizzying pleasure causing you to choke on Eddie again. You moan at the feeling, already addicted to the feeling of gagging on Eddie’s thick cock.  

You’re somewhat annoyed when you feel Eddie start to pull away again, no doubt to check on you once again. Although you appreciate how caring and gentle they are being, you feel like you might die if he pulls away again. 

You quickly grab the back of his thigh, pulling it closer to you again and making you gag as Eddie wasn't expecting the force in which you pulled him closer. You moan again at the feeling. 

“Oh fuck sweetheart,” Eddie moans, “you like that huh? Like choking on my cock baby?” 

Both you and Steve moan at his words, you moaning out a “mmhmm” as best you can around his cock. 

“Shit look at our dirty fucking girl, Stevie,” he continues, stomach muscles contracting from his fast approaching orgasm whenever you gag and moan around his length. 

Eddie throws his head back as he feels you bob your head in time with his thrusts, taking him deeper in your throat than he thought you would be able to. 

“Jesus Christ sweetheart, you’re gonna make me cum if you keep that up,” he almost whimpers breathlessly. The moan that leaves your lips at his statement is pornographic, sending Eddie hurdling faster towards his orgasm. 

“You like that huh? Want me to cum in this slutty throat?” He asks, and he’s met with more moans and gags. 

He cant take it anymore, your mouth feels absolutely sinful. He grabs your hair harder, still trying his best to be gentle with you but failing slightly. He makes the mistake of looking down, he’s met with your half closed, beautiful eyes staring up at him as his cock disappears between your lips and the image of Steve being completely lost in your pussy, rutting shamelessly against the bed as his hand grips your thigh. 

Those two things are what finally sends him hurdling over the edge. 

“Oh god just like that y/n, oh fuck, m’gonna — I’m gonna fucking cum, shit-” Eddie cums with a silent moan, hips stilling completely, one first balled by his side, the other tangled in your hair. It takes everything in him to keep still while you gladly milk him dry with your mouth, moaning at the taste. 

When Eddie feels his orgasm subsiding he quickly pulls out of your mouth with a pop, the feeling verging on overstimulating. 

The feeling of Eddie’s thick ropes of cum covering your tongue and sliding down your throat are enough to bring you to the brink of your second orgasm of the night. As soon as Eddie’s cock leaves your mouth you throw your head back, moans and whimpers now free to spill past your swollen lips. 

Eddie bends down to capture your lips in a searing kiss, tasting himself on your tongue as you moan into each other's mouths. You break away as Steve starts to suck on your clit, hard, your hand coming down to tangle in his caramel locks as you make eye contact with the sweet boy between your legs. 

“Oh fuck, Steve I’m so close,” you practically scream, “Your tongue is so good, fuck your fingers are so thick it’s so good, fuck you’re stretching me out so good baby.” 

Steve and Eddie moan at your words, surprised but pleased with how wrecked they’ve gotten you, so much so that you finally seem to have no problem telling them exactly how you feel. All previous anxieties melted away as your brain fogs and your legs start to shake. 

They can tell you’re right on the edge. Eddie leans down slightly, bracing you with a hand on your back to keep you upright as your arms start to wobble, pressing gentle kisses to your shoulder as he mumbles encouragements and praises of ‘good girl, we’ve got you, come on and let go for us, make a mess of Stevies pretty face like you did mine.’ 

Your orgasm crashes into you and you soak Steve's face with a pleasured scream. Your whole body shakes and your vision blurs, you’re thankful for Eddie holding you up or else you feel as though you’d sink through the mattress. 

Feeling you clench around his fingers and tasting your cum has Steve cumming as well, he hadn’t realised just how worked up he’d gotten until it was too late and he was cumming in his pants like a teenager. He groans into your cunt, continuing to lick and finger you through both of your orgasms. 

“I think that’s enough Steve,” you both barely hear Eddie. Steve had gotten so lost in his own orgasm he hadn’t thought to ease you through yours, thankfully though, he hears Eddie enough and does stop, and you finally start to catch your breath. 

You slowly start to open your eyes, blinking at the brightness, your vision finally focusing again. You see Steve between your legs still, resting his head on one of your thighs as he massages the other, staring up at you lovingly. 

