needed to properly compose myself for a few days before sending out this post. im taking an indefinite hiatus from tumblr due to how mentally degrading it has been for me to use this site to the point of absolutely hating being on here from how desperate i keep pushing myself to at least be seen on here, and ive had enough of trying at this point. im not saying when ill return, ill come back when i feel in a much better mindspace, because its bad to the point ive been getting more irritable around others to the point ive been isolating from everyone i know, and ive been having dark thoughts circulating in my mind a lot more lately (will not explicitly say but you know from what im implying here), i just need to cut out the spaces that has been triggering these episodes where i feel like im not good enough to anyone on here or i should give up making the things i love most. i think abandoning tumblr until further notice is probably better for me. ive done it before when i used to use deviantart. i just dont want to be on here and have another mental spiral on my sideblog like i did last time ok!!!!
i dont care who doesnt see this and will not be interested in the links below, but i can give less of a damn im putting these links below anyways.
Toyhouse
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if you dont want to join and just want to friend me, my username is novaazurite