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I want sex. I want sex now. I want lesbian sex in particular but any sex will do. I want to make out until my lips hurt. I want to suck someone's tongue. I want to give head & receive it. I really want lesbian sex. Gah lately I have been having such hot lesbian sex dreams. I'm afraid to admit to myself I like girls but I already kind of have with this post. I just want to kiss a girl, that's all. Beard burn just fucking hurts. A man's face with facial hair rubbing against your face fucking rubs raw after awhile. I want soft kisses ♡. I want to smell sweet hair & I want a WOMAN to grab me hard. Idk. I'm horny.

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That moment when you're super horny & you're waiting for you parents to fall asleep. Hell.

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I masturbate more than I eat.

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Death.

I just want to die right now. Being shitted on your heart twice in one night is just too much. When I make someone my ex I have to lose complete contact with them. Trying to be friends after a break up is just fail.

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Class.

I'm not a Bud-light, Budweiser, Pabst Blue Ribbon, Natural Ice drinking bitch. You will buy me a 10 dollar drink & you will buy me the good shit. Bahamas Mamas & Long Islands all night.

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Butterflies.

So I went to my cousin's 15th birthday party. Me being the "cool" 18 year old, I didn't want too stay too long but then, me being the charming girl, I started a conversation with the only other girl that was there. Her name was Emily. As we talked I thought she was interesting but as soon as shit dropped the lesbian bomb on me, I was intrigued. She flirted & lightly touched my thigh, I was just going to give her a kiss but then, she told me she was 16. I almost immediately walked away but idk, maybe she'll be a good booty call in the future.

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Frustrated.

I am sexually frustrated. I need cock in me. Or someone to eat me out right. Gahhh I need to go out tomorrow night but I am so broke. I need to get drunk & laid. Go dancing & hump hunks.

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Real.

I'm going to keep it real, I want a girlfriend. I really want to find a girlfriend that is feminine like I am but totally tops me. That's so romantic & is just ughhhh perfect. I'm tired of men, & I want to see how it'd be to be with a woman.

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Sexy or delusion.

I tried on my sexy cop costume that I wore 3 years ago when I was in the best shape of my life & I still fit in it, of course it's very very tight & I have bigger breasts now but it still fits! Maybe I've stretched it out or my body isn't nearly as bad as i think it is. I do know I do need to loose my mini love handles but over all I need to fucking get in shape if I want to get lovers of a higher rank. 10ers honey ♡

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?

Kind of feel like I'm in the closet. I want to start experimenting with women but I am afraid with what my friends will think. Don't get me wrong I love the cock but I think I just need that psychological push. To fuck my mind & remind myself I am human. Women are so pretty & nice & soft. It'd be nice to make out & not have a raw chin afterwards :p. The men I usually end up sleeping with all have had beards or had a week without shaving, it rubs you raw, it's hot but what does soft kissing feel like? What does touching someone's chest that has no hair on it feel like? What does it feel like when a girl goes down on you? Just simple questions that can be answered with simple experimentation.

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A vicious cycle of bashing & loving myself.

Literally one second I feel like I'm the hottest girl in the world & a minute passes & I feel ugly, hideous, trifling. My insecurities are very bi-polar & it's exhausting. When do you feel sexiest/hottest? -When I am walking into the club & all eyes are on me. I slay people with my eyes & give the boys aches in their hearts & wallets. When do you feel ugliest? -when I stare at myself too much, & that's a lot of my time. I start seeing flaws everywhere & I start to get self conscious. I feel the ugliest when I see a pretty person pass by.

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I'm in love. Insecurities.

Again! Someone new, someone different. Stunning, totally out of my league. Well idk, some days I feel like a solid 8 then other days I'm a soft 5. Idk I think if I just worked out & wore better clothes I'd be a 7.5. Solid 7.5 all day errrday. It's just living in a state that I have no one to impress brings my number down & my self esteem down. Being in a state where no one gives a fuck how they look makes everyone ugly, especially me.

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Ghetto.

Giving blood in the name for going to the damn club. This is a new all time low for me. Going to sell my blood for some money just to get into the damn club? Fuck idk what to say to that. But hey I’d rather die trying to go to the club than dying wanting to go.

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Want.

I want a certain person more than my career. That's saying a lot. This person doesn't know I exist but one day she will. No one famous. I'm not completely delusional but I'll marry her ♡. Writing this post shows how fucking insane I am, maybe I should go back to my psychologist.

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Jealousy.

When I want someone I'll have them. When I can't have them (rare occasions not being I'm gorgeous but I'm really persistent) I go mad. Angry & insane. You're going to break up with your girlfriend & you will be mine.

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You're too much.

Anonymous you drink too much. Anonymous you party too much. Anonymous you sleep too much. Anonymous you have sex too much. Anonymous you smoke too much. Anonymous you touch too much. Anonymous you watch tv too much. Anonymous you pee too much. This it guys, I've made it. I'm finally the person that is too much to handle.

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This could ruin everything.

So I am about to hit the club, be all cute & dance my ass off & get laid. As I finish showering & get looking for an outfit, diarrhea hits me. Seriously? Are you fucking kidding me?! I just drank half a bottle of Pepto so hopefully that'll cure my ass, literally.