“Welcome back little one,” you hear Eddie whisper as he continues to plant soft kisses on your shoulder and rub your back. 

“Hey,” you say with a giggle, “damn that was… intense.” 

“It wasn’t too much?” Steve asks you. 

“Definitely not,” you reply. 

“Good,” Eddie replies for him. You all stay like that for a second, all basking in the afterglow of your orgasms and the boys letting you come down from your high further. 

After a couple of moments you feel a slight change in Eddie’s demeanour. Unbeknownst to you Eddie had realised Steve had cum while eating you out. And there was no way Eddie was going to pass up the opportunity to ‘punish’ him for it.   

“Now,” he starts, “can you move over here for me, gorgeous?” He asks, gently moving you up and over so you're now on one side of the bed instead of the middle, your head resting gently on the pillows. 

You turn to get a better view of what Eddie’s planning, grabbing a pillow and hugging it between your arms, resting on your stomach with one leg bent, your chin dipping into the pillow in your arms. 

Steve was quick to hop up when Eddie moved you, now sitting on his knees, his hands resting perfectly on his thighs. He looks almost submissive, you think, no doubt sensing the change in Eddie too. 

Eddie crawls back over to the younger man, kneeling in front and towering over him, using his pointer finger to tilt Steve’s head back to look him in the eyes. 

“Poor little Stevie,” he says with a fake pout, “cumming in his pants like a teenager again from the pretty sounds our y/n was making huh?” 

You don’t miss how your heart leaps at Eddie calling you our y/n, but you’re way more preoccupied on the fact that you made the Steve Harrington cum in his jeans. 

“You did?” You ask in surprise, sitting up as much as your laxed body will let you. 

Steve nods sheepishly in return, avoiding eye contact as his head drops. Eddie is quick to grab his chin harshly, forcing Steve’s eyes back on him “She asked you a question,” he hisses. 

“Yes, I did.” Steve says, eyes never leaving the metalheads black orbs. 

Eddie tuts in return, “What are we gonna do with you huh?” He asks rhetorically, “Lie down.”

Steve obeys quickly, coming to lie next to, but still slightly away from you. You’re completely hypnotised by the dynamic and how they're acting. You’ve heard all of their stories of doing scenes where they’re ‘dominant’ or ‘submissive’, but seeing what you’re pretty sure is Eddie being Dominant while Steve is Submissive for him is something entirely different. 

If it didn’t feel like your whole lower body was numb, you know you’d be feeling your heartbeat in your core at the sight in front of you. 

You watch as Eddie undoes Steve’s jeans, pulling them and his boxers down in one go, Steve’s half hard, sticky length resting against his tight stomach. Steve whines as it comes in contact with the cool air, finally free from the confines of his tight jeans after what seems like hours. 

Eddie is quick to take Steve firmly in his grasp, slowly tugging on him as Steve hisses, whimpers and squirms under his touch. 

“Shit, Eddie, fuck, ‘s sensitive,” Steve whines out, trying to squirm away from Eddie’s grip. 

“Ah ah baby,” Eddie tuts, snaking his other hand around Steve’s back, circling his hips and pulling him back closer, holding him down. He leans out and spits on the head of Steve's dick, the drool dripping down onto Eddie's fingers as he continues to pump Steve. 

Eddie slowly licks the head of Steve’s length, groaning at the leftover taste of his cum before suckling lightly on the head. Steve continues to squirm. Even the light touches making him thrash in Eddie’s hold. 

Eddie finally starts to take Steve in his mouth, causing Steve’s hands to shoot out. One almost ripping a hole in your bed cover, the other trying to pull Eddie off by his hair. 

Eddie pulls off of Steve with a chuckle, grabbing Steve;s hand and holding it still by his side with the arm that's still behind Steve’s back. 

“God you’re such a fucking brat, hold still,” Eddie hisses. The words give you butterflies and they're not even directed towards you. 

You watch as Eddie continues to suck Steve off, their moans and Steve's whimpers completely hypnotising but as you continue to watch them interact you can’t help the annoying words of self doubt that start to creep into your mind. 

The smile on Eddie's face when he was telling Steve what to do and the look on Steve’s face as it contorts in so much pleasure, as he’s giggling and whining and moaning at the overstimulation. It seems carefree, like they are not having to hold back with each other, like they know the other person can actually handle what they're doing, not having to check in every 5 seconds because they know the other would be able to tell them to stop if needed. 

