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antnbvll: independent, selective, very low activity & mutuals only writing blog for original character lord anton bartholomew bevell created within the cw’s supernatural fandom as the son of lady toni bevell and arthur ketch. built around canon and personal headcanons. brought to life by hope. est. march 2022.

i. CARRD. ii. HEADCANONS. iii. MEMES. iv. BLOGS. v. PLAYLIST.

#PINNED.#BETA EDITOR ONLY.#MINORS DNI.

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED. YOU CAN FIND ANTON ON HIS NEW BLOG AT: @antnbvll

#tbt.

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Taron Egerton in Black Bird, 2022

#in character. ⸻ visuals.

deartragedies

SADIE SINK AS MAX MAYFIELD ↳ Stranger Things | 4x01

#it's your messed up family tree. ⸻ beatrice ' bea ' dagmar bevell.#dotter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#CREDIT FOR THE A+ CASTING GOES TO MICKEY

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TARON EGERTON as JAMES KEENE BLACK BIRD 1.01 “Pilot”

#in character. ⸻ visuals.

idk if it’s just me but screencaps are becoming harder & harder to get hold of / gallery sites are being shut down or not loading, and i’m using a laptop that is literally 10 + years old until i can afford a new one, so i have no means of getting screencaps myself. maybe i go old school and start using gifs for a while.

#out of character. ⸻ hope speaks.

memeingovermemes

My muse has to tell nothing but the truth for 10 asks.

Ask them funny questions, get personal, query about the people around them or pester them for their deepest darkest secrets - go wild! Include ✘ with the asks!

#out of character. ⸻ meme.

i’m considering turning last night’s tag rambling into a verse, aka … anton being kept as a prisoner at the bunker after his identity is exposed because he’s too much of a risk, but they also aren’t sure if killing someone from the future will change it beyond repair. gets taken a meal a day & occasionally acts as their personpedia when they need more information on a demon, angel, etc. all that british men of letters & future knowledge can’t go to waste after all. it’s such a fun thought. let him live his negan era.

#out of character. ⸻ hope speaks.

does anybody remember that scene in lady & the tramp ii when scamp scratches the exact same way as tramp and buster is like wait just a damn minute????????? i feel like that’s so easily a scene that can be replicated with anton pulling the exact same fighting move arthur ketch pulled and someone who knew him well enough being fucking thrown.

#out of character. ⸻ hope speaks.#i like how when i first invented anton #i was like maybe ketch is the dad maybe he isn't idk #but now these days im just poppin off #there was never any doubt really look @ him

lousolversons

Taron Egerton in Episode 3 of Black Bird

#in character. ⸻ visuals.#sometimes i think abt...... team freewill holding anton as a prisoner in the bunker #after his true identity is revealed #because yeah they COULD kill him #but how do they know killin someone from the future won't change it entirely?#KINDA RISKY #so he's just There. n gets very amused when they come to him to ask him if he has knowledge of This Demon or That Demon #just thoughts to be thunk

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Her words were far less accusatory than they should have been, instead coming from a desire to understand than to catch him in a lie. Lily should be smarter than this; she was smarter than this. She tended to be far more perceptive than she ever let on, picking up on small behaviors and idiosyncrasies of individuals that allowed her to get a grasp on who a person was; or at least who they tried to make her believe they were. In the early days of knowing Anton she'd detected no warning signs, no flags in his behavior that would point her to sniff out something unsavory within him. He was like a dream; he was perfect, and that in itself should've raised enough alarm bells in her head to send her running. When has anything in her life ever ended up perfect?

But perceptive as she was, Lily was also naïve. She loved his attention, and he so freely gave it to her that she was willing to overlook her instincts to be wary of too much of a good thing. Anton made her feel seen, made her feel desired, as if he was put on this earth with the sole purpose to love her, and Lily fell for it in an instant. But things had been different recently. Slowly over time, Lily had noticed changes in his behavior that were leading her to believe she was starting to crack through a shell. Minor hesitancies and delayed answers to questions that hadn't been present before, the kind that occur when you're trying not to lie to someone. Lily knew from the start that Anton was too good to be true, but her optimism and romantic nature convinced herself he was just another broken soul like her that needed time and patience to fully allow their walls to come down. Now Lily wasn't sure what she believed.

He was lying to her. She knew that much for certain now, but what she also knew for certain was he did love her. He wouldn't have to fight so hard to lie to her if he didn't. Despite his untruthfulness, Lily still accepted his embrace without hesitation, her heart still aching for his comfort and affection as they held each other close. She found the warmth of his body soothing, the beat of his heart thumping against her ear as she settled against his chest, calming her for the time being despite knowing there was still so much more to him she had left to uncover. Part of her wished they could just stay like this forever; just feeling the love between each other with no mind paid to what horrors could be unearthed within their souls. "You're incredibly important to me, Anton," she whispered to him, still settled within his embrace as she pulled away just enough to look him in the eyes, "I hope you know that."

