Another Day, Another Dawn

A compilation of lyrics from the songs "No Love" by Eminem, "Going Through Changes" by Eminem, "Why I Love You" by Jay-Z and Kanye West, and "Coming Home" by P. Diddy can describe emotions that I used to feel for reasons I don't know where to begin explaining. As Eminem says, "Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delph like Philly, I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely, Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining, But life keeps on complicating..." and "Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty, When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help. I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs, Going through peaks and valleys" As Jay-Z and Kanye West say, "Ooh, I love you so But why I love you I’ll never know..." and "Why does it always end up like this? Something that we don’t determine Same people that I fought for That I fight for, that I ride for That I live for, that I die for Be the reason that these ****** is alive for And they want me dead But I’m so sorry but I just can’t die for you" and "So the love is gone, til blood is drawn So we no longer wear the same uniform Fuck you squares, the circle got smaller The castle got bigger, the walls got taller And truth be told after all that said ****** still got love for you" and "Showed love to you ****** You ripped out my heart and you stepped on it I picked up the pieces, before you swept on it God damn this shit leaves a mess don’t it Shit feelin’ like death don’t it" As P. Diddy says, " 'A house is Not a Home', I hate this song
Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And people got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But you felt it and still feel it" I went through a lot when I was younger and my heart stings from the scars. I guess that's why I take things harshly and tend to overreact sometimes. But I've recently been blessed with amazing news and good health, I'm tired of feeling so rotten. I believe that everyone has the strength to change for the better and everyone can be redeemed. Everyone deserves a second chance. Even the artists listed above think so, too: As Jay-Z and Kanye West say, "Bussin’ at me, But I’m bullet proof, bitch you can’t get nothin’ past me Got body armor, these ****** gotta watch the throne And I’m bussin’ back, so ****** in a glass house should not throw stones What do you do when the love turns to hate? (Gotta separate from these fuckin’ fakes) Caesar didn’t see it so he ceased to exist So the ***** that killed him had keys to his shit Am I my brother’s keeper? Only if that ***** don’t creep up Got a pistol under my pillow, I’ve never been a deep sleeper Paranoia Cause the ***** that said he’ll blast for ya Is now blastin’ for ya that’s an assassin for ya These ****** got a shot, they’ll shoot Please Lord, forgive him For these ****** not know what they, do" As Eminem says, "It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more You get no love You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground But what comes around goes around And you don't hurt me You don't hurt me, no more" As Diddy says, "Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming home"
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"I'm Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high" and

" 'Ain’t No Stopping Us Now', I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong" and 
"It’s what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it’s been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog miss you, Big
And here I stand, a better (wo)man" and, last but not least, "Another day, another dawn"

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10/7/16

Almost 1 year later and finally it's done

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It's 9.13.16 and my heart hurts

After this summer trying to understand Why do things happen and work out the way they do? ... still trying to understand

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When time is needed to think

Totally forgot yesterday was 1 yr and 11 Time keeps flying But what have been doing? A question that needs time to be answered, a question that needs time to be further digested New moral - dnfua Seriously Ahda, ah

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Another day, another dawn

Sean combs

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Da art of storytelling

Not just to quote Outkast, really have a story to tell. Though it may not be important, especially with some things in peril currently, this still messes with the mind. When a gal says something to you, you trust it. When she does exactly what she says she won't do, trust is broken. She is no longer a friend. And this is why friendship is tough. people aren't saints. Nobody's perfect as J cole says, but people can at least try to be courteous. So when this bond is broken and people are seen after some time stuff will happen. this makes no sense but this is a blog, it doesn't have to. Will update

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sessed

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Favorite spot

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Finals week

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Mood

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Everything will be over in 1 week

Just have to do as well as possible until then to enjoy what's coming next

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In less than 12 hours

It will officially be 1 and 9. Didn’t think it would be so different from at the beginning, but it’s interesting how things can change so much. HFTB, ETW

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18m, 9d

happy to be here, happy to be part of it

I think things happen for a reason, still (sort of) trying to figure out this one

will update more on the real

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Have to do more

Just ran into a gal who was just a normal person from town but now models all around the globe. Not saying I want to model to be happy or anything, but I can improve upon myself and do big things with what I've been given

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Exam today

Praying I don't hear the tears of a clown immediately after

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It's time to ask for forgiveness

I don't know why things work out the way they do I don't know why it takes me so long to become appreciative But I'm hoping that this can change soon and the sooner I realize that the Cavalry isn't coming, the sooner I'm going to make the jump to actually try for the things I want before time runs out