It looks fun. So much more fun than what they’ve been doing with you. 

Steve cries out as Eddie lightly plays with his balls, his second orgasm fast approaching. They can feel your eyes glued to them, knowing your watching only egging them on more, adding to the pleasure they are both feeling. God, they can’t wait to do this with you, but they know you need some more time before they can. 

They don’t care though, they're willing to wait for as long as you need. 

You watch as Steve’s hips start to meet Eddie’s pace, thrusting fast into his mouth. You watch in awe as Eddie hardly even gags, managing a lot better than you did. You look at how much more Steve is enjoying this, so much more than when Eddie had to hold back to show you how to suck Steve’s dick. How boring is it going to be for them when they take your virginity? 

“Fuck, Eddie I’m gonna cum, you want it huh? Wanna taste my cum?” Steve tries to tease, earning himself a smack on the thigh from Eddie. The sting only turns him on more. 

“Shit, yeah like that, exactly like that, oh my go-,” Steve cries out as he cums, thrashing even more in Eddie’s grip as he fights away and towards the pleasure. Eddie gives Steve mercy, barely sucking on him and stopping as soon as he’s sure Steve’s finished cumming. 

Eddie is quick to crawl up to Steve, crashing their lips together in a sloppy kiss. You watch behind hooded eyes as they swap fluids between their mouths, the pink of Steve’s tongue poking out to lave at Eddie’s, swallowing drops of his own cum. 

Steve’s the first to break away, “Okay that’s enough, fuck,” he pants, flopping back onto the bed, “gonna make me pass out Eds.” 

Eddie hops up, stretching as he chuckles at you both, tired and spent on the bed. 

“C’mon,” he murmurs fondly, tapping Steve’s thigh, cocking his head in your direction “we gotta get this one to bed.” 

They both look at you as you give them a tired smile, all negative thoughts gone from your head as their kind eyes meet yours. It's much easier to just be here with them anyway, for now at least. 

“‘M’not even tired,” you slur purposely with a giggle. 

“Mhmm sure, sure,” Eddie replies, coming around your side of the bed before picking you up bridal style, laughing at the small scream you let out as he picks you up. 

“Eddieeee,” you complain half heartedly, wrapping your arms around him and snuggling into his neck as he starts to walk you down your hallway to the bathroom “I can walk myself.”

“Honestly princess I don't know if you can.” He tuts. 

“Yeah, I mean I did make you cum pretty hard, way harder than Eddie did at least,” Steve teases as he follows you both. Yours, his and Eddie’s pjs in his hands.  Eddie narrows his eyes at Steve playfully as you giggle at their teasing, squealing as Eddie pops you down on the cold bench. 

“Eds, ‘s cold,” you pout. 

“I know baby just one sec, gotta get the shower ready for you.”

As soon as Eddie and Steve decide that the shower is the perfect temperature (with more bickering of course) they pop you on your feet, being extra doting as they make sure you can stand and taking their time to wash your body and hair for you. 

As much as you try to bury it, your insecurities arise again, thinking about how much more wrecked you are compared to Steve and how he doesn’t need his body washed for him because his arms feel like jelly. 

Unbeknownst to you, Eddie and Steve are absolutely loving this. Getting to touch your body, pamper you, be soft with you. It feels just as soothing to them as they hope it does to you. It’s something they never get when they are working: intimacy. It’s fun and they always unwind with the actors after, to make sure everything was okay and they enjoyed themselves but it's not like this. It's not with you. 

You all crawl into your bed after the shower. Getting cosy with each other just like you did last time. Eddie on his side facing you and Steve, you in the middle again, your head against Eddie’s chest and Steve’s head just above yours on Eddie’s arm, almost tucked under Eddie’s chin, his arm slung tightly over your waist. Eddie’s arm that’s under Steve’s head is bent as he plays with Steve’s hair, his other hand resting on the side of your face, playing with your hair and stroking your cheek, soothing both of you. 

It doesn’t take long for you and Steve to drift off to sleep, Eddie still playing with both of your hair. He watches you both, fondness and sadness settling in his stomach. 