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anton has never been important to someone before. — not like this. he convinces himself he was important to a mother lost long ago, just not important enough for her to leave the mission behind. young boy instead found 𝚟𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 in the british men of letters. he became important to the cause, but to another person? such relationships were frowned upon. 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴; an unnecessary 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 that they never hesitated to put a swift end to if it started to compromise their goals. he remembers almost finding some semblance of puppy love with penelope / he remembers burying her not long after. those interferences aren’t possible here. he’s been left alone & unsupervised, and sometimes when they’re together in moments like these, he feels free. [...] wasn’t that the problem? this bond they share provides the taste of a life he thought only happened in beloved books carried with him. the ones that always end in 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛. how tempting it is, soldier thinks sometimes, to simply stay wrapped in lily’s 𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻. easy even … and impossible.

" you’re important to me too. " sweet sentiments used to roll off the tongue without any real meaning behind them. nothing more than whispered lies, there to serve a purpose. —— now they fall from his lips with complete 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜. anton means every word and in case spoken confessions don’t make it obvious, gentle hands run soothingly up her sides, offering a tenderness he didn’t even know he had in him until @lilyspaintedred. if this isn’t meant to be real, then why do they fit so perfectly together? it’s as if a cruel, higher power is mocking him. it gives with one hand; provides him with something he thought out of reach while the other takes, her questions reminding him this can’t last 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿.

palms lift to cup the girl’s cheeks, right thumb brushing the softest line over cheekbone while eyes meet her gaze. there’s so much left unspoken between them. he fears once he starts talking, he might not 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 and that’s a new feeling for him. fear. his training all but programmed the concept of being afraid out of him. the voice that tells most people to run from danger encourages him closer. the mission is worth the risk. but is she? — oh, he doesn’t even need to think about it. of course she is. " i’ve never met anyone like you. " and he imagines he NEVER will again. if not because this will surely be the 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 of him, then because they aren’t out there. there is no other like lily. he should end this & he swears ( for the hundredth time ) soon, but letting go isn’t as easy as it sounds. agent almost feels like a young boy again, clutching at his favourite toy, pleading for five more minutes.

#lilyspaintedred #im fine im fine im FINE #im totally normal abt them #in character. ⸻ conversations.#universes. ⸻ verse 003.#i have had this in my drafts for so long #why was it just sat there.#what am i doing.

haleyatwell

TARON EGERTON as GARY “EGGSY” UNWIN KINGSMAN: THE GOLDEN CIRCLE (2018) dir. Matthew Vaughn

#in character. ⸻ visuals.#he's so babygirl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#tw dog #tw dogs

@bloodsalted sent : for a family - themed headcanon.

most of anton’s thoughts & feelings around family are built on fantasy. he believes he had a one once. that his mother loved him & cared for him, but honestly? that wasn’t entirely the case. it’s true her son was the only thing that truly mattered to toni. she kissed him softly on the head and read him bedtime stories, but the british men of letters still came first. she didn’t love him enough to leave. he spent more time with the household caretaker than he did her. as for his a father figure? toni made sure arthur never found out. rightly so. she doubts he would’ve offered much paternal affection. all anton knows about his father, is that he looks like him [...] and the older he got, he realised this wasn’t a compliment. truthfully, family is as foreign a concept to anton as legs once were to the little mermaid. the memories he has of a loving home are half - imagined for comfort, created by a child who lost everything too young & half - delusions / twisted realities implemented by the british men of letters’ brainwashing. they needed him to think the winchesters took everything for him so they made him believe he had everything. even the relationship he has with his own daughter has, at times, been controlled by them; manipulating a young boy into making all the same mistakes his parent before him did. anton has never experienced nor really witnessed what it means to be a real family. and in a way, it only makes him resent the brothers more for having that bond.

#out of character. ⸻ headcanon.#out of character. ⸻ answered meme.

sean pertwee would make a sublime former british men of letters agent & handler, who left after becoming disillusioned with everything and now lives as a wanted man because nobody ever leaves the that place alive.

#out of character. ⸻ hope speaks.#one thing to know abt me: ill always rep it for the older fcs #they deserve love #maybe he tried to take anton with him but they got separated..

there was a point in anton’s childhood when mick davies was actually uncle mickey. i wouldn’t say toni & mick were necessarily close, but they did attend kendrick’s academy ( with arthur ketch also ) at the same time, and they tended to be assigned together. it scared toni sometimes; the closer her son felt to mick, the more risk ketch might start asking questions became, but anton gave her zero choice. he liked uncle mickey … and then i get sad, because i realise anton now doesn’t remember this. it’s just another memory the british men of letters have brainwashed away. they turned mick davies into the enemy instead / somebody who sided with the winchesters, and thus contributed to his mother’s death.

#out of character. ⸻ headcanon.