Hello! Could u pls write an angst jhope smut?? Thanks a lot! And I love the remember series very much!heheh
Eventhough they’ve been going out for less than a year, y/n and Hoseok are really close. Hoseok is part of a successful band called Bangtan Sonyeondan and so has been travelling for quite a while now. Today was the day that he would get back to y/n to surprise her. He didn’t mention his trip back to y/n as he was going to surprise her for their 10month anniversary. He figured that y/n would be home around this time so he goes straight to her house.
He carefully unlocks the door and hears the TV on. Hoseok tips toes down the hallway and sneaks his head around the corner. There she was. The love of his life. As she was intently watching the kdrama infront of her, Hoseok walks behind the couch and gives her a warm hug. “Happy Anniversary Jagiya~!” Y/N turns around and starts crying in happiness She jumps up from the couch and wraps her arms around the most dreamiest man of her life. “Why didn’t you tell me you were coming? I look horrible…” Y/N says shyly. “Don’t worry, you look beautiful.” Hoseok leans in to kiss her softly. “I’ve missed you so much” he moans into the kiss.Without releasing the kiss, Y/N jumps onto Hoseok, wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. He smirks during the kiss and leads her to the bedroom, places her gently onto the bed and slowly starts to undress himself. “I want to show you how much I’ve missed you” he says sexily into her ear. She giggles by the thought and starts slowly teasing him by removing her clothes slowly.
Slowly unbuttoning her shirt, y/n bites her lips seductively, making direct eye contact with the beautiful man infront of her. Before sh could finish, Hoseok already forces her sweatpants off. “Someone’s a little impatient…” y/n smirks. Hoseok leans towards her lips again, crashing his with hers. “I’ve waited long enough.” She could tell her lower region getting warmer by the second. After removing all her clothes, y/n was left completely naked. Hoseok grasps onto her boobs, massaging both and sucking on one of them. Y/N starts ruffling Hoseok’s soft brown hair whilst moaning at the wet and warm feeling of his tongue upon her sensitive nipples. As she keeps moaning his name, he starts drawing circles with his long fingers on her flat stomach - just the way she likes it.
After Hoseok finishes sucking, y/n forces Hoseok to lie on his back, while she is on top. “Now it’s my turn.” She slowly moves towards his large member and starts pumping it. Already, it was making him turned on. Y/n gives Hoseok an energetic messy kiss while increasing the speed of her hand. Hoseok runs his hand though her long black hair and kisses her even harder, After pumping enough, y/n moves her mouth towards his hardened member and starts sucking passionately, making her lower region soaking. After about 5 minutes of sucking, Hoseok turns y/n to make a 69 position. “I can’t wait to lick you out” he says huskily. Dragging her legs down, he licks her clit smoothly, making sure not to miss a spot. At the same time, y/n was moaning while still sucking his long length. The whole room smells of sec, an addicting smell to the both, that they both adore
Y/N gently climbs off Hoseok, re-adjusting her to the front of his standing member. She leans down to french kiss him whilst simultaneously sitting down comfortably on top of his body. When she adjusts to the size, her cravings get the better of her and so she starts riding Hoseok doggystyle. “Yes baby, AHH” moans Hoseok. The two of them were in sync, at perfect rhythm with each other. Soon after it was too much for them to hold in, they came together.The warm liquids mixing with each other. They both are left panting, out of breath and tired, Y/N slides next to Hoseok, resting comfortably in his arms. “I love you, Hoseok” she says contently. “I love you, y/n” Hoseok says lovingly., However, there was one thought that still was bothering y/n: they didn’t use a condom, they were so caught up in the moment that they forgot.