He cares about you both so much, never wanting these moments with you both to end. But he knows they have to, he knows one day these moments will end for good. When he and Steve have shown you all they can. When your confidence is up and you finally find someone who treats you right, someone you deserve. And when Steve finds another girl who loves him better than Nancy ever could. 

He knows you’ll both move on from this, from him some day. Eddie knows he should move on from this too, but how could he? When the only things he's ever wanted are cuddling up to him as they sleep softly in his arms. 

*****

You sigh in frustration, pulling a pillow over your head and letting out a groan. You peek out from under it to see the time, your clock reading 12:03am, way past when you wanted to go to sleep… and meaning you’ve been trying to make yourself cum for over 2 hours. 

This is the third time you’ve tried to make yourself cum after your last encounter with the boys last week. The week before was so easy, you were able to make yourself cum in no time and practically whenever you wanted thanks to the boys (and the memory of their pretty moans). 

But now, everytime you start to get close your head, of course, wanders to the sight of Steve’s cock shoved down Eddie’s throat. A sight which would have had you cumming in 30 seconds in the past but instead it just raises those awful thoughts of how much more fun they seemed to have without you. How much easier it was for them to just have fun together without having to worry. How it must be so boring with you. 

You admit your defeat, getting yourself dressed and dramatically flopping back into bed. Your mind swims with a billion thoughts. You’re nervous about seeing them again tomorrow, even more so because of how weird the morning after was.

Something was off. Mainly with Eddie, you couldn’t put your finger on what but he just didn’t seem like the overly flirty, annoyingly confident, super sweet guy he usually was. Steve had noticed it too, finally asking Eddie what his deal was. 

“Just tired I guess,” he’d replied with a shrug, “Didn’t completely pass out like you two, I mean I only got to cum once last night.” He had joked, with not enough enthusiasm in his voice. 

You remember slumping in your seat, thinking of how much more fun he would have had if you weren’t so tired, maybe you could’ve made him cum again, or made him cum harder if you’d sucked his dick better or if only you could’ve made him cum again as you rode him. 

You push your palms into your eyes. Trying to squeeze the negative thoughts out of your brain. 

It doesn’t help that you never really talked about what to expect tomorrow. You’d tried to bring it up and Steve had seemed keen to talk about it but the conversation never really went anywhere. The idea of the next time being you losing your virginity had been floated around but nothing had really been decided. But they hadn't said no. 

The nerves of losing my virginity tomorrow, maybe, must just be getting the better of me, you decided. Yes you're obviously less experienced than them but they knew that from the start. They knew what it was going to be like with you and they agreed, they wanted this. 

A thought you’d been reasoning with all week. One that at least seems to help you finally get some rest. A thought that seems to be overcome by your insecure thoughts as soon as you wake up. 

You finally close your eyes, sleep slowly pulling you in as you hold on to one thing: Surely they’d tell you if they weren’t enjoying it anymore, right?

*****

Steve jumps into Eddie’s van with an extra pep in his step, overly excited to spend another fun night with his two favourite people. He greets Eddie with an excited hey man, but only gets a grunt of a hey in return. 

“Whoa, what's up with you, cranky pants?” Steve teases, face turning serious when Eddie doesn’t reply, instead keeping his eyes strained on the road. 

“Hey, Eddie,” he tried again, softer this time, worry evident in his voice, “talk to be babe, what's wrong?” 

Eddie doesn’t miss how Steve calling him babe sets butterflies off in his stomach. Butterflies that die and wither in the depths of his chest when he thinks about what he’s about to say next. 

“It’s just… all wrong,” Eddie whispers, the right words not coming to him. 

“What's ‘all wrong’?” Steve replies, tone serious and soft as he places his hand on Eddie’s shoulder, waiting patiently as Eddie tries to gather his thoughts. 

“Just this whole arrangement, it’s… just not how it was supposed to go.” Eddie tries to explain, hoping Steve won’t make him say it. 

“I understand, it’s moving too fast huh?” Steve tries, thinking he’s understanding what Eddie means. 

“Yeah I mean, I guess.” Eddie sighs, Steve’s just not quite getting it, “I just wanted things to be different with her and w-with you.” 

Eddie holds his breath, hoping Steve is understanding now. 

“I understand Eddie,” Steve whispers, “just tell her how you feel, I’m sure she won’t mind.”

