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or just stay and watch me burn

[anothersuicidalhoe]

Personal blog. Filled with my hatred and rage and morbid obsession and maybe some headcanon.

I'm deranged but harmless.

Call me Gary, Griffon, π, 兀鹫 or whatever you like. Address me anything, they or he or she or even it, I don't care, I'm dead inside.

I'm Chinese and I still live in China so I'm in GMT+8 timezone.

main blog @clawsofakiller

[anothersuicidalhoe]

I think the new DVD cover looks like a British gay movie poster so I edited it a bit

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[ttota]

i want to know everyone's hcs on how tsurumi treats his boys

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I'm sorry

[anothersuicidalhoe]

I made a promise to myself yesterday evening that I should be sleeping at 4 am this morning and when 4 am passed I told myself it's okay just switch the schedule to 5 that is still a progress compared to yesterday I was still awake at 6.

And here I am. Awake. Conscious. Maybe high on caffeine. Probably high on concerta. I don't feel frustration. I only feel inconvenient because I have plans today. I just can't feel anything can I.

[goatsandgangsters]

how to find literally any post on a blog in seconds (on desktop)

there are so many posts about ~tumblr is so broken, you can’t find any post on your own blog, it’s impossible, bluhrblub~

I am here to tell you otherwise! it is in fact INCREDIBLY easy to find a post on a blog if you’re on desktop/browser and you know what you’re doing:

url.tumblr.com/tagged/croissant will bring up EVERY post on the blog tagged with the specific and exact phrase #croissant. every single post, every single time. in chronological order starting with the most recent post. note: it will not find #croissants or that time you made the typo #croidnssants. for a tag with multiple words, it’s just /tagged/my-croissant and it will show you everything with the exact phrase #my croissant

url.tumblr.com/tagged/croissant/chrono will bring up EVERY post on the blog tagged with the exact phrase #croissant, but it will show them in reverse order with the oldest first 

url.tumblr.com/search/croissant isn’t as perfect at finding everything, but it’s generally loads better than the search on mobile. it will find a good array of posts that have the word croissant in them somewhere. could be in the body of the post (op captioned it “look at my croissant”) or in the tags (#man I want a croissant). it won’t necessarily find EVERYTHING like /tagged/ does, but I find it’s still more reliable than search on mobile. you can sometimes even find posts by a specific user by searching their url. also, unlike whatever random assortment tumblr mobile pulls up, it will still show them in a more logically chronological order

url.tumblr.com/day/2020/11/05 will show you every post on the blog from november 5th, 2020, in case you’re taking a break from croissants to look for destiel election memes 

url.tumblr.com/archive/ is search paradise. easily go to a particular month and see all posts as thumbnails! search by post type! search by tags but as thumbnails now

url.tumblr.com/archive/filter-by/audio will show you every audio post on your blog (you can also filter by other post types). sometimes a little imperfect if you’re looking for a video when the op embedded the video in a text post instead of posting as a video post, etc

url.tumblr.com/archive/tagged/croissant will show you EVERY post on the blog tagged with the specific and exact phrase #croissant, but it will show you them in the archive thumbnail view divided by months. very useful if you’re looking for a specific picture of a croissant that was reblogged 6 months ago and want to be able to scan for it quickly 

url.tumblr.com/archive/filter-by/audio/tagged/croissant will show you every audio post tagged with the specific phrase #croissant (you can also filter by photo or text instead, because I don’t know why you have audio posts tagged croissant) 

the tag system on desktop tumblr is GENUINELY amazing for searching within a specific blog! 

caveat: this assumes a person HAS a desktop theme (or “custom theme”) enabled. a “custom theme” is url.tumblr.com, as opposed to tumblr.com/url. I’ve heard you have to opt-into the former now, when it used to be the default, so not everyone HAS a custom theme where you can use all those neat url tricks. 

