she’s strong, but she’s exhausted. - r. h. sin

Trying to love life again. Twitter: anxiouspaendeo Twitch: anxiouspaendeo Vocal Media Profile: Kimi

[anthem-pt-two]

[prinnay]

Weapon Fairies # 5 - 8

flameskimmer, calendula, war hammer

mother of pearl, hibiscus, claymore

damselfly, burdock, hunting rifle

rosy maple moth, amaranth, spiked club

[anxiouspanda124]

I wanna write something based off these

[anxiouspanda124]

Ship of Emptiness

a ship not worth the air feeding the fire that’s consuming me...

[cristalplanetheart]

😳

[savethewailes]

Let! That! Baby! Eat!!!!!!

[adelphicoracle]

Perfect tags

[i-cant-carry-it-for-you]

[lizardsister]

absolutely LOST in the sauce

[beardedmrbean]

Audio is crap, but turn it up when they hit the snow to improve your day anyhow

[crazy-brazilian]

this is what the establishment fears the most

[anxiouspanda124]

such positive energy I love it

[rhsin]

“Here you are, reading these words with sad eyes. I’m sorry that this hurts so bad, this year has been challenging, but I believe in your ability to get through this.”

— r.h. Sin 

[anxiouspanda124]

It took me three months to finish this video and I’m very proud of it

[kksullivan124]

Self-harm/depression/suicidal thoughts/any kind of mental illness should never be seen as a joke. Ever. They are serious problems that people struggle with everyday.

[anxiouspanda124]

Lolololol sweet summer child oh if you knew what you’re adult self would use as a coping mechanism for your depression and how hilarious you would become.

Small little teenage me was so cute but also, whew, I must have been annoying as fuck.

[anxiouspanda124]

My city is on

Fire, how can I stop it when

All I have is gas?

[anxiouspanda124]

I’ve had this idea for a few months. The subtitle is the first thought I had that inspired it.

We’re constantly building ourselves and burning down and life is a cycle of rinse and repeat. But with each time, we grow stronger and our walls and foundation are built to withstand more.

A city must have walls built from self-love, and sometimes in our darkest moments that self-love crumbles to expose us to the self-hatred that will burn our city to the ground.

“We collapse slowly from the inside as our minds smoulder and crack…”- Ruins

Ruins

I built myself in the ruins of who I once was.

[anxiouspanda124]

Anxiety, Depression, and the Real Questions - How does mental health effect relationships? | RSS Podcasting | RSS.com Podcasting

Relationships are hard. Trying to figure out your mental health while navigating a relationship is also hard. This time, we talked about how

Mental health and relationships

[anxiouspanda124]

I am so very

Not okay most days, but I

Know it gets better

[anxiouspanda124]

Anxiety, Depression, and the Real Questions | RSS.com Podcasting

Let's talk about mental health. We want to ask the questions that are on our minds, debate different topics, and talk openly about our journ

Come check out a podcast I record with my friend! We talk about mental health and other real life shit

[anxiouspanda124]

My sexuality is r. h. sin’s poetry.

[anxiouspanda124]

I’m going to write a follow up for this soon. This analogy had been in my mind for years and now that I’ve written it, I can’t stop thinking of the world of the abyss…

Freefall (Down the Rabbit Hole)

What felt like a weightless flight was actually a dangerous descent away from reality.

[rhsin]

“sometimes you feel like a window. you want to open up but you’re afraid to let things in.”

— r.h. Sin 

[anxiouspanda124]

This is a really old one but I decided to publish it because it’s something that, even though reading it hurt, I’ve always been proud of how I wrote it.

There IS a trigger warning because there’s implied non-consent.

No Strings Attached

...every time they were together her heart ached with the feeling of only being good enough to fuck.