“Really?” Eddie asks, he thought Steve would be more upset about him wanting to stop, “You’re sure she won’t be mad?”

“Of course not Eddie!” Steve replies, “ Trust me she won’t mind”. I mean what’s another week Steve thinks… still not quite getting what Eddie means. 

***** 

You race to the door like you always do, excited to see your boys but also nervous that if you don’t get this over and done with you’ll end up pretending you aren't home. The nerves from last night still swimming around in your head. 

As you open the door you throw yourself into Steve’s arms as he was closest to the door, him returning the hug with  the same enthusiasm. However when you go to hug Eddie it feels like you’re hugging a brick wall. You step back from him awkwardly, looking at the way too forced smile on his face.

“Hey, are you okay?” You ask sweetly, and god it almost kills him, knowing you have no idea what's about to come. 

“Yeah, fine.” He says unconvincingly. He’s about to tell you but it seems wrong, he needs a second to collect himself first. “Just, um, need to go to the bathroom.” He grumbles at himself, slightly shoving past you and down the hall. 

You look at Steve, confused. 

“Is he okay?” You ask. 

“Yeah he’s alright, he um, we just need to talk to you honey.” He says sweetly, too sweetly, and with a hint of condescension. 

Oh no.

Your mind goes full throttle on all of the horrible insecure thoughts you’ve been having for the past week. We need to talk. You knew it, you knew they were sick of you!

Okay, okay, you tell yourself, it’s probably nothing, just hear them out. Trying your best to try and calm down before you have a full blown panic attack. 

Steve can tell you’re getting nervous, he’s about to lead you over to the couch, reassure you, he’ll you can’t down so you can all talk about this calmly but Eddie comes back before he has a chance. 

“This needs to stop.” Is all Eddie says as he enters the room, arms crossed over his chest and a stern look on his face. 

When those words leave Eddie’s lips you feel weirdly calm, you were right, they are sick of you. All of the insecure voices stop, why would you need them now anyway when they were right all along. 

You just scoff at him, mirroring his body language. 

“J-just for like the week though right?” Steve asks, confused, this isn’t what he thought Eddie meant in the car. 

“No,” Eddie replies, “I mean for good.”

Steve is surprised and a bit hurt, but if Eddie isn’t comfortable doing this anymore then yes they should probably stop. 

They both look at you, waiting for your reaction. 

“I fucking knew it,” you finally reply with a roll of your eyes. 

“You knew it?” Eddie replies with some malice in his voice, confused as to why this is your reaction. He didn’t want to hurt you but he had hoped there was some part of you that was as upset about this stopping as he was. 

“Yeah. I knew you guys were getting fucking bored, I could tell cause you were using your porn star ‘acting’ on me”. Okay, ouch, that was maybe too far. But right now you didn’t care. How could you care when the two people you cared about most were standing in front of you and telling you all the horrible things you had been thinking were true. 

They don't want you. 

“Pornstar acting?” Eddie practically spits. 

“Yeah,” you continue, on a roll now and being consumed by your anger, “I could tell you were faking it; you’re both not that good.” 

They both look at you, shocked and a little hurt. You start to feel bad but before you can apologise Eddie opens his big mouth again. 

“Yeah? Well you didn’t seem to be complaining about our ‘pornstar acting’ when you were fucking screaming our names.” 

“Eddie,” Steve tries, trying to stop this before it gets too out of control, but Eddie interrupts him. 

“Besides, do you think anyone else would do this with you? Who else would’ve taken care of you like how I’ve had to all these years?” His anger completely taking over at your completely unfair reaction. 

“I knew it!” You practically scream, “I knew you resented having to ‘take care of me’ all those years in highschool! I wish you never had then!” You mean that you wish Eddie wouldn't have if he was just going to resent you for it, but to Eddie it sounds like you wish you hadn’t been friends for all these years, that you regret his friendship. 

“Oh really?” Eddie retaliates, “Who were you gonna hang out with instead? King Steve?” 

Steve looks at Eddie in shock, how is any of this his fault? 

You scoff at him again, “At least I wouldn't have had to hang out with the freak.”

