the thoughts that i like to think

I'm not crazy, my reality is just different from yours.

[whytheh8]

[teddywestside]

[howibloggedyourmother]

this is the greatest blooper 

[apcallanta]

What if...

_ im not strong enough for this

_ i never get my shit together

_ my biggest fears come true

[fireball-mudflap]

[fucking-shitaki-deactivated2012]

[acolderindigo]

I just spent like 30 seconds straight trying to understand what was so special about “The unthe unthe uthe unhe un”

[the-absolute-best-posts]

This post has been featured on a 1000Notes.com blog!

[buzzfeed]

Mr. Feeny was one of the best teachers I ever had.  

[chibird]

[satoriie]

So ironic that this should show up on my dash today.

[apcallanta]

Repost.

Internal struggle.

I dont know why but today I had one of those, “look at your life” kind of things.. I feel like everything I do, I never get where I want to be.

Positive outlook is explained by this quote, “my students work themselves into the ground just to get a fraction closer to their goal.” This is very true. Everything I have pursued in my life, I have given my all. Time, effort, passion, sweat, blood, tears, etc.. you name it and I’ve tried it. I was always taught to be the best at whatever I did so I would always strive to be first, even if it was a competition against myself.

Negative outlook is explained by Zeno’s Paradox. If you start at point A, take a half step, take half of that, then half of that, you ultimately will never get to point B. You may get close, but you will NEVER get there. This ultimately DESTROYS my positive outlook, because if  I am working myself into the ground to only get a fraction closer, technically I’ll never get there.

Honestly, I’m just scared of being a failure. I feel like everything that I’ve done, but don’t do anymore (music, dance, art, etc) were failures because I wasn’t good enough. No matter what I’ve done or how hard I tried, ultimately, I failed. I just hope and pray that this isn’t a reoccurring thing in my life because I DO want to be successful. I have passion, I have drive, I have discipline, and I have heart, but that fear or failing will always be in the back of my mind.

End rant.

[sunsetharmony95]

[muggs8787]

[bigbeedoh-blog]

Swimming in my hallway. Gonna see if I can fly later

[boymeetsworldgifs]

GUYS GIRL MEETS WORLD GOT PICKED UP BY DISNEY I CAN’T BREATHE

[stayclasssy-deactivated20160929]

Really excited, but I kind of have mixed emotions about this. Hope it’ll be as good as BMW though.

[ohsobasick-blog]

the expectations will by high. ):

[regipanda]

i dunno its disney so i already see negative implications by it being there instead of like any other station

[apcallanta]

Greatest Game Ever Played

“You watch golf and these guys miss these six-inch putts, and their whole life depends on these putts. They’ll miss it. Unlike football and basketball, they don’t scream. They look at the audience, take their hat off, wave and smile. Where in reality, inside they’re crying and screaming. That’s a man.”

[dirtymartinez]

[apcallanta]

I'm proud to say that he's from Oxnard lol

[apcallanta]

It was fun while it lasted.

for the past 7 weeks i have been preparing for this. all the regrets i've had in the past, all of the "i could have done better" or "i should have done this" will finally be righted. i guess you could say that this is a classic example of "all good things come to an end." iP All Stars, I would just like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart. this experience has been more than amazing. you best believe im going to leave my heart on that stage with no regrets. i mean i cant have my last time on stage ending with any form of regret.

CSU Fullerton PASA's 2013 PCN. ITS. GOING. DOWN.

[imjust-a-girl]

[apcallanta]

Happiest Place on Earth

It's only been two weeks but I feel like I havent been to Disneyland in forever. I cant wait until the madness is over so I can spend a whole day basking in its happiness.