oops i did it again

what kind of person has a blog like this? (( vent for antmangonist ))

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i'll cut another deal if it means this is all fake. please.

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please let this be a nightmare

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... is this a nightmare?

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all this time, just getting to touch and kiss her felt like i was the luckiest guy in the world, like out of all the people she could've chosen, she picked me to do that ... but maybe i was just making it up.

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am i just. am i just another notch on the bed post?

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lying just feels. normal.

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was i just a fan was i just...

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was i just another fan...

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i love them so much

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did they leave marks on the other one too...?

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was this real

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every stupid good moment i had recently is with her

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i love her i love you natasha i miss you

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i can't stop thinking of her with someone else.

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i'm so in love with her i don't know what to do

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she keeps tagging me in things and it just hurts...

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i'm so in love with her, what am i going to do? how am i going to handle this?

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i miss her. i miss her so much. how could she lie to me?