The next morning, y/n wakes up with the worst headache ever. It was like her head was going to explode.She sneaks out of Hoseok’s arms and rushes to the toilet. She takes some painkillers, however it wasn’t long until she threw up in the toilet, making the effect useless. The disgusting fluids exited her mouth faster than ever. Y/N hears a knock on the door. “Jagiya, are you okay?” Hoseok says worried. “I’m fine…” When deep down, she knew she wasn’t. Hidden in her bathroom cupboard was a pregnancy test. She too the test quickly, waiting for the result she didn’t want. ‘Positive’ The one time they didn’t use a condom, that happens. Tears start running down y/n’s face, the fact of her being pregnant wasn’t a problem, but the reaction of the father might be, Y/N slowly opens the door to see a worried Hoseok sitting infront of the door. He stands up quickly and looks down at her with his hands on her shoulders. “Are you okay?” No. she wasn;t okay, she knew what was going to happen next but she had a small hope that it would be okay. She brings her hands infront of her, revealing the result of a pregnancy test to her love. “W-What? N-No th-that can’t be r-right? No no no… Y/N…I’m…I…You…” His words couldn’t come out, Y/N’s tears form again as she knew what he was trying to say. Attempting to speak clearly, “B-But its our child Hoseok. We can’t abort it. It’s living inside of me now. We can’t kill our baby…”
With that, Hoseok ruffles his hair in frustration and slams his fist against the wall. “WHY? Why were we so stupid to forget? Y/N, we know you can’t keep it. Imagine the reaction of the fans. They don’t even know I’m going out with someone like you.” Those last three words felt like gunshots to y/n. “Someone like me? Am I suddenly not good enough for you?” she whimpers weakly. Hoseok’s eyes widen as he realises what her just said. Before he could speak, y/n runs out of the room, out of her apartment, out of his sight.
What did I expect? I’m just a common girl and he’s an idol. Why would he even want to be with me in the first place? He’s right though. I can’t have this baby. I’ still in University, I can’t take care of a baby. Hoseok is still an idol, he’s going to be too busy to look after our baby. I don’t even have the money to provide for us. Since Hoseok’s against the idea, I don’t think he would provide any money for us either. He’s right. This baby makes him unhappy, I can’t lose that perfect smile he always has. I can’t make him feel like that because of my delusions. Maybe abortion is the right way…I call my doctor to arrange an appointment today. The sooner I get rid of it, the sooner me and Hoseok can be happier…Luckily the earliest appointment is in half an hour so I leave he park, and start running to the hospital. It is a 20 minute walk so if I run, I’ll make it.
What am I thinking? Why am I so selfish? I hurt y/n. I ruffle my hair angrily. Y/N is the most special person in the world: she is the most beautiful, most charming, most kindest person; she is no where near just a common girl. I should have fought harder to keep her back. She could be anywhere. With our unborn baby. Y/N’s and my baby. We have to keep it. Even if I busy all the time, I’ll find a way to support them. Yeah. After a few minutes of self contemplating, I finally decide what to do. I need to fin Y/N before she does anything she’ll regret. As soon as I get dressed and get ready to exit the door, my phone starts ringing. I answer the phone to hear, “Hello…is this Jung Hoseok? Y/N’s boyfriend?” Why would they ask this? I answer with a confused “yes”. “We need you to come to the hospital now, y/n has recently been in a car accident-” NO. She was fine a few minutes ago. I rush out the door and make my way to the hospital. I rush in, desperate to find her. I see her lying on the hospital bed with so many wires attached to her. How could I let this happen?
I try to rush into the room but the doctors stop me. “I’m sorry, you can’t come in, she’s in critical condition and we need to operate on her as soon as we can. Please wait outside until we finish” one of the doctors say. “Will she be okay?” I ask desperately. “We will try our best.” 4 hours go by and the doctors finally come out of the room, I rush towards them, “is she okay? Tell me!” She had to be okay. She had to be alive. They had to be alive…”I’m sorry” No…”We tried our very best…” The tears start falling rapidly. “She didn’t make it.” Those were the words I never wanted to hear. I break down, fall to my knees, letting out all the tears in my body. “I’m very sorry for your loss” the doctor says calmly. It’s my fault. If I didn’t give the impression of getting an abortion, she wouldn’t of made the appointment, she wouldn’t of had to worry about being late, she wouldn’t of had to run without looking. It’s all my fault. The doctor allows me to say one last goodbye to y/n. I open the door slowly and walk towards her bed. I sit in the chair provided and stair at her lifeless face. There was no colour left in her. I touch her cold hands and interlock my fingers with hers. It still feels comfortable, even like this. Am I going crazy? I didn’t care anymore. I just wanted to be with her for as long as I could. Someone knocks on thedoor and it was a police officer. “Excuse me, are you Jung Hoseok? I believe we spoke on the phone. We were able to contact you as she was texting you before the accident. Here, I think you deserve to see this…” The policeman handed me y/n’s phone, I could tell because of the couple case we had. I read the screen carefully. “Hoseok, I’m sorry. I was being silly. How can a girl like me look after a baby. I love you too much to keep this baby. I know your career is important, it can’t be ruined by a common girl like me, so maybe we should-” That was the end of the message…
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