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rant prt.2- things that piss me the fuck off
this kinda goes along with something I said in my previous post, but when people try to boil characters (or people) down to one thing. ex. ron weasley is only there for comedic effect within the golden trio. bruh that's not even trueee. Look I HATE pmo krowling as much as the next guy, so please for the love of god let's be better writers than her.
paying for parking at a school I pay to go to.
(God, I don’t know why I made that reblog. I’m so fucking stupid. Might private this blog for a few days. I don’t feel like detecting on this blog.)
Does my fuckass dad have to text me annoying bullshit every time I’m already pissed off, hopeless, and less close 👌 to being depressed beyond shit?
Also the misgendering is crazy🥹🔫 (yes Ik he doesn’t know cause he’d prob send me to a convention camp but it still pisses me off)
TW- Vent, very angry, slight sewer of the slide mention, cursing
I fucking hate AI! It’s worthless, it’s stupid, it’s destroying books, it’s killing our planet even faster, and it’s making people dumber so the evil corpos can continue to use us as barely paid slave labor! One of my fucking friends uses this “EcoAI” that supposedly plants trees whenever you use the bots. That’s obviously a fucking lie and I can’t believe she actually fucking believes that! I genuinely want to scream at her to stop using AI altogether because I wanna be a fucking author AND journalist! Two careers that AI is directly killing! But I know she probably won’t listen and I don’t want to lose her as friend but I just can’t take this anymore! My entire fucking future is getting more and more hopeless by the minute and it’s like no one cares. I don’t want to die but at the same time it’s feels like I’ll just be facing it soon anyway… it just hurts and sucks and makes me wanna dig a hole and bury myself so I suffocate faster instead of this slow, relentless choking.
I just want to be in a space for survivors without running into posts that fucking claim programming (tbmc) doesn't exist, is it that hard? What's the point of trying so hard to proof it can't exist by theory for these people who have the privilege not to live through it, I can never understand.
It’s so frustrating when I tell people I go by any pronouns except for feminine ones and they constantly just call me she/her. Like fuck you,,, you literally have every single option EXCEPT for that!! You could call me a fucking block of cheese and I’d be cool with it!! Literally just ANYTHING BUT SHE/HER.
sorry ive had a long day.
I might delete this later cuz I don’t usually post this kinda stuff.
A little bit of a vent just cause I'm feeling off and a little upset and sad and stuff 💔
Man, I really just hate my birth dad. I don't usually hate people, y'know, but I don't get how someone can just ignore the fact he has a kid. The worst part is he isn't even super mean, he just can't be bothered to keep in contact with his own kid or even just show the fact he has a kid. I'm 99 % if he talks to people he probably says he doesn't even have a kid, because why the fuck would he when he's just an absent fucking loser.
He used to love me when I was younger, but somehow the fact I was growing up just made him hate me, puberty hit and he couldn't be bothered anymore, i wasn't cute anymore I was just a nuisance, and now I don't even get a happy fucking birthday or a happy holidays.
It fucks me up because I'm so much like him too. I'm awkward and nerdy, we look so alike. I don't like that. I hate it and I hate him. How can you be so unbothered about your own kid that you just ignore their presence now. Sure I don't keep in touch, but considering he has no urge to, I don't want to be in touch with him ever. Protect my peace or whatever the saying is y'know ?
"you cant just take everything literally!!" Thats a symptom. Thats a fucking symptom of autism. That i have. What do you fucking expect from me.
