Hopelessly Lost

I'm not sure who I am. Maybe I can help define myself here. CW/HW: 257 6/12/19 yuck. 275.5 4/8/19 fuck.

[ambulatoryhoodie]

Pansexual, Polyamorous, Genderfluid, and a Libra.

I have never made a decision and I never will.

[blooooom]

the cure to self-sabotage is to anchor yourself to the universal truth that you are worth it. you are worth the effort. you are worth the difficulty, you are worth the time, you are worth the consideration. there is never a point in your life, in time itself, that you are not worth it. return to this truth when you feel yourself slipping. do not let it go.

[sleep-coffee-stuff]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

WHAT ARE YOU

H U N G R Y

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“She doesn’t want to talk. Let her cry herself out, let her calm down, let it all heal up.”

— Christa Wolf, tr. by Luise von Flotow, from “They Divided The Sky: A Novel,”

[anime--irl]

anime_irl

[kawaikorea]

[rkw-archive]

its always there

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

Sara Bellum for Mayor of Townsville 2019

[anotherlostgurl]

[dainty-and-spacey]

repost if u break the stereotype of Eds

you eat once a day/ u don’t always fast 24/7

you’re not bones

you don’t openly talk about it lile it’s a big problem

you don’t want treatment

you don’t think you’re sick enough for treatment

you can’t purge

EATING DISORDERS AREN’T WHAT THE MEDIA TELLS YOU

feel free to add!♡➹★

[anotherlostgurl]

Listening to Weird Als food based songs are the best things to listen to during a workout or while considering a binge i swear.

Like, how can i justify eating that while listening to 'Fat'?

[anotherlostgurl]

This is the tastiest fucking shit ever. I was craving onion rings. Realized i still had a yellow onion in the fridge.. small bit of oil, salt, pepper, garlic powder, and oregano.. there is no more than 200 calories here at the absolute highest. Im so fucking pleased with myself this shit is delicious.

[be-pd]

*expresses a reason i’m upset* oh god im being manipulative aren’t I

[anotherlostgurl]

I hate it. Ill be crying my eyes out explaining why im upset but also overexplain that im not trying to make them feel bad please dont feel bad i know im fucked up and this isnt actually you its just my own brain but im upset and you asked and im sorry you did

[under500gang]

[feettogether--thighsapart]

I feel exposed

[skinyyismydream]

loosing weight you’ve lost before is so fucking boring like biiitch can i just get to the part where i see new progress??damn

[kingsukjin]

it’s in words-

[anotherlostgurl]

I've lost 7 lbs in the last 6 days.

98 days until my birthday.

[anotherlostgurl]

Some days you just want to flail out in a hole and stop existing.

It usually happens when you can't sleep though.