That statement shoots right to Eddie’s heart, completely ripping it to shreds. He was right, he really was just a third wheel, this whole time. No wonder you were so nervous to hang out with Steve all those years ago. He was a fool to think that maybe he had a chance, you were friends for all of highschool, if you wanted him you would have made a move, gave some sort of indication you felt the same, but you never did.

“Yeah and Steve and his fuckwits were better?” He asks, expression cold and unforgiving. 

“At least I wouldn’t have been bullied everyday.”

“Yeah you would’ve been the bully!” Eddie shouts. 

Steve, having been silent in shock this whole fight finally pipes up at that, hurt and anger running cold through his veins as well, “Whoa whoa, that’s not fair, we weren’t bullies?!”

“Yes you were!” Eddie and you shout at the same time. 

“You and your whole group made my life awful,” you add, just to add to the pain from you that Steve was already feeling. 

There's silence that seems to stretch on for eternity. You and Eddie are breathing heavily, angry at everyone and especially yourselves. Steve feels like he's standing on the outside, he’s tried for years to get rid of his reputation from highschool, he thought you and Eddie understood that. 

“Don’t try to stand here and say that the only reason you never got fucked in highschool was because you hung out with me,” Eddie finally breaks the silence.

“That was all you baby,” Steve mumbles, eyes cast downward, the baby coming out like an insult. 

What would he know? You think angrily.  

“God I'm so sorry for having standards Steve and not wanting to be another one of your conquests or something.” 

“Well at least you wouldn’t have been a fucking virgin in your twenties.” He spits back at you. 

Too far Eddie thinks, his anger now being directed towards Steve, as if he knew what it was like for you and him during high school, “Oh yeah, and being one of the many girls you fucked and got rid of is better?” 

Of course, Steve rolls his eyes, he can dish it out to her but as soon as I say one thing i'm the bad guy he thinks 

“You're just pissed ‘cause you never made a move.” 

‘Made a move’? What does Steve even mean by that? It's stupid, you know it is, but there's a little part of you that perks up at that, some part of your broken heart holds on to just a sliver of hope. Did Eddie want to make a move on you all those years ago? 

“I would never do that.” Eddie says with no emotion, tone final. She's my best friend, she's so much more than that he should have added, but he didn’t. Instead it comes across like he's disgusted. Like the mere thought of ever asking you out makes him want to gag.  

“Wow thanks Eddie, cause you’re such a catch,” you spit back. 

Steve laughs at that, boy he really was wrong, he really felt like such a third wheel this whole time, he really thought you would’ve jumped to date Eddie given the chance but maybe not. 

But of course Steve’s laugh comes across like he agrees, like he also thinks Eddie wouldn’t stand a chance with you. Eddie’s face falls at that. The look on his face making you just as mad with Steve. 

“Don't act like you’re any better,” you retort. Like he wouldn’t have just flirted, seduced, fucked and left you if it wasn’t for Eddie. 

“You’ve always been closer with Eddie! You only barely tolerated me for him.” Steve’s completely taken aback by that, is that how you really felt? All this time while you were one of Steve's closest friends you thought that he only tolerated you?

“That's not true.” He says through a clenched jaw. 

“If it wasn’t for Eddie you would look at me like you look at all the other conquests, remember when we first met and you couldn’t stop flirting?” You ask, tone condescending, Steve does remember, “It was only when Eddie told you to stop that you actually treated me like a person.”

“What and Eddie was treating you like a person this whole time?” Steve shouldn’t say this, god he knows he shouldn’t, “The whole time through high school everyone thought you were fucking, anybody who even dared look at you was met with a deathstare from Eddie. He acted like you were his fucking property.” 

What? You physically recoil backwards at his words. There’s no way anyone thought that right? You feel like you’re back in high school, everytime everyone looked at you weird, was that why? Because they thought you were just Eddie Munson’s slut? 

Eddie sees red at Steve’s word and especially the reaction you had to them. “That's bullshit and you know it, Harrington. At least I’m not revelling in the fact that I finally get to fuck a virgin unlike all of those other easy girls you got with.” 

Your head feels like it's spinning, you could be physically sick at their words. Is that a thing? Do people like ‘getting with virgins’? Is that all they saw this as?

“What, so I was just a fetish to you both this whole time?” You mean for it to come out angry but there’s a wobble in your voice, “You’re both fucking freaks.” 

