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I’m seriously starting to think that there’s something wrong with my mental state rn. I don’t exactly know what could’ve caused it tho. Maybe a bunch of repressed emotions/ memories that resurfaced ig. I keep having moments where I just start feeling paranoid, nauseous, and lonely. It gets kind of hard to breathe too. And I can’t figure out what the trigger is. And this time, I also started to spiral a bit. And I saw some dark figure move in the corner of my eye. I should really tell someone this. I’ll do it soon, don’t worry.

I feel so isolated in real life. It’s my fault tho. I won’t make any effort to hang out with ppl and use work as an excuse. Chores. Free time. Anything. I also need to sleep more. I can’t keep doing this shit to myself. I’m just so scared of connecting to other people and then they start talking about self harm I can’t do that again I can’t be the “therapist” anymore. Fuck. I’m so tired rn.

it’s fine tho. I’ll be fine. I should be glad. Most ppl have it worse than I do. I’m just being silly rn. I just need to talk to someone about this later. Yeah.

#tw #tw sui ideation #tw rant #tw cursing #tw sh related #vent post #vent #i’ll delete this later

I just want to be in a space for survivors without running into posts that fucking claim programming (tbmc) doesn't exist, is it that hard? What's the point of trying so hard to proof it can't exist by theory for these people who have the privilege not to live through it, I can never understand.

#vent #tw cursing #ramcoa #tbmc #oea #organized abuse

It’s so frustrating when I tell people I go by any pronouns except for feminine ones and they constantly just call me she/her. Like fuck you,,, you literally have every single option EXCEPT for that!! You could call me a fucking block of cheese and I’d be cool with it!! Literally just ANYTHING BUT SHE/HER.

sorry ive had a long day.

I might delete this later cuz I don’t usually post this kinda stuff.

#rant #slight vent?#tw cursing #idk if that’s a tw but idrc rn #queer #I promise I’m not usually this mad about stuff #and as you know I still can’t tag

A little bit of a vent just cause I'm feeling off and a little upset and sad and stuff 💔

Man, I really just hate my birth dad. I don't usually hate people, y'know, but I don't get how someone can just ignore the fact he has a kid. The worst part is he isn't even super mean, he just can't be bothered to keep in contact with his own kid or even just show the fact he has a kid. I'm 99 % if he talks to people he probably says he doesn't even have a kid, because why the fuck would he when he's just an absent fucking loser.

He used to love me when I was younger, but somehow the fact I was growing up just made him hate me, puberty hit and he couldn't be bothered anymore, i wasn't cute anymore I was just a nuisance, and now I don't even get a happy fucking birthday or a happy holidays.

It fucks me up because I'm so much like him too. I'm awkward and nerdy, we look so alike. I don't like that. I hate it and I hate him. How can you be so unbothered about your own kid that you just ignore their presence now. Sure I don't keep in touch, but considering he has no urge to, I don't want to be in touch with him ever. Protect my peace or whatever the saying is y'know ?