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[wolfythewitch]

Thinking about Judas again

[wolfythewitch]

Thinking mostly about how he's written in the gospels and acts and apocryphal works. How his motivations have been studied for centuries now. In Matthew and Mark, they don't state specifically why he betrayed Jesus, only that he agreed to do it. In Luke, it says that the devil went into him. In John, Satan went into him the moment Jesus handed him the bread, and Jesus told him (or maybe Satan) "Do what you need to do." On the Gospel of Judas, Jesus had asked him to do it

He hangs himself in the book of Matthew. In Acts, he buys a field with the money from his betrayal, falls into it, and bleeds.

If we were to take the gospels as impartial, than Maybe he was in fact possessed. Then wouldn't his death have been unjust? And if Jesus telling him what he had to do was at the devil and not him, did he have any choice in the matter? In the gospel of Judas, he was asked to as well. His agency was not present there either. And if not possessed, and if the gospels were written biased, did the disciples think of him that way? To think of him possessed was easier than to think of him a simple betrayer? The first three don't cite him by name, only saying that Jesus had predicted a disciple's betrayal. Only John's gospel has Jesus physically point out the traitor. Matthew says he felt remorse. The other three gospels don't say anything about his death at all. Despite being one of the most controversial figures in the bible, so much of his actual motivation is so vague or hidden. His agency in the matter is so questioned too because wasn't he part of the great plan? Why did Judas betray Jesus? Did he have a choice? Did his friends mourn him at all?

[mouseinamushroomhouse]

[wolfythewitch]

WHERE IS THIS FROM

[kazscrows]

They’re ready to party

[nathanielthecurious]

okay so having numbers in your last name is cool when it’s matteo JWHJ0715, but not when it’s a hot girl with a new account on tumblr dot com 🙄 just say you hate women

[h-l-w]

Words from “Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude” by Ross Gay

[comingoutofthecauldron]

hey um. your boyfriend gained genre awareness and in an attempt to defy his inevitable tragic demise he only sealed his fate. sorry

[cadaverkeys]

Who I would not kill to see Caitlyn Doughty play Beetlejuice.

[anxious-asexuals]

sometimes i get sad and i think that i’ll never love someone wholly and completely and that if i do they won’t love me the same. and then i think about oranges. i think about all the poems about oranges. all the people who have shared them. i think about how i don’t actually like oranges very much but someone i love does. i think about the fact that i have never told them this because every time they have an orange to eat they wordlessly pass me half and i refuse to tell them that they’re not something i enjoy, so i learn to enjoy. i think about the way they thought of me so quickly, without a pause as they brought the fruit from their bag. i think about how they love oranges and they think i do too so they want me to be happy. i think about how i am happy. i think about how i do love someone and they do love me. i think about how i like oranges now, if not for the fruit, than for the love.

[anxious-asexuals]

Do you ever think about the fact that there are at least two separate tma episodes about a man who fucks a bug? Does that ever cross your mind?

[anxious-asexuals]

y’all im relistening to tma…. how could i forget about the meat holes. minimum 2 holes where large amounts of (mainly human?) meat are thrown. and holes that are like. also maybe alive?

[anxious-asexuals]

robins face right before she comes out is so heart wrenching to watch.

She is sitting on a dirty bathroom floor and her best friend is telling her that he likes her in a way she knows she can never reciprocate. because she’s different. because she’s wrong. because he will never look at her the same way again. and she knows this. and she knows that it will not stop her from telling him. because, yes, he might hate her afterwards but she cannot bear lying to him. she is looking this boy in the eye, and she is going to tell him her biggest secret. and she needs to recon with the fact that she will have to forget all about him because they will be forever changed. and her heart is already breaking.

[anxious-asexuals]

idea : an etsy store where i sell little hand crafted items and with them you get a little note that tells you what weird ass thing I was watching/listening to while making it

[anxious-asexuals]

The worst part of Eddie dying was that we didn’t get a scene where him and Steve were aggressively flirting but you can see robin fake vomiting in the background

[anxious-asexuals]

Im ok but not in the way where I’m lying to make us feel better or because I actually am but in the way that I have convinced myself through years of unintentional conditioning by people around me that what I feel is perfectly normal and being in mental and physical pain that prevents me from doing things that I believe normal people can do with no trouble is a regular state of being and is not a problem that should be taken seriously by me or any health professionals

[wishfishy]

I recently have been playing around with paper texture files in Procreate, and it got me thinking about some TMA fanart I did about two years ago when I didn’t know I could download textures and brushes. I never liked my attempt to add an aged paper texture to them, so I thought I might give it another go:

[anxious-asexuals]

I don’t choose gender envy. It chooses me. I just don’t why it’s chandler bing.

[yellowmonday-deactivated2022120]

rami malek could do cas

[anxious-asexuals]

Do you ever think about the fact that there are at least two separate tma episodes about a man who fucks a bug? Does that ever cross your mind?

[anxious-asexuals]

What if 15x18 happened the exact same way but Cas confessed his undying love to Sam

[anxious-asexuals]

Instead of sobbing on the ground sam just goes “huh that was weird” and then just moves on. Dean is seething