The insult hits harder for Eddie than it does Steve, who’s started to notice the cracks in your anger. Before he can think the words are spilling out of his mouth “At least I’m not a freak who's still a virgin in her twenties, it’s not cool to be such a cocktease at your age.”

That reignites a little bit of anger in you, enough for you to push down the tears that are threatening to fall for a little while longer. “At least I didn't flunk high school and have to become a pornstar in my twenties to get by. Is swinging your dicks around all you two are good at?”

Eddie and Steve look like you just punched them both in the face. They’ve had to deal with a lot of judgement from a lot of people for doing what they do, they’ve both lost friendships and relationships over this. But you were always there for them, the whole time and you never once judged them. Until now.  

“God, you’re such a bitch,” Eddie sighs, shaking his head, “no wonder your last boyfriend dumped you.” 

That. That was it. Right there. The last thing you could handle from them both as a single tear slipped down your cheek. Causing a tiny sliver of regret to wash over Eddie and Steve instantly. 

“Get out,” you say, voice wavering as you try to keep it together, not wanting them to see you cry. 

“What?” They both ask softly. 

“I said get out.” You repeat, slightly more sure of yourself this time, “I don't want to see you, either of you anymore, being your friend has been painful enough.” 

You don't mean to let that last part slip but you can’t stop it. It’s true, having to be so close to them yet so far, having to watch them flirt and go home with other girls, having to listen to their relationship troubles and about all of the films they’ve stared in, it’s been hell. 

You thought you were doing a good job of pushing your feelings down this whole time, but deciding to fool around with them, to maybe lose your virginity to them, it was a mistake. Getting to touch them the way you’ve wanted to for years made all of your feelings arise. Yet you hadn’t realised just how much you were falling for them, not until they were yanked away from you once again. This time further than they had been before. 

Your words don’t convey the emotions you were hoping they would, instead it sounded like you regretted being their friend because you didn’t like them, not because you were falling for them. 

Eddie scoffs, “Don’t act like it’s been any easier for us.” You don’t realise it, but his words hold the same meaning as yours do. But instead, like yours, his words come across as a rejection.

It couldn’t have been easy being friends with someone as shy as you, someone as needy as you, someone who hangs on their every word and someone who is a loser virgin in their twenties is what you think Eddie means. 

The rejection is enough for the dam to finally break, your bottom lip wobbling as you fail to try to stop your tears from flowing freely down your cheeks. Before you can stop yourself a sob rips it way out of you, your arms instinctively wrapping around yourself for some sort of comfort. 

You look so small, helpless and broken, they think. Looking at you, their girl, their y/n, being so distraught because of them, it makes them regret everything. They should've told you no, they should’ve figured out another way for you to lose your virginity, or maybe done it with less emotion. They should’ve stopped themselves from falling so hard for you and each other. 

Eddie rakes his fingers through his hair in defeat. He feels helpless, he’d promised you all those years ago to protect you and he’d failed. He steps toward you slowly, hands out as if you were a scared little animal, and to be honest, you looked like one right now. 

“Little one,” he whispers as he steps closer, hoping the old nickname will bring you some kind of comfort. 

“Don’t.” You snap at him before he gets a chance to say anything else, finally meeting his eyes, the hurt written all over your face, “You don’t get to call me that anymore, I want you to leave.” You manage to say in between sobs. 

“Honey,” Steve tries, both of them hating the thought of leaving you alone when you’re like this. 

“Just get out!” You yell, arms flailing. You look at them both when they don’t move, “Please.” You whisper, eyes begging. You couldn’t bare to be around them for another second. The two people who have always made you calm and happy now just felt like an intrusion in your space. You needed them gone. 

They finally nod, their shoulders slumping in defeat as they slowly make their way to the front door. This wasn’t what was supposed to happen. 

Steve stops after he’s stepped outside, looking back at you like he’s going to say something else but you don’t want to hear it, you can’t hear anything else from them. You quickly walk to the front door, slamming it in their face before sliding down the back of it sitting on the floor with your knees drawn to your chest and your head in your hands. Finally letting the sobs wrack through your whole body, not even caring if they can hear you anymore. 

*****

It’s been almost a year now since that night, and just as long since you’ve seen Eddie and Steve. 

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