if the person doesn’t have a “custom theme” enabled, you’re beholden to the search bar. still, I’ve found the search bar on tumblr.com/url is WAY more reliable than search on mobile. for starters, it tends to bring posts up in a sensible order, instead of dredging up random posts from 2013 before anything else

if you’re on mobile, I’m sorry. godspeed and good luck finding anything. (my one tip is that if you’re able to click ON a tag rather than go through the search bar, you’ll have better luck. if your mutual has recently reblogged a post tagged #croissant, you can click #croissant and it’ll bring up everything tagged #croissant just like /tagged/croissant. but if there’s no readily available tag to click on, you have to rely on the mobile search bar and its weird bizarre whims) 

[mylittleredgirl]

the archive/tagged trick is a lifesaver!!

a caveat on op’s caveat is that if your blog/the blog you want to search is older than [whenever they forced everybody into the tumblr.com/user change], most of these tricks will still work whether or not they have enabled “custom theme.”

tumblr works it’s just a closely guarded secret

[dduane]

OMG useful.

[anothersuicidalhoe]

My first time taking concerta

[anothersuicidalhoe]

I had a anxiety attack on the morning and I tried to calm myself by drawing with my left hand (I'm rightie). At first I only wanted to figure out the geometric shape of the Pyramid Head but for some reason I felt like adding something, I didn't know what I was doing but when I finished, I suddenly knew how to draw! I was surprised by the result and tried draw it again with my right hand in a more precise anatomy then I fell. Still don't know why I done something that's way better than my drawing skills. I only drew sun and flowers and wounds... before

[anothersuicidalhoe]

只要想到一辈子可能不会和某些人有交集就暖暖的很安心

[anothersuicidalhoe]

I only knew the concept of proshipping/proshipper like three days ago and I already considered myself one. Like, brother, I don't know what others think, but I already fucking drooling over a fictional man who kills animals, women, minors and gains pleasure from the killing thrill aaand committed holocaust on innocent mutants who live in a deserted tunnel. Their lives were already miserable and he had came down the sewers to exterminate them all, dude. Come on. I drool over a guy like him and take empathy on him. I literally love this scum. Heck, my moral compass is a mess🤣 If I ever gave a fuck about the values a FICTIONAL CHARACTER held I won't fucking like Sabretooth okay? I would hate him for what he did.

[anothersuicidalhoe]

In the past two years I have experienced a lot challenges of my life and thankfully it all ended pretty much, acceptably. I need to stop before the following message begin to look like a college application. To be short, I spent some time contemplating my life and I discovered something neglected about myself. At that time I did some research on neuro-divergent study and balabalabala I don't wanna write it anymore. Let me take a break

[the-cassquatch]

Ok but like. What the fuck is there to do on the internet anymore?

Idk when I was younger, you could just go and go and find exciting new websites full of whatever cool things you wanted to explore. An overabundance of ways to occupy your time online.

Now, it’s just… Social media. That’s it. Social media and news sites. And I’m tired of social media and I’m tired of the news.

Am I just like completely inept at finding new things or has the internet just fallen apart that much with the problems of SEO and web 3.0 turning everything into a same-site prison?

[dj-of-the-coven]

Long collection of resources under the cut.

Keep reading

[xerxestexastoast]

ALSO you should consider browsing Virtual Pet List and seeing if there are any pet sites you might be interested in playing. There is a whole genre of browser games right under your nose

[biothreads]

Another one that I just found recently is this, which is a whole collection of blogs, organized by topic!

ooh.directory: a place to find good blogs that interest you

A collection of 1,966 blogs about every topic

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Look guys the real internet IS STILL THERE I’m going to cry

[cloudyeveniing]

Getting off of twitter and onto neocities has really healed me and I am so glad to see it is healing other people too ;u; let’s retreat into the self-made digital woods and away from corporate bs pls, I am so tired

[anothersuicidalhoe]

can't control the rage

[mem-x-mma-deactivated20250304]

what hot are you babyfriend. highly specific heat warning

are you a hot person? you punk? yeah??? what kind huh??? masc or femme hot vibes? cocky or down to earth hot vibes??? why dont you stick around and find out what incredibly long and oddly specific example of a hot aura you give off?

[anothersuicidalhoe]

math tutor hot. yeah i